A/N: Had it been that long?! Sorry, I have been busy and I mean BIG time busy but now, it's all over!
NEWS FLASH! : TWO more chapters to go to end!
Lately, I found myself craving DeiSaku fics but sorry for the
fans of SasuSaku I really can't like it no matter how I try, cause
it's so dreamy like your everyday fairytale coming true; she
love's him sooo much that he eventually fall for her
Hey, guyzzzzz, I HAVE GRADUATED HIGHSCHOOL
FINALLY!! Just wanna share my joy with you (I'm Asian, our
graduation mostly are held in march! You guyz aren't racist,
right? Cause if you are that would really suck!)
'NUFF WITH THAT, ANYWAYZ… ENJOY THE CHAPPY!
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DISCLAIMER: I do NOT own Naruto! Just my story's plot, k?
He lay troubled in his bed that night and sleep is like a swift wild deer running away from him. He tossed and turned, feeling angry at her words hitting him home.
"You're worst than I am."
"You pretend, you let go and you fear because you're afraid to get hurt…
All of this because of your selfishness…"
She was right… I'm nothing but a selfish guy…
How did she know where it would hurt the most? NO ONE had ever hit him this hard and had this effect on him. Who'd expect, it would be her?! Who would have thought that a gentle, soft-spoken and student model woman who like to please and reach everyone's expectations to surpass the devil himself in hurting him with bare words?! A goddamn topic that he hates that brings back the past…
Oh, no…
He shrug-off the urge to reminisce the past. He is Uchiha Sasuke, he doesn't need to go back and reflect about the pass… but even so, Uchiha Sasuke is human. No matter how strong or calloused his heart has become, he has no power over remorse and regret…
What he had done in the pass was unforgivable as he deems himself so, unworthy of moving on or any forgiveness…
"If I could just go back in time for a brief moment with you, even if it's just a minute… I'd use it all to say sorry over and over again…" He said to the unknown hands of fate, working in mysterious ways that we could never hope to understand… But he regret that he can't even hear a single word he uttered, when it is all for him to hear.
Regret, haunting past and a desperate wish… And that was what plagued him into his sleep that night, where the uneasy rest came over him… Now, in the quiet of his room, he suffers the nightmares of the past that only him would ever know…
The next morning, he looked over her usual seat but there was not even a single trace of her… Not even the glimpse of her shadow…He sighed. He didn't know why but he really wants to see her today, no, he needs to see her.
Sakura could see the longing in his eyes. It hurts her, she really do love him… But isn't it when you love someone, you must set him free?! Free to fly where his heart is but… It hurts her…Knowing that if she would let go, set him free, he would fly not to her but to someone else… She sighed, her thought are very complicated and confusing… And she hates both complicated and confusing stuffs…
It was homeroom class again, almost time to go home. She looked over him again and saw how the remaining light in his eyes were extinguished as the homeroom teacher announced that Hinata would no longer join their classes That she's leaving to study abroad.
Seeing him like this hurts her so, more so than the thought of him being with another…
I have to do this for Sasuke-kun! She finalized a decision though it was hard for her but she knows that it was for the best.
Early the next morning, she saw Sasuke alone in the classroom, looking at her empty seat... Summoning all her courage and strength she approached him…
"Sasuke your mother told me to give this to you the other day…" He just stared over the tape and she decided to try again, she had already made-up her mind, giving-up something so precious to her, no way she's giving-up! "She said it was something that your brother wished to give you." With that he strained his eyes and saw the penmanship on the tape. It was his brother's! With that, he grabbed the tape and rushed to the nearest music room and played it. The tape started to roll and a young man's voice filtered through his ears.
"My little brother... You're still too young to understand right now, that's why I'm asking mom a favor to give this to you when you have grown enough and yet still carries the burden of my death…
You shouldn't feel guilty over my death… It is something that I have chosen on my own, I chose out of my own free will, so don't think that you could have saved me…
Regardless, of what your answer might had been back then, I would still choose the same path. You know that once I've made a decision it's final…
Take care of mom and dad because I can't anymore…I--(his voice broke)(taking deep calming breaths)(sniff?)…I'm sorry to put you through this, I'm such a terrible brother… The worst anyone could ever have… Here I am telling you not to feel guilty when I know you can't help but feel that way… I-I'm such an insensitive brother ne, Sasuke?
Mom and dad both love us and so do I love you, my only beloved little brother… Please hear this, you had never wronged me in my eyes but if you think other wise, then always know that I had forgiven you even before you have committed the mistake…It's just that I have chosen the path to my own destruction… I hope you'd never do the same and be strong unlike me… Unlike me, open your heart and don't be afraid to hold your dear ones as long as you can…
Before he knew it, tears had been restlessly falling from his eyes. He felt a weight pressed against his back and arms that wrapped themselves around him. "You heard your brother Sasuke…" She said quietly. "But there's--" She hushed him and gently turned him over to face her. "You'd never know until you try. Her plane leaves at 9:30 and its only 6:15…" She said as she gently pushed him out of the door. "Go." He nodded his head at her.
"I owe you this."
YES, I really want to see her and I won't fail this time, I'd hold on my special people until I can brother… With that thought he raised out of the academy.
A/N: Heeeeeeeeh, so much OOCness for Itachi-kins? But I really need to do that for the story's sake! So sorry! And as you noticed Sakura's pretty nice in this one, right? Actually, I only hate her when she bashes SasuHina and, the way she does the bashing is so annoying but since the beginning of her appearance in my story she's not that bad, right? Just want to give her a chance and portray her as a girl who has a change of heart, of which I think she is in my perspective