Ok, 3rd chapter's up! Lindsay and Danny thinking about their feelings, their relationship, the kiss and the 1st time they realized that they are in love with each other. This is the longest chapter I have ever written, but personally I think that the last one's much better. Hope you like it!
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This is unbeta'ed, sorry about the mistakes.
At Lindsay'splace
Lindsay had turn off the lights of her apartment a while ago, but she still couldn't sleep. Everytime she closed her eyes, she had a flashback of what happened in Danny's car, and a smile would appear in her face. She couldn't believe it, she couldn't believe that she had kiss Danny Messer. When she left her friends, her family and her job in Montana to live in New York she didn't know that her live would change so much, so fast, she didn't know that she would make so many friends and that she would fall in love by the last person she thought she would. When she laid her eyes on him for the 1st time she thought he was cute and really hot. When she left the zoo that day she thought he was a jerk. It didn't take long for her to realize that he's a totally different person, that that day he was only messing up with her. Slowly she realized how funny, smart, kind, loving person he is, she realized that he's a good person that lives for work and his friends. One day she was at home thinking about a case that she had work with Danny. It was the Kid Rock case. She was impressed by the way he handled the case, she was even proud of him, and suddenly she started thinking about is qualities, that day she realized how deeply in love she's with him. She loved the fact that he had chase her when she left the interrogation room, she loved the fact that he cared about her, that he worried. Since that day, 2 months ago, she tried everything she could to stop her from that feelings, she tried to convince herself that a guy like him never would fall in love by a simple country girl like herself, but she couldn't, her feelings were too deep. A month ago she worked with him again, this time the case messed really up with her. The worst was to know that it could have been her: a country girl that left Montana to live her dream, live in the city. This remanded her so much of herself. And he, once again, noticed that she wasn't on her best and got worried, that made him talk to Mac. First Louie, then Stella, then Aiden, and now Don. That team had already been through so much since she got here, and that makes them stronger, closer. In Montana it was all different: they weren't this close. In Montana they didn't work so much, they had a lot of day offs, so they never got closer to each other. In the New York Crime Lab they are all the same family, probably because they work so much they spend more time with each other than with their own families. Mac has is family in Chicago, Stella is a orphan, and Danny, Danny never was much close to his family since he graduated and now with Louie in coma, he got even more distant to his family. Hawkes and Flack probably are the only ones that have a huge connection with their families. So, they support each other and they hold each other in the bad moments, like a family. Weird, when she decided to go to New York she always thought she would feel so alone, because she always was so close to her family. Well, after all this months working and living in NY she knows that she has 2 families: the Montana and the NY family. In Montana she has 3 older brothers and 1 older sister; in New York she has 3 older brothers - Sheldon, Don and Adam -, an older sister – Stella, a father – Mac – and an uncle – Sid. Danny? Danny could be included in the brothers' circle, but the thoughts she has from Danny – specially in the shower – are not a sister/brother thoughts. Danny's everything, she has a connection with him stronger than she has with the team, with Danny is something so natural, something like she had know him all her life. And she couldn't wait until Monday to talk to him, to see his reaction.
CHANGE OF THIS LIFE CHANGE OF THIS LIFE CHANGE OF THIS LIFE
At Danny's place:
Danny already tried every position he could to fall asleep, everytime he close his eyes he could see her in his car, holding his hand, smiling at him and kissing him. Wow, the kiss. He had already kissed thousands of different women, but he never had a kiss like this, so sweet, so tender, so… Now, he's worried, he didn't kissed her back, he was in shock, he never saw it coming, maybe she thinks he didn't like it, or that he didn't like HER. That's not true, when he saw her for the 1st time he felt something, he felt like he had to mess up with her. He did, and he always thought it was because she was new or because she was replacing his best friend and co-worker of years. But it wasn't true, he now knows. Before she arrived, Mac had a reunion with the team to tell them he already had chosen a replacement, he remember thinking that it was too soon, that Aiden only left a month ago, and he got nauseous when Hawkes asked how she was and Mac said that she was 'talented, good worker, good person, tough cookie, blabla…'. To Danny that meant that she was 50, had grey hair, and wore weird glasses… He couldn't believe that that gorgeous was Lindsay Monroe, the Montana native that was replacing Aiden. But he still didn't make her feel welcome, coming out with a nickname on her 1st day, showing that was there that she belonged, that there was her place, where she should be, showing that she would never get used to a city like this. How wrong he was, he remember been in the Lab Trace when he looked up and saw coming out of the elevator, and he was surprised by how easily she had fit in here. The nickname he started calling her to annoy her, slowly started been using to show how much he cares, something that no one but him calls her. He always knew he liked her, that he had a crush on her, but he found out that he had deep feelings when she called him and said that she wanted to meet him in a bar, after the bands case. When he hung up the phone he had this huge idiot grin in his lips and the last time his heart beat so fast was on his first date when he had 13 years old. While he was drive to Cozy's he understood that he was feeling like a teenager because he actually likes her, more than he thought. When he got there he still had this idiot smile on his face and even if he found out that it was only to prove him wrong, he didn't care, he liked the idea of them together outside of work, even if they were only a few feet away from their boss. Later, when they had the 'Bug date', he felt like a teenager again, he was sweating the crap out of him and he felt like if he did something wrong he would scare the Hell out of her. Then today he thought he was going to loose her. When he hear that the bomb went off his heart started beating so fast that he thought he would pass out, sure he was worried about Mac and Flack too, but Lindsay was the one he was truly concerned. He was so desperate that Stella noticed it and offered herself to drive them, all he could do was pray, pray for his Montana's safe. When he reached the building, he saw her and his started beating normally. All he wanted to do was o hug and forget about the world, but then he realize that he was working and that they needed him to locate other victims, that Flack and Mac were still inside and that she still wasn't his. He could live with the fact that Louie may not wake up, that Aiden's gone, that Flack's in bad shape and it may take awhile for him to be the good ol' Flack, but he couldn't live with the fact that he could lost the only woman that he was interested in, the only woman he had ever felt this way. When Cindy called today he thought that he could have ruined everything he had with his Montana, but suddenly he started noticing that she was actually interested in the conversation, she was interested knowing what kind of woman he likes. He hoped she hadn't noticed his blushing face when she kissed his cheek, and when she was turning around to live he told her to wait, he couldn't let her live without knowing how he feels, not after the day they both had, not after he almost lost her. But when she turned around nothing came up is mouth, he couldn't say a thing, he was to scare of making a fool of himself, he was scare that maybe she didn't felt the same way and that she would turn him down and ruin their friendship. He still can't believe that she kissed him; he's still stunned how a simple sweet kiss can make him feel this way. He can't wait to Monday, when he will see her again.
So, what you think? Last one was better, wasn't it? It was a long chapter, and at the beggining I was going to do something different, but I started writting and when I looked at it, I already had a chapter with a thousand of words, so I decided to update it like this. Do you have any idea? Participate in this story and tell me how would you like their talk to be! Review, tell me what you think this story so far, tell me what mistakes I had and I promise I'll be more careful next time, tell me anything you want.
