LIES
I'm hungry...gots nothing to eat...
He closed his eyes, losing the view of his bed. He blocked out the sound of laughter. He hated that sound.
"Liar."
He hated that voice, he hated those kisses and those hands. And he hated that he hated it. Because really, he shouldn't have felt anything at all. He hated that he loved any of this. He hated that he loved hichigo. No wait. He didn't love ichigo. That was a childhood thing. It didn't affect him now.
"Liar, liar!"
"Shut up. Stay out of my brain. Leave me alone." Hichigo laughed at him.
" but king...you've been alone so long. don't you want some company, after being without me?" cold hands stroked his face. Those lips tortured him with their dry softness. He hated this. He jumped when he saw a white arm wrap around his waist.
"Get away from me." he ground out through clenched teeth. These touches reminded him of all the things he missed, before he'd given up calling Hichigo. Reminded him of all the comfort the hollow.
"Hmmm...no." Hichigo replied, pressing a kiss to the back of his neck, smirking as he did so. He tightened his hold on his waist, ensuring that he could not escape.
He wanted to be free of all of this.
"Liar." they lay on his bed in silence, Hichigo kissing his neck and jaw. He hated it most when the hollow was affectionate. "Liar." Hichigo answered with a smirk. More silence, before Hichigo sighed deeply. "I'm sorry..." he whispered in his ear, giggling a little and thus taking the charm off the words.
"You're what?" he asked disbelievingly. Hichigo giggled again. That soft sound flowed around his brain.
"Sorry. I'm sorry that I tried to save you. Sorry that I didn't let you dream. Sorry that I couldn't love you. And since I'm so sorry. I'll take you back." before he could answer, a rainbow swirled around in his vision.
The scene he was met with was stunning. Hills and hills of gardens and little cottages. His private wonderland. He'd missed it. "Where's everyone else?" he turned around, but saw no one. Not even a flash of white to tell him Hichigo had gone. "Hichigo?!" no answer.
This was that dream all over again.
He wandered over the gardens. They lost their beauty without anyone there to watch with him. That empty feeling filled in up in the way he hated. Dammit. It was just history repeating itself.
"Do you see now? It's empty and dead here, isn't it. You like it where you were." that wasn't what he realized. He didn't think about that.
What he did realize, was the rushing fear that Hichigo had gone, had disappeared, and that he would never see him again. It was a shock revelation. And it told him something else.
Told him how much he needed hichigo. How much he still loved him, now that he remembered.
Hichigo smiled at him after suddenly appearing beside him again. "But King. I've known that all along." he said nothing, only smiled, grabbing Hichigo's hand and pulling him forward, kissing him gently, then with a little more intensity.
Because honestly, how could he keep himself off?
"Selfish selfish little Alice."
He'd just smile and lie to himself. Because sometimes that seemed work.
OWARI
hmmm. Abnormally long. I'm making a CD for my mom, and finishing up the playlists and covers for my FSTs... woo! Kaa-chan's birthday is coming up! I'm giving her a fanfiction too, so look out for that (it's strait though, obviously...) Review!