Disclaimer : I do not own anything to do with Crossing Jordan

A/N : This is the first ending. I thought that this story could use it. It made it easier. I had the same sort of story with a different version of what happens at the end.

"I loved you Woody. I've always loved you. You broke my heart, and I can never forgive you for that…………………………..

Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep

The machines were flat lining. That meant that Jordan was flat lining. That meant that Jordan was gone. The nurses and doctors came running in and pushed Woody out of the way.

He walked out the door

"What's going on?" they asked

"She spoke, then she went" woody barely got out with the tears that had formed "I'm going to the chapel" he finished and headed for the chapel

"I'm sorry Dr. Macy" was all that Dr West needed to say

"She wanted to let go" Garrett replied more of a statement than a question

"Guess she wanted to" Dr West replied and walked off

They all went in to see her. She seemed so calm. So peaceful. Like she belonged where she was. Lily ran to her side and burst out crying. Garrett just held her hand, softly saying 'I understand'. Bug held Lily. Nigel, Eddie and Matt just stood there, stunned, sad and teary.

Woody was in the chapel praying like hell. He did love Jordan and he didn't want her to go. He knew that he was sorry and apologized to her and to God for what he said. He was angry and upset, and though they aren't excuses, there were reasons why.

"Please. I'll do anything if you'll just let her live" he kept saying

He heard a voice "I can't. She was willing to go. She sinned and she knew it. I don't want to make anyone live when they don't want to. That's a waste of life. Know the saying, when someone dies, a new life is born. Well, it's true. Jordan gave her life, so that a new life could be born"

Woody turned, and there was no one in the chapel. But he knew what he heard. He left the chapel and went straight to Jordan's room.

He walked through the door and saw everyone there. Eddie and Garrett were at her bedside, Bug was holding Lily, and Matt and Nigel were standing there.

"Ass hole" Nigel said "Come on Matt. We have work to do" Nigel continued dragging Matt out

"What you do that for" Matt asked

"I'm going to need your help. We need to track down Max. I can only do so much. You being police can out AVBs on him and maybe contact other countries as well. More of a chance to go to Ireland than any other country" Nigel said

So, both Matt and Nigel spent the whole day looking for Max. Matt had a little more help, when people found out the reason, they used all reliable resources to find him. Nigel found that he was still living in the country, out in Texas, and Matt contacted the authorities to find him and bring him home.

"What were her last words" Garrett finally asked

"That she will never forgive me" Woody replied sadly

"Serves you" was all Garrett could get out before he cried "She was like another daughter to me. God I loved her" Garrett cried out bringing Lily back to tears as well

"She was like a sister to me" she said "She was there when I needed her, and when I didn't need her"

"I loved her like there was no tomorrow. All I asked was for her to love me back. She did and I threw it back in her face. I'm so sorry Jordan" Woody cried and left the room and the hospital

Matt and Nigel met Max at the airport.

"Its Jordan isn't it" max said "the police just picked me up, put me on a plane here without telling me a thing"

"I'm so sorry Max. It is Jordan. She's……um…"

"She's dead" Matt finished off Nigel's sentence

"She's what?"

"She um…..she committed suicide Max. She's been in a coma for last 3 weeks. She died yesterday morning" Nigel finally got out

"How?"

"Drugs and Alcohol"

"Again. What caused it this time?" Max said trying to hold his emotions so he could find out what happened

"Woody" was all Matt said and Max shook his head knowingly. "You don't have to worry about killing him either, there's a very long line at the moment" Matt said, with a little smirk

After Jordan was buried with her mother, there was a small wake at the old Pogue. Although intending for it to be small, it was big. Everyone from the morgue, the Boston PD, even Danny and Co from Las Vegas came.

Every single person that came had been touched in some way by Jordan. There were the good times, the bad times, the funny times and the out right pain in the ass times. But all on consensus was that they wouldn't have changed her for anything. Jordan was unique. She was a one and only. She was a rare beauty both inside and out

She would be missed by all

Of course, Woody didn't attend the wake. He was in the back of the church for the funeral. He stayed behind a tree at the cemetery. He stayed behind after everyone left for the wake. He knew that he was the cause of her death. He would never forgive himself, and he knew that she would never forgive for what he did.

Woody left Boston after that. No one from Boston knew where he went. Woody didn't want to be found. He lived a life of despair and within a year, killed himself. He was honest about that, he couldn't live a life without Jordan

I hope that you sorta liked this ending. I hate to think that Jordan dies. But i always think about the loved one. How they felt if the other was to die. Here i thought that although Jordan dies, in a way, i like to see Woody suffer a little for putting Jordan through that. I mean, we all know that it was hard for Jordan to open up, and when she does, he palms her off and tells her where to go. I thought that he should suffer a little..,

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