Author's Note: I was going to this ages ago but I got distracted, so now I'm back and I'll be redoing Let's Not Waste Another Minute! Yay! This will be more descriptive then last time, and longer

Disclaimer: I do not in any way own Twilight that is Stephenie Meyers

EPOV (Edward)

"Alice said she sent the invitations out this morning," said Bella, we were lying down outside the house staring up at the sky.

"I know, our wedding is only a month away," I said

Bella made a face at the word 'wedding' after all this time she still hadn't warmed up to the idea of us getting married.

"You do want to get married right?" I asked her

"I guess, I just want to be with you," Bella said

I looked down in her eyes, how could I have ever been so selfish I made her follow everything I wanted. How could I treat her, the one I love so horribly?

Bella moved so now she was lying on my chest I wrapped my right arm around her. Then I remembered the promise that had been made between us before the fight with Victoria.

The promise, she kept which for her case was to get married in return I would give her what she wanted. Wait scratch that what we both wanted. I suddenly became aware of how close I was to Bella my male instincts kicking in.

I know Bella thought I wasn't attracted to her, but I was extremely attracted. If she only knew what went on in my mind, good thing I was the mind reader, my thoughts could be more vulgar then any teenage boy. If it wasn't out of fear of hurting her I would have given into her wishes long ago. I began debating the wrongs and rights about giving in right now to both our desires.

"What are you thinking about?" asked Bella

Instead of answering I scooped her in my arms and ran to our meadow.

'Edward why? If you do this now then I won't get to help with the wedding and you two will end up getting married in Vegas!' Alice thought, but right now I could care less about getting married in Vegas or whatever all I could think about was Bella.I thought smiling

"Why are you so smiley?" Bella asked with a cheeky grin once we got to our meadow

Oh what she does to me, now to make her blush, I thought

"Because I have the most wonderful fiancé," I answered

"That's not true," she blushed, her cheeks turning a deep red

"Oh really?" I asked in a seductive tone then I leaned in and gave Bella a kiss it started out slow, Bella had her arms wrapped around my neck trying to keep me there, today she didn't have to worry I wasn't going anywhere any time soon.

As the kiss deepened I picked her up so she was hugging my body, I gently pushed her against the tree and we slid down. With each inch I felt my body take over my mind, soon we were rolling in the grass.

'Edward and Bella are getting frisky' Emmett said I ignored what followed his thoughts. Soon I wanted more, so I slid my hands up to Bella's shirt and without thinking began lifting up it up as a reflex Bella pushed her hands to my chest motioning for me to stop. I slowly pulled away from her and looked unto her large brown eyes. I would never admit this but I could get lost in those brown spheres of hers. Bella was panting really hard from the make out session we just had. A thought ran through my mind why did she stop? Am I moving too fast? What if she's not ready? What if I missed my chance? I was scared that she might reject me; I was ready and had been ready after she tried to give herself to me. And I had no idea how much longer I could wait, Jasper was already telling me how much sexual tension I was giving off when I was around Bella or just thinking of her! Bella finally caught her breath.

"Wow where did that come from? Not that I'm complaining but wow," My Bella asked still a bit out of breath.

"I've been thinking about how selfless you have been following my conditions for our wedding. And I realized how selfish I've been, so you can stop trying to please me. We can have a less extravagant wedding I'll tell Alice to stop with the preparations we can even get married in Vegas." I answered, and then Alice mentally screamed 'noooooooooooooo!'

"I also think we shouldn't wait for our honeymoon, so I was leading up to…" Bella interrupted me by putting her hand over my mouth.

"So this was all leading up to sex?" she asked her blush coming back to her light cheeks.

"If not now whenever you want but we don't have to wait," I said with a smile on my face.

"Well as much as I would enjoy this," her blush deepened "I want to wait, so it can be more special. Anyways what about your morals?" she asked

"Those stupid things I'm already damned anyway," I answered harshly

"Well still, I know Alice would be upset if we didn't have a wedding and maybe a wedding wouldn't be so bad. So let's just follow our original plan, just make sure it isn't so extravagant," she smiled

Alice's thoughts were so loud in clear in my head 'thank you Bella! We are so going shopping when you come over! I can't believe Edward nearly got married in Vegas!..." Alice thought I ignored the rest of her thoughts as she went through shopping details then wedding details.

"Edward I'm sorry," Bella said as my face slowly dropped, I was suddenly overwhelmed by a new feeling rejection.

'Poor Edward rejection is harsh, I guess we will both have to live with the tension for a bit longer' Jasper thought as he felt my rejection.

"Good thing your bullet proof it's time to tell Charlie, do you have the ring?" Bella asked, we're telling Charlie a crooked smile spread across my face. Bella finally accepts the marriage proposal I thought.

"Of course love," I said, and then I pulled the ring out and placed it on Bella's finger to there forever.

AN: Ok this is the first chapter I have redone, is it good? Or do you prefer the original, Originally I thought this was a pretty good chapter, except for a few mistakes. Hope you liked it! You know the drill now that you read it please R&R!