Chapter 2

Bella's Announcement Part 2

Carlisle is amazed he had never known anyone who could do that not in all the time he's lived, or not lived depending on how you look at it. Edward realized that he hadn't really looked at Bella lately he now noticed that she had lost weight and she looked very tired she had never said anything to him. Emmett asked her Does it hurt? Bella said yes I'm in more pain then any of you may realize. I have 2 months to live so I'm going to make the most of them but I will miss all of you so much. I started to cry silently but of course they heard it. I told them that I had to go and break the news to Charlie. I turned to leave, when Edward said you aren't even going to ask one of us to change you. I said to "Edward I love you with all my heart but I have realized I can't make you do something you don't want to." I said, "I have faced death before and I'm not afraid to die now but I will miss, you all of you." I left them there they had never realized just how much Bella meant to them until they realize she was going to die.

Bella went home, Charlie was waiting for her to come home and tell him about her appointment; Bella got out of her truck and went inside her house. Charlie was standing in the living room. I looked at him and said, "dad sit down I have something I want to tell you and you should sit down for. He said that he would stand for whatever it was that I had to say to him, I said alright but I really think you should sit down for this. I took a deep breath and said, dad the cancer is back and there is no treatment that I can take I'll be dead in 2 months. You could plainly see the sadness on his face; he had been hoping that she would be going into remission. He was defiantly not expecting this and neither was I. I went into the kitchen and started making herself a salad she new that she would start not being hungry soon so she had to eat while she wanted to.

When she was finished eating her salad she went upstairs to take a shower before she went to bed. She slowly washed her hair enjoying the feeling she then went into her bedroom still in a towel and got into her pajamas, an oversize shirt and long pants. She then went to lay down she left her window open for Edward. She was asleep almost instantly even before Edward came to see her; she woke up at 3 o'clock and knew that Edward was here she could feel his cold skin up against her warm skin. She slowly woke up; she realized that Edward was watching her I was only half awake so I wasn't really aware completely of my surroundings. I asked what, he asked why I thought that he would treat me any differently than before. I said because everyone at my old school would star and even my friends didn't want anything to do with me. That was the real reason I left Phoenix because of all the stars and how everyone treated me.

He looked deep in thought, so I turned over and went back to sleep. I had the dream again the one that I thought finally went away. It was me during my time doing chemotherapy I had lost all my hair and I felt like I would rather die than go through this pain. I woke up sweating Edward wasn't there and I saw that it was time for me to get up. I went to change my clothes a light blue man's shirt it was my only friend in Phoenix who still talked to me after I had cancer he let me have some of his shirts to hide how skinny I was then, he was my best friend, I also wore a pair of his jeans another gift to me. I can't wait to see the look on Edward's face when he sees me in mans clothes that are not his. I walk down the stairs and get a granola bar and walk out the door to wait for Edward. He was there when I walked out the door it took him a second to realize what I was wearing, then the questions started. He asked me where I got those clothes and why I was wearing them. I told him that I got them from a friend and I was wearing them because the hide how skinny I was. He then asked who the friend was and I told him that my friend Jack from Phoenix gave them to me when I had my last bout of cancer. He seemed convinced since I wouldn't lie to him unless I had to.

He opened the passenger door for me I got in and buckled my seat belt and we were off he was again going 90 mph in a 45 mph zone. When we got to school Edward again opened the door for me we went into school together Jessica was the first to ask me why I was wearing guys clothes, my response was because I feel like it. I gave the same answer to everyone. I still cant believe that the school year has just started this was the first day and I would only be able to go to school for 1 and a ½ months and then I would have to be on bed rest for the rest of the time. I went to first period which was English IV honors I went to the teacher and gave him the note informing him to not wake me if I fell asleep in class because I had to sleep a lot to have any strength, also it said that I have cancer, I was supposed to show it to all my teachers, after I showed it to him I took a seat in the back away from the noise, Edward followed me, when no one was looking I would lean on him I started to fall asleep Edward didn't wake me up until the end of class I couldn't believe I had slept that long. I started to feel weak and dizzy I asked Edward if we could go to the nurses office he swiftly picked me up and carried me to the office so that I could lay down for a little while.

I woke up abruptly my joints felt weak and I knew then what was wrong I hadn't taken my pain medicine I looked over to see Edward watching me I asked him if he would go home and go in the frig and get my morphine, (A/N morphine and haldol are liquids, and both should be kept cold, they are a strong form of pain medicine) haldol, and oxycotton and bring it to me I forgot to take it. He was out of there so fast I thought he was going at vampire speed, a few seconds later he was back with them I asked for a glass of water he got me one, I had already taken the haldol, and morphine and the water was for the oxycotton. I took out two pills and took them I knew that I would have to lay down now these pills can do funny stuff to you. I told Edward to call Charlie and tell him I was going home early, I got off the table and started to walk to the door but Edward wouldn't have that he picked me up and carried me out to the main office and told the lady at the front desk that I was going home she didn't question it I had already showed her the note. He carried me out to the car and but me passenger seat and leaned it back. He then got on the drivers side, I turned to him and said Edward on of the side effects of the medicine is nausea so please don't drive to fast or you'll get vomit on your car. He just nodded and pulled out of the school parking lot and went drove to my house.

When we got there the medicine had really kicked in and I was a little delirious although Edward had yet to notice although he did when I started mumble things that made no sense like I started to talk about an electric trampoline he must have thought that I was crazy I started to unbuckle my seat belt and get out I said get my wheelchair I don't think he knew where it was but he would find it. I was right he came back with it and picked me up and put me into it and rolled me up the ramp and into the house.

disclaimer: I do not own ANY of Twilght as much as i would like to!!