Author's Note: finally chapter 2 is redone hope you like it better! Oh by the way anyone see the New Moon commercial? If not see it after you read and reviewed of course! It's awesome much better graphics then twilight!

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight sadly.

BPOV (Bella's)

"Alice said she sent the invitations out this morning," I said, we were lying down outside the Cullen's house staring up at the bright blue sky. My thoughts weren't really on the sky I was pretending that the wedding was over and… ok maybe it isn't the best idea to have my thoughts drift that way especially since I'm lying on Edward.

"I know, our wedding is only a month away," he said running his cold fingers through my hair.

I made a face at the word 'wedding' I still wasn't use to the idea of getting married, I did love Edward but I would prefer not having to get married. If it wasn't for Alice I would so be getting married in Vegas.

"You do want to get married right?" Edward asked

"I guess, I just want to be with you," I answered, I didn't want to upset him but I would rather face James alone 20 times instead of getting married.

He looked down at my eyes I smiled, but his eyes moved to the sky as he fell deep into thought. At times like these I knew what he meant on wishing to know what was on each other's mind. Can he see right through my lie? I wondered. Or was his mind somewhere else not even on me? I shook that thought out of my mind and stared up at the sky as well.

I moved around to get comfortable I was now lying on his cold muscular chest he wrapped his right arm around me. I sighed and leaned back into his cold embrace, this was heaven just him and me. It was easy to forget he wasn't human, as I snuggled into his cold, hard side

Edward shifted beneath me; usually he was so still he was acting more and more human.

"What are you thinking about?" I asked, my curiosity had become too much.

Instead of answering he scooped me up into his arms and ran to our meadow. I had gotten used to the speed of his run, it was almost relaxing and by now I knew he wouldn't hit any trees…I hope.

I looked up at his smiling face, "Why are you so smiley?" I asked with a cheeky grin as we reached the edge of our meadow.

His gold eyes gleamed with happiness and something else. I wasn't sure maybe lust, but that was probably my teenage hormones at work again.

"Because I have the most wonderful fiancé," he answered in a sexy tone, I almost missed the other dreaded word 'fiancé', but that wasn't the reason I blushed. The way his eyes looked like they were staring into my soul brought the blood to my face. I felt so vulnerable at that moment, so human but still I felt safe in Edward's strong grasp. For that moment I felt our bodies moving closer, and I was running out of the strength to stay away from him. But I had to, even if my body said no for Edward I had to.

"That's not true," I said, distracting myself

"Oh really?" He asked in an even more seductive tone. And before I knew it he leaned in and gave me a kiss. It started out slow and I was waiting for him to stop when I felt the urge to wrap my arms around him to keep him there, to my surprise he stayed.

As the kiss deepened he picked me up so I was hugging his body, he gently pushed me against the tree and we slid down. I felt the electricity between our bodies as they fed of each other. At that moment I was sure I was at my breaking point and if we stopped now I wouldn't be able to take it.

He slid his hands into my shirt and began lifting it up, it was just the shock I needed to break me out of my heated trance. I couldn't do this, because Edward would regret it, he would blame himself and hate himself even more. Why hadn't Alice warned me? I wondered what about the wedding? If he went through with this I could get my Vegas wedding and no one in Forks would ever know it would be our little secret. But what about Charlie? He had the right to see me have my happy ending; I needed to have the wedding for Charlie.

The sudden need for air filled me, I lifted my weak arms to his chest and nudged him. It was all he needed to get off of me. He slowly pulled away from me and looked into my eyes again, this time out of fear. Of course he's blaming himself I thought. I inhaled the air filling my lungs up and my chest rise and fall as I panted trying to catch my breath.

I finally caught my breath, "Wow where did that come from? Not that I'm complaining but wow," I asked still slightly out of breath.

"I've been thinking about how selfless you have been, following my conditions for our wedding. And I realized how selfish I've been, so you can stop trying to please me. We can have a less extravagant wedding I'll tell Alice to stop with the preparations we can even get married in Vegas." He answered. I looked at him surprised I hadn't expected that answer I waited for him to continue.

"I also think we shouldn't wait for our honeymoon, so I was leading up to…" I interrupted him by putting my hand over his mouth. Edward's mouth, those kissable lips…I mentally shook my head.

"So this was all leading up to sex?" I asked the blush coming back to my cheeks.

"If not now whenever you want but we don't have to wait," he said with a smile on his face.

"Well as much as I would enjoy this," I said my cheeks grew hotter "I want to wait, so it can be more special. Anyways what about your morals?" I asked

"Those stupid things I'm already damned anyway," he answered harshly

"Well still, I know Alice would be upset if we didn't have a wedding and maybe a wedding wouldn't be so bad. So let's just follow our original plan, just make sure it isn't so extravagant," I smiled

"Edward I'm sorry," I said as his face slowly dropped, I was reminded of when he had rejected me. But I couldn't have sex with Edward here. Not that I didn't want to but I knew deep down this was the right decision. Wow our roles in the relationship had changed drastically in the past few minutes, I now felt I had the strength to wait, surprisingly.

I realized that now was probably the best time to tell Charlie especially since he's so upset.

"Good thing your bullet proof it's time to tell Charlie, do you have the ring?" I askeda crooked smile spread across his angel face.

"Of course love," he said, and then he pulled the ring out and placed it on my ring finger to stay forever.

AN: So there it was chapter 2! I like it better than the original and think my writing has improved hopefully you guys do to! R&R!