Disclaimer : I have nothing to do with the making of Crossing Jordan
A/N : Here is the 2nd ending. Of course, a little more happy that the 1st ending. Although, at this time. I am a little disappointed that there are no reviews. But what can i do, i can't a person read let alone review
"I loved you Woody. I've always loved you. You broke my heart, and I can never forgive you for that…………………………..
"……..so, I want you to get out and never to see you again" she finished and turned her head in the opposite direction of Woody.
He got up, gave her a kiss on the hand with an 'I'll love you always' and walked out of the door and out of her life.
He walked past the group. "You happy now. She's awake. You got what you wanted" he said sadly and walked off. The gang rushed into the room.
"Jordan" Garrett cautiously said
"Garrett" Jordan replied with tears.
Garrett rushed over to Jordan and gave her a massive hug, and the gang, seeing she was awake, left her and Garrett for awhile.
After 10 minutes, the gang got tired of waiting and went back in there to see her. They were all glad that she was ok. They hugged her with such forced that she wasn't use to it. She wasn't use to this kind of attention. It made her feel bad, because all these people looked out for her, loved her, and she was dismissing them, like Woody did her, by trying to end it.
She was making them suffer to ease her own pain, like Woody was making her suffer to ease his pain.
After a while, they all left to give her some peace and quiet, and some rest
A week later, she was able to come home. She told Garrett that she was ok to stay by herself, and that she promised him that she wouldn't do it again. With the promise and the persistence of Jordan, he said ok, but made sure she checked in to him in the morning.
She still had another week off, she had to see Stiles on a condition of returning to work. She was to relax, and get herself together before she returned.
She walked through her apartment, dropped her stuff and went straight to bed, crying herself to sleep. No matter what she said to anyone, she still loved Woody and missed him deeply.
"Morning Jordan"
"Morning Stiles"
"How you feeling?"
"The suicide attempt, I'm feeling better. The reasoning behind it, not so good. Its life, and I have to carry on. Just have to remember that there are people that care about me" she said
"What was the reason behind the suicide attempt?"
"Straight to the point"
"No other way to be with you Jordan" he replied with a little smirk
"True. It was Woody. Told him I loved him. He told me to screw you and to get out. So I did. Me heart just couldn't take that rejection. It's the last that it would take" Jordan replied
"So, he broke your heart"
"Yeah. He did"
"And have you spoken to him?"
"Since I've woken up? Yeah. He was the first one I spoke to. The doctor said that that was the only way for my condition to change"
"Change?"
"Doc said that I was either willing to live or willing to die. I needed pushing in either direction. So they used the source of the problem. Woody. So, I woke, told him that I loved him, that I always would, that I will never forgive him, and for him to get out."
"And how do you feel about that?"
"I'm angry. I'm upset. But not just with him. I should have understood what he had felt. The shooting would have made him upset and angry in the first place. It just hurt that he wouldn't believe me. So, when I came to, I was angry and upset about it and took it out on him before I had a chance to stay calm. He was the first person I saw when I woke up. I think I wanted to hurt him the way he hurt me. I'm not blaming him for what happened, that was my own fault and doing"
"Do you still love him?"
"I'll always love him"
A month after Jordan was back at work, she was able to go out on calls. Garrett would make sure that her calls weren't the same as Woody's. Others would run interference when ever he came into the morgue, not that he did often, we would request information to be faxed over and call if there were any questions.
It wasn't until 2 months after she returned to work, they ran into each other at the local supermarket.
"Sorry….oh….hi Woody"
"Hi Jordan. Um….how you feeling?"
"Much better. You?"
"I'm ok"
They stood there, feeling a little awkward.
"Ah...look Jordan, I know you don't want to hear it, but I am truly sorry. I know I was a jerk when I was in the hospital. I took my anger out on you and for that I'm truly sorry"
"It's ok Woody. I understand. I mean, it's the same with you. You said those things just for me to wake up. At least I know that what I said to you was the truth even though you don't believe me. I did what I could to make a relationship work"
"Jordan, I meant those things I said n the hospital. It wasn't just so you can wake up. The reason I hadn't said anything earlier was no one wanted me there, and there was literally a hit out on my name"
"They wouldn't let you near me?"
"No. They blamed me for what happened. I blame myself for what happened"
"It's not your fault. I mean, yeah, it was your fault I was upset, but not your fault that I was lying in that bed. That was a step that I took myself. I've never blamed you for that."
They stood there staring at each other. Woody could see the truth behind those brown eyes, and Jordan could see the love behind the blue eyes. They slowly leant into each other, lost in each others eyes and met for a slow kiss. They broke away after a minute.
"I would love to take you back to my apartment and love you all night, but I want to take it slow for both of us. How about we go back to yours, have dinner and talk?"
"That sounds good" Jordan said and leant in for another kiss before they left to go and talk.
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Its now all finished...
