A/N Here's Jakey.

JPOV

I drove Bella back to my house while she let herself go in my arms. How could she hurt so much? I wanted to fix her, but I wasn't sure how.

I laid her down next to me on my bed. She clung to me and I hugged her close. She said that I had always made her better when she needed me, but I never knew how I did it. I tried to comfort her as best I could. She didn't stop crying, no matter how much I wished she would.

I had witnessed what had happened to make her this way. He was leaving her again, and it killed me that she hurt so much because of it. I knew she still loved him, but she loved me too. She needed me and I needed her. We would get married someday and have children of our own. I was ready to spend the rest of our days together and our lives would be perfect. She just had to get over-

"Jacob, I love you," she lifted herself from my chest and looked at me through her red, swollen eyes.

"I love you more," I said.

"No you don't. I love you Jacob. I need you," she lifted herself up to her elbows and propelled herself upwards to kiss me.

I kissed her back and she placed her hands around my neck. I heard her let out a soft moan which made me go wild.

She deepened our kiss and her hands traveled upwards. She knotted her fingers around my hair and pulled hard, crushing our faces closer together. If I were human, I knew that the force she used against my head would of hurt. It didn't hurt me, so I let her keep her grasp.

We were both gasping for air and she trailed her tongue against my bottom lip as I tried to give my lungs the oxygen they needed. She bit down on it gently and I had to have her lips on mine again.

I kissed her harder than I ever had before. I felt her hands wander from my hair and she reached for the hem of my pants. She let her fingers circle the waistband of my boxers and she reached to undo the button of my jeans. I had to stop her there.

I reached for her hands and held them to her side. I pulled my face away from hers, but she followed mine and refused to let our lips part.

"Bella...Bella," I gasped out. "We have to stop." She continued to kiss me after I said my part.

"Why?" She looked at me seductively. "Don't you want this?" She moved her mouth down to my neck.

"Bells, please. I want this so much." I truly did not want to stop. But I couldn't take this any further. I grabbed her by her shoulders and lifter her off of me. "But, this isn't right. This isn't what you want," she opened her mouth to argue, but I cut her off. "Not right now at least."

"You don't want me?"she asked. The rejection she felt from not only me, but from Edward as well was evident in her voice.

I pulled her back close to me wanting to comfort the hurt and lonely soul of insider of her.

"Bella I love you. Just not now. I know what you're going through, I don't want to take advantage of the situation. I know you hurt,but what you want won't take the pain away. Not permanently."

She didn't respond, but her body shook and I felt the sobs come back. I held her close again and watched her until she finally went to sleep.

She was still crying after she drifted off. I had never known Bella to cry in her sleep when I was around.

A few minutes after, I noticed that in all the pain she was feeling, I ignored the one or two streams of tears that came from my eyes. I had to make everything better for Bella. I knew what I was going to do.

I quietly picked myself off of the bed and took one last glance at my sweet love. I knew what I was doing was the right thing when I saw her scrunch up into a ball and let out soft whimpers.

I wanted more than anything to just go lay back down with her and comfort her through her nightmares. I walked out of my house vowing that I would take her pain away.

I shifted into my wolf form and called for only Sam. I would need someone to drive Bella home later.

He appeared before me in a matter of seconds, an angry look on his face.

"Don't do it Jacob. You'll only hurt her."

"I have to do this Sam. Please, just do what I need you to do. This isn't something you need to concern yourself with." I saw his control slipping as I spoke. I had never seen him lose it so fast before.

"I don't need to concern myself?" he yelled. "Bella is my family, she's our family! You can't do this to her, I won't let you!" He was practically snarling at me.

I kept a calm demeanor and held strong. "Sam, will you drop her home later? Just answer me that."

"Jacob. Please, think about this for while. Think about what you're doing."

"I have, Sam," I held up my hand to him, showing him that I was serious. "I have been thinking about this for a while actually. I just didn't know how important it was for me to do until today."

"She loves you Jake. Don't you see that? I've seen the way she looks at you, how you guys can never be apart. She needs you. She's yours now. There is no reason for you to let her go."

"I know she loves me, Sam," I had to break away our eye contact. He had broken through my calm. He just made it so much harder. "I know she's mine, but I can't keep her. She belongs to herself first and foremost. I have seen the very best of Bella when she's around me. Don't you see? She's only ever okay when she's around me. I'm a crutch to her!" my voice grew and I tried to control it so as not to wake Bella too soon.

"You haven't seen her the way I have. She cries every night while she's asleep in her room, and she screams her lungs out. I've watched her every night this week in her room as she slept. The sadness she feels whenever I'm not around. Even now, she's fell asleep crying in my arms, and she still is crying on my bed. She's never done that before Sam! I have to do something."

"There's nothing you can do Jake..."

"I know that Sam. Why do you think I'm going through with this? There is someone who could help her, and he will. I want her to be able to smile and laugh when I'm not around. I want her to feel. I want her to be whole again. She won't ever be that way until she resolves her feelings for him. He broke her, and he needs to fix her. God, I've tried. I tried so hard Sam!"

"Jake..."

"I'm going to tell her I've imprinted. That's all I need to tell her. Then you'll drop her home. Is that clear?" I straightened myself up and did what I had to do.

"Yes," he resigned himself to me. "Will you go back to that girl? Your imprint?"

"No...It wouldn't be fair. My heart belongs to Bella."

"If you let her go now, she won't return to you."

"You don't know that," I smiled softly. "She loves me, Sam. I'm doing this so she can finally get over Edward," it was hard for me to say his name. "Once she closes that chapter of her life, she'll come back to me, and I'll be waiting...I trust her."

A/N Okay if you think that this chapter moves a little bit too fast, there are other elements to Jake's decision that won't be clear until the next few chapters. Hmmm, I think the next chapter or two will have the one I've been waiting to write.

Here's a question, I want a beta, but I'm all confused about how to get one. It's too late in this story for me to get one isn't it? Is it better to just wait until I have a new story to get one?