Chapter 7

'What?' Chris struggled to speak the word through the fear he felt and the tears that fell down his face. He wasn't entirely sure what John was saying to him, it was truly scaring him.

'What are you gonna do now? I mean, they're all dead and it's your fault,' John explained casually.

Chris just stared at John, not moving. Was he hearing this right? Was-was it John that had done all this?

John continued in the absence of Chris's reaction. 'I loved you Chris, I still love you. But you ended it! All that shit about the situation making it uncomfortable! UGH! You didn't love me at all.' Chris tried to speak but John cut him off. 'I've killed all of them for you, to show you how much I loved you and how badly you hurt me, how could you do that to me?' he demanded.

'John, I never said I didn't love you.' Before Chris could continue John was on top of him, straddling him and holding him down.

'Don't lie to me! If you loved me, you wouldn't have ended it!' Tears flowed freely from John's eyes as he said this. He then leant down, bringing his face to Chris's. His lips pushed on to Chris's hard, and hungrily. He forced his tongue between Chris's lips and surprisingly he felt Chris's own tongue pushing back upon his own. John continued roughly kissing Chris, his tongue circling Chris's own. He pulled away slightly and Chris had to crane his neck to reach John. John smiled in mid kiss and slowly let his hand slide down between Chris's legs.

He began to massage Chris's manhood, pulling away from the kiss so he could see Chris's face. Chris's eyes rolled back in his head and he arched his back as John continued to touch him. In spite of the fear Chris felt, a satisfying groan escaped his lips as he hardened.

'I always knew what you liked, didn't I?' John leant down, trailing his tongue from Chris's chin to over his lips. He sat back up and an evil smile appeared upon his lips. His hand closed sharply around Chris's erection, making Chris yelp in pain.

'Scream bitch!,' John told him, finally letting his grip loosen. 'You don't deserve pleasure! You deserve pain! After everything you've put me through this past year. I've had to watch you from a distance, I've been yearning to touch you. To kiss you. To tell you I love you. To fuck you. And you wouldn't let me show you!' John slapped Chris across the face as hard as he could.

Chris spat blood from his mouth and turned his head to look directly at John. "You want the truth? Do you, huh John? Well I'll tell you the truth. I loved you then and I love you still! I love you more than anything! I've spent the last year in complete denial about feelings to try make things easier on myself. That didn't work. Do you know how many nights I have spent longing you to be beside me? How many minutes I've spent longing for touch. How many moments I've spent wanting to hear you say those three little words to me again? Don't ever say that I don't love you because that's not true. The only reason I ended it is because of the trouble it caused, I didn't want it to end ever, that I promise you. I love you John."

John sat staring at Chris with an incredulous look etched upon his beautiful face. Chris used this moment of weakness to his advantage, knocking John from off of him and scrambling to his own feet. He hadn't lied when he'd spoken but he was glad that it had helped him free himself. John pulled himself off the floor and ran at Chris.

"Bastard!" he screamed as Chris dodged out of his way. He got to the side of the stage and saw the only thing that he could defend himself with. John realigned himself so that he was heading towards Chester again. As he came close, Chester swung back with a metal pole, bringing it round and connecting it with John's head there was a sickening crack and then a thud as John fell to the floor.

"I'm sorry," Chris said aloud to the fallen body of his ex lover, he dropped the pole to the floor with a clatter before, slowly walking to Emily and picking up her unconscious form. Slowly he walked back through the parking lot to the venue.

The final chapter will be up tomorrow, as well as the first chapter of I STILL KNOW.

Angel
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