A/N; Just a quick note from me. From my countings we have about 3 chapters left (Cheif, Burke and Hahn) I also got a suggestion to do Rose which I will gladly do. So do you guys have more suggestions or do should I end it after those 4? I could do other character too like maybe nurse Olivia? or maybe even go outside the hospital and do Ellis, Thatcher, Hannah or other non medical people. Anyway think it over and let me know because it would be very sad to end it so soon.

Right enough ramblings time to get inside George's head...

George O'Malley

1. He watched his brothers get jobs and he always thought there had to be more to life then drycleaners or the post office. So he started reading books and he fell in love with not only medicine but what the job could offer.

In the end he didn't choose to be come a doctor to be better then his brothers – he did it because it was what his heart told him to do.

2. As a kid his parents always spent a lot of time with him and his brothers but he always felt a bit alone because he didn't share the same interests as them.

It wasn't until his father got sick that he truly felt like he and his dad was in the same world.

3. Out of all his nicknames he hates 'Georgie' the most. Not because he likes the others but that is the only one he can clearly hear being said in his head in his father's voice.

4. He actually did believe he and Izzie would have a future together.

He still can't really answer what went wrong between them.

5. When he has the luxury of having the whole house to himself he loves to sing in the shower. No one knows of course.

Well except for Callie who happened to walk in once when he was standing in front of the bathroom mirror, butt naked singing much too loud into one of Izzie's pink hairbrushes.

She had to swear never to tell a soul.

6. George has been having a crush on Meredith since the first day they met. He has stopped counting how many times she has broken his heart by now.

Even though he hates to admit it them sleeping together was a good thing because it transformed her from a crush to a friend he never wants to loose.

7. He'd be lying if he said he wasn't partly relieved when Alex outed him as a repeater to his new intern friends. It felt like for the first time in ages he had no secrets left and he was just George again.

8. When he first found out he had to repeat his intern year he was devastated. Then he met Lexie and she showed him what made him want to be a doctor in the first place. She showed him the passion he had forgotten and suddenly being an intern didn't sound all that bad.

9. He knows he will be tested many times and he will get a million chances to do good things in his job.

Still he doubts it will ever be better then performing open heart surgery in an elevator.

10. Part of him knew getting involved with Callie was a bad thing; he almost regrets finally calling her for a date that time.

Maybe if he hadn't then he could have saved both of their hearts from being broken…