Author's Note: OK some of you may have noticed this chapter used to be telling Renee, but I thought this and last chapter were way too short. So I'm writing a new chapter filled with all Edward and Bella goodness. Enjoy!

Disclaimer: I do not and will not ever own Twilight

BPOV (Bella)

My heart began beating faster in my chest as Edward pushed me down on my bed. Laying kisses from behind my ear to down my neck to the peak of my color bone.

"I want to Edward but we shouldn't," I moaned his touch sent my warm skin on fire. And I was struggling to keep from going under. "We made a promise…" but my words got lost in a moan as his hands grabbed my butt.

This wasn't like Edward at all, where was his gentleman acts? Where was his concern for my virtue? What had happened to my prude fiancé as Emmett like to call him? This wasn't Edward at all; maybe this was all a dream. Just a perfect dream… I shook that thought I never had a dream like this.

Sure I had dreamt of our wedding night many times before waking up panting finding myself alone. But this felt so real and as I noticed Edward's face he wasn't the same boy he was a man. He was my man, and that brought me to my breaking point I gave in to his touch. Lacing my fingers into his bronze hair and kissing his lips.

I was lost in a dream like state until my phone started buzzing, right it was still on vibrate I pushed Edward off of me or at least tried to but he quickly moved off. I had to remind myself now wasn't the time for this. I was proud of myself, I had gotten far. All those talks with Alice and Rosalie had really helped after all.

"Hello?" I said answering the phone

"Bella! We decided to have a family get together tonight to celebrate the engagement!" Alice stated excitedly

I turned to Edward who looked slightly shocked then confused, I was glad he didn't look upset he must have realized what I had too. That this wasn't the time to test our boundaries but maybe later could be I thought.

"Sounds good, what time?" I asked

"Two, I need to choose out the perfect offit after all," Alice answered

"Right," I said. I wondered if I would always be Alice's Barbie doll, but then I realized this would stop when my heart would stop. After saying bye I put the phone back in my pocket and got off the bed.

"Where are you going?" he asked

"Its 1:50 we should head to your house," I said I couldn't believe that was the time. Today had been so eventful; the engagement was finally final. Then I remembered Charlie was downstairs and he knew Edward was in my room I left my room not saying a word.

"You know it only takes a few minutes to get to my house," Edward said as we headed downstairs.

"I know but we should go before anything else happens," I told him

Edward nodded I walked into the living room where Charlie was for his day off, strangely enough watching a sitcom as it was too early for sports.

"Hey kido where you going?" he asked

"Alice is having an engagement party for Edward and me," I told him

"Well have fun then," he said

Strange he just let me off the hook he's really relaxed about the whole engagement. "Let's go," I told Edward

Edward nodded and walked me to his car opening the door now there was my gentleman fiancé.

The car ride was short as expected at the speed Edward went at. Before the car was parked Alice was at the door.

"Alice be careful of my car!" Edward warned

Alice stuck her tongue out in response and pulled me to her room to get me ready for the party.

"I didn't get to say anything to Edward before you tugged me away," I said as I sat on her bed pouting.

"Doesn't matter you'll see each other in a hour or so," Alice said

"An hour is forever," I said stretching out the word 'forever'

"No forever is forever, now try this on," Alice said throwing me a silk blue dress.

I tried it on; of course it fit perfectly as everything from Alice always does.

"Good it fits now hair," Alice said as she pulled me into her bathroom and sat me on the chair in front of the mirror.

"Alice why are you in such a rush?" I asked her

"Because the party is in an hour," she said

"Wow that was badly planned," I mumbled

"Don't push it, I have a box of curlers and I know how to use them," she threatened

"You wouldn't," I said

"I would," she smiled "anyways it was so 'badly planned' as you said because it's only us going to be there," she said.

"But you guys already knew I was engaged, for weeks!" I stated

"Yes, but it was unofficial it isn't official until the girl gets the ring," Alice said.

I nodded understanding what she meant; I guess she also meant it wasn't official because I was ready to run off any second to get married in Vegas.

"I guess now there's no chance for Vegas," I sighed

"Don't you dare, curlers remember?" she threatened

"Chill Alice I'm not doing Vegas my parents deserve better than that," I said.

"So it doesn't have to do with your future sister in law?" she asked

"Alice you're already considered my sister and yes I know it would kill you if I went to Vegas," I said.

"Good." She smiled "you're ready," she said

I stared at my reflection she had done less today probably from the time crunch but I still looked good.

"When does the party start?" I asked

"Thirty seconds," Alice answered helping me out of the seat, "here," she said handing me heels!

"Alice do I really need to fall on my face tonight?" I asked

"You won't, anyways they are like three inches," Alice said

"Fine," I grumbled slipping them on

She helped me down the stairs where I was greeted by Edward in a suit.

"You look beautiful," Edward said

I smiled in response "you too,"

"Beautiful? I was going more for dashing or handsome," he said

"Those too," I said staring into his eyes, completely dazzled. The night went on and I only fell twice but I didn't mind as Edward was there whenever I fell.

I eat cake and we played games. I didn't get hone until close to midnight.

"You know I should have just stayed there," I said trying to stifle a yawn.

"We're getting married Bella, you're father should be able to spend some time with you before you leave him forever," he said.

"I guess," I said this time unable to stop myself from yawning.

"You're tired Bella, go to sleep. I'll see in the morning," he said as we pulled into the driveway I nodded, glad that I had already changed out of my dress and was back in my jeans.

"I love you," I mumbled as he carried me out of the car

"I love you too," he said

Then sleep overtook me.