A/N: So here is chapter 10…the next update might be tomorrow since I have no school XD!!!

Anyways…hope you all enjoy this chapter since it's the longest I've written.

Disclaimer: I do not own FMA…

Warnings: Idk…but the ending is kind of sad…so…

Note: My other fic that I've been writing with KobrahEdo is finally up. It's called "Poison Through Your Veins." Hope you all read it and like the first chapter! XD ENJOY!

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"Ed…Ed…? Wake up sleepyhead! God…Edward Elric, if you don't wake up right now you'll regret it! Well, not really but that's not the point! Edward!" I've heard it from Alphonse that Ed is a heavy sleeper, but I never thought that you could literally scream in his ear and he wouldn't even move! I guess this it what I get from letting him cuddle next to me.

"Edward I'm serious! If you don't wake up and let go off me I will pee on the bed! Not something you want to happen…" …

"I can't believe you don't care if I pee on the bed! You are unbelievable…" I stayed in the same position for a little longer until I couldn't hold it anymore. I really don't want to pee on the bed.

"Okay, if you don't wake up with that, then you'll wake up with this." I moved closer to him and started licking his neck and making my way up his jaw. I stopped as soon as Ed started giggling.

"Al, stop it…" Al? What the fuck! Okay, that was not something I wanted to hear. I don't even want to know what he is actually dreaming about.

I reached out and started playing with his cat ear just to entertain myself until he gets up from Dreamland. Not something that will happen soon, I know, but I can still have some fun while I wait. He started giggling again and I had to stop so I wouldn't laugh either. I started playing again with his ear and he started giggling again like crazy and I couldn't stop this time and started laughing too. He just looked so cute! Then I realized that I needed to go to the bathroom really badly now that I started laughing.

"Damn it Edward!" I cursed and he moved, I stopped and he opened slightly one eye. He opened the other too but not completely, still.

I was about to say something but he moved closer and kissed my cheek.

"I love you." He is sleeping right? He can't say that to me. Especially to me! Maybe he isn't fully awake yet. But he opened his eyes and saw you! So he IS awake! Aargh! This is confusing! Is he or not awake!?

"Ed…?" There is no answer, so probably he wasn't fully awake yet. Oh good. Then why do I feel like I really wanted for him to be awake and really mean those words? I need coffee.

"Edward, I'm going to bite your ear if you don't wake up." Still no answer. Fine! I moved closer again and bit his ear, not hard but not soft either.

"Ow! What the-" He moved so fast trying to sit up that we crashed into each others heads.

"Can't you be more careful Fullmetal?" I yelled at him.

"Well, why did you bit me? You bit me? Cannibal!" He yelled back as he grabbed his ear with one hand and with the other poked me.

"Well I tried to wake you up but you wouldn't and I wanted to go to the bathroom but since you were hugging me I couldn't go…I still need to go. So let me go first and then you can yell back at me, okay?"

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I couldn't do anything else but blush while Roy left to the bathroom. I was hugging him? Eek! Well, not really, but still! He must feel like…I don't know, how do you feel when someone hugs you but you don't want him or her to hug you?

"You can stop staring at the window, it will not answer you back." I turned around and looked at Roy that was leaning on the wall. Then I noticed that he was not wearing any pajamas except for the bottom. Then I remember that I wasn't either, but only my boxers were covering me. And then, I remembered about last night, how he cuddled me to stay warm.

"Hey! You were the one who hugged me first!" He grinned at me and sat across from me.

"Glad you remember." And he kissed the tip of my nose.

"Why you did that for?"

"To pay back your kiss." I kissed him? When? How? Where? I felt my face heating up and looked at my hands.

"I don't remember doing so." I murmured.

"So I've noticed."

"Then?"

"Just wanted to mess with you." I looked up and hissed at him.

"You annoy me." I said with another hiss.

"Oh, but you so love me." He said in a singsong voice.

"I don't love you! Whatever makes you think that." I got up from the bed and went to get my clothes. Once changed I went back in to our room just to find a very naked Roy Mustang.

