A/N: this one will be pretty short… The next chapters might be shorter too. It gets a little boring trying to come up for things for the 9 month pregnancy. So I might skip a lot of time and just go closer to the delivery. I'm running out of ideas for her to do while she's pregnant! Sorry!! U.U

Inside the room was full of little glass orbs. Some very small, some extremely large, some shaped in ovals and some flat as discs.

Did each one contain someone's memories? Which one was mine…?

I looked around the entire room trying to find a clue that indicated which one was mine.

Suddenly I realized they were named. Each one was tagged with the person's first and last name.

Now… were they alphabetized by first name… or last name…?

I sighed heavily.

This is going to take a very long time…

Several hours later and I finally stumbled across a very small dusty orb.

'Moon Dido'

I reached for it but stopped when I realized there were two of them.

Two… Two orbs…? I thought I lost my memories from the accident…? Shouldn't I still have them in my head…? Why are they here…?

I grabbed the dustier orb first and blew on it.

Nothing happened.

How the hell do I get this damn this to work?! Do I rub it like a genie lamp??

I growled and sat down staring at the damn thing.

I just want my memories back… I sighed, brushing off the dust that had collected over the years as it sat in here.

I leaned back and pressed the orb to my chest.

I'm so close… And I can't even figure out how to make this thing work…

Suddenly the orb sank into my chest.

"Oh my god!!" I cried as I sat up quickly.

Suddenly memories washed over me, overwhelming my senses.

The times I got picked on, when the boys pushed me into the dirt and cut my back and chest with the scars I now bore. Memories of my mother and father, all the happy times I had with them. Memories of NyghtFyre; the time we were bound, times of happiness together. My sister Jenny, all the times I played with her. The time the village was attacked… I had left my favorite doll behind… Memories in our new home, happy times… The nightmares that made me leave… The day my family died…

As each new scene washed over me I noticed there was someone missing… There were blank spots where someone else should have been… Someone was still missing… Still gone from my memories…

I wanted to cry. I don't know why it hurt me so much but they were gone… Whoever it was is gone and I don't know how to get them back…

I sucked in a deep breath of dust filled air and let it out. One more… I'll just take it and I'll go home…

I grabbed it and pressed it to my chest.

Nothing happened…

Tears started to slide down my cheeks as I bent my head.

"Please… Please… I don't want to forget… I want to remember… Please… I want Hiei back…" I murmured.

My tears were falling faster as the orb sat there in my hands.

"Please!" I cried as I fell to my knees. "Please… Hiei… Please…"

Slowly I felt a huge weight crushing into my chest. The orb… The orb was crushing me. I gasped for breath as the orb sunk into my chest and I was washed away in a sea of sadness…

It was the boat trip just before the tournament… how I was almost rapped and killed… It was the fight on the arena… I was stabbed in the stomach by the twins… I thought I lost the baby… It was Hiei's death…

The pain and misery was like a crushing weight. All the air pushed out of my lungs.

Everything turned black…