I Can't Stop
A/N:Tis is a sequel-like story to "At It Again". I actually wrote this while bored and thought I should post it, so I did! Please enjoy and review!
Disclaimer:As said before, I own nothing and nobody. If I did, then bad things would happen...Very bad things would happen...Anyway, everything except plot is owned by World Wrestling Entertainment! Hoorah for WWE!!
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Razor blade marks going down my wrist,
Some fresh and bloody,
Others old but not healed,
I can't stop.
Another sleepless night,
Another in my bed,
Another gone when I awake,
I can't stop.
Only 6 pm and I'm already crying,
Already breaking my shell,
Already reopening wounds,
I can't stop.
With the blinds down and the curtains closed,
I wallow in my own filth,
In the dirt that keeps finding a way back,
Back to me and my empty soul.
Jeff's tried to stop me,
But all I do is try,
Try to get into his wallet,
Get into his bed,
Even he gives in.
Only one person hasn't caved,
Hasn't gave in,
Hasn't fallen into my web,
I hate him for it.
I need the money,
He needs the release,
Why can't he just make both of us happy?
Felling pain and punishment,
Being torn and ripped,
Being dominated and taken over,
It makes me feel alive,
So that means he is killing me.
Its not like it matters,
I'm not alive anyway,
For I have no soul,
And no self-respect.
But now its time,
Time to go to work,
Time to seek out my next victim,
And try to feel alive...
I can't stop.