"Jeez! What are you doing!" I said as I fell backwards and put my hands on top of my face, covering my eyes.

"Well, I'm changing." He said in a tone that would be suitable for a child, but I'm no child.

"I can see that bastard! My question is why aren't you changing in the bathroom!"

"I could have used the bathroom if some kitty weren't in there."

"Hey! I'm no kitty!" I yelled at him as I got up from the floor and stared at him. Luckily, he was done changing.

"I'll get blind if you keep doing that." I said as I frowned at him. I know he is just doing all this since he knows how much of an obsessed person I am over him. Never saying that out-loud.

"Now that you are over with your 'I'll-get-blind-if-I-see-Roy's-body-for-too-long-because-I-know-that-I-love-him-but-won't-admit-it' episode, let's get something to eat." I blinked before I frowned again.

"You seriously need coffee."

"Yes I do. So let's get some if you don't want to hear more randomness from me."

"That wouldn't be such a bad idea, but maybe some other day when I'm not waken up with someone's teeth on my ear…or somewhere else." He grinned at me and nodded as he left the compartment to go get some coffee.

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"You are such a wimp Fullmetal."

"Hey! Just because I don't like milk doesn't mean that I'm a wimp." So we were getting some food and the bastard decided that it would be perfect for me to have some milk instead of juice, saying that I will still grow up if I drink it. That stupid bastard trying to make me drink something disgusting. He had put the glass of milk on my tray without me noticing and I can't believe I didn't notice. But when we got to our table then I noticed. And then he had to call me a wimp just because I put the milk on his tray. Is that even a reason to call someone a wimp? I don't like milk, so what? He should know that by now. You know what? I think that he knew that I don't like milk but he is just being the real bastard he is.

"You are still a wimp even if you deny it." He said as he took a bite of his fruit.

"Whatever bastard. I want to see you deal with Homunculi and then trying to find the Philosopher Stone and then surviving all that. I think I deserve to be called something else other than a wimp."

"Okay, then you are not a wimp."

"No I'm not."

"Then you are a sissy." Urgh!

"Haven't you realized that it has the same meaning! I so hate you! Here, you can drink your stupid milk and you can eat alone!" I yelled at him as I handed his stupid milk and left to go to our room, well, my room now 'cause I'm not spending another night with that bastard.

"But you haven't finished you food!" He said almost surprised that I had left my tray there with all my food, well, half of it since the other half was now trying to digest.

I headed back, took the tray and headed to my room.

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"He sure hates you from what I heard." I heard Hughes say before he placed his tray in front of mine and sat down.

"I don't know what to do Hughes. He doesn't hate me he loathes me."

"Yeah, we all realized that by now." He was trying very hard not to laugh at my misery.

"But it's confusing, you know? When I woke up he was still asleep but he had his arms around me so I couldn't move much. I tried to wake him up and I sort of did because he opened his eyes, not completely though, and he kissed me on the cheek and told me he loved me. I don't know if to believe it or not since he is all the time saying he hates me. But then again he can be saying that just to hide his feelings. But I don't know 'cause when I'm about to kiss him again he backs away! This is so confusing!" I had to shut up; I knew I was rambling now. Hughes kept nodding and nodding as I started speaking but then he stopped shaking his head from side to side.

"Wait, 'kiss him again'? You kissed him?!" I thought I had told him that already.

"Well, he was the one who kissed me actually. I'm not supposed to say this though." He started shaking his head again and he closed his eyes. A frown was starting to appear and I knew that was not a good sign.

"And you let him?"

"Ummm…yeah. Why not? I mean, it has been everything I ever waited for and I've told you!"

"That's not the point Roy! What about Riza?"

"What about her?" Hughes if you ruin my happy moment at remembering that it was Ed who kissed me then I'm so kicking your ass.

"Roy! You are with her now! You are basically cheating on her. Damn it Roy, I knew you would do something like this. You are so…believable." I'm so kicking his ass! He just had to remind me about Riza. Which makes me think if it is really worth it to be with her. I mean, we both know that I'm only dating her for…for what? I can't even remember.

"Do I even like her?" I asked myself out loud not even realizing I've done so until Hughes answered for me.

"Well, who knows, you are the one who is with her so you should be the one to know."

"Is that a yes or a no?" And I got smacked on the head.

"Damn it Roy! You can be so stupid sometimes." My eyebrow quirked up.

"Sometimes?" He looked at me with a stern face and then he laughed and I joined him.

"Oh dear, you are so busted if Riza knows about this." He said still laughing.

"I think she does."

"Well, who cares? You love Edward and that's all it matters." I nodded in agreement and took one last bite of my now fruitless plate.

"So, where is Ed?" He asked suddenly.

"He went back to our room." A grin started forming on his face and then he said,

"Well, what are we waiting for? Let's go bother him!"

"But he is going to get really pissed off."

"Who cares!" I grinned back at him and we both left to annoy Ed.

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I was writing in my…journal. I won't say diary 'cause it sounds so girly. Just as I was about to close it and put it away, someone snatched it from me.

"Hey!" I yelled as I looked up to see Hughes with my journal on his hands and behind him was Roy leaning against the wall with a smirk on his face, how unusual.

"What are you writing Ed? You have a diary?" Hughes said with a teasing tone as Roy laughed but didn't move.

"It's not a diary. Now give it back!" I said as I jumped on him to grab it but he moved before I could get it and I smashed against the couch.

"Oh, c'mon Ed! Let us read what you write!" Hughes said as he opened my journal and started reading out loud my first entry. (I started writing in that journal since the day I met Mustang; so basically, everything written there is about him, which makes it more embarrassing since he is here in the room.)

"'Dear Journal' hehe, that sounds so cute." Hughes said and Mustang laughed.

"Just give it back Hughes! That's private!" I yelled at him as I jumped again to get my journal but he stopped me by hitting me.

"'Today I met a very weird guy who seemed nice at first but when I spoke to him he was nothing but a stupid bastard. I could tell that all he wanted was to get promotions and even his staff told me that. Poor bastard.'" Hughes read before he started laughing like crazy and Mustang tried very hard not to do so.

"Give it back Hughes! I'm serious!" I was still trying to get it from him but he moved it above is head so I couldn't reach it.

"Why? This is so funny! Let's go to a recent entry." He started to flip the pages and stopped on one.

"Hughes if you read it out lo-" He started reading it before I could finish my warning.

"'Dear Journal' HAHAHA! 'Today I did the stupidest thing EVER! I kissed Roy. I know it should be the best thing in my life but to tell you the truth I don't know what to think. I mean, yes he is a great kisser and everything, but I couldn't feel anything but guilty all day when Riza came to me and told me to back away and that they were together. It is not just this guilt but there was this hope that maybe, just maybe, he might have had the same feeling towards me. Now I know that my hope it's all crushed. It's all so confusing! That's why I hate the man.' Wow Ed, you really are crushed." Hughes said before he laughed again but this time Mustang didn't join him, and not like Hughes care anyway. I could feel myself blushing in embarrassment and I dropped my gaze to the floor. This was just not happening. I know this should be a nightmare and I hope it is, but deep down I know it isn't. Damn Hughes and damn Mustang too.

"Let's read what you were writing right now." Hughes said before he flipped the pages until he got to my last entry. This time I didn't try to take it from him. Mustang heard enough and I couldn't do anything else about it. He knows now. He knows how I feel about him. SHIT!

"'Dear Journal,' HAHAHA, I just find that so funny! 'Right now I'm pissed off at Mustang. He keeps saying that I'm a wimp just because I don't drink milk. That is just stupid. Well, he is stupid to begin with so it is not so unusual to hear him say something like this. He has been acting weird. Today he woke me up by biting my ear.' You bit his ear? You are some sick dude Roy. 'That bastard can never leave me alone can he? And then he started saying that I kissed him. To tell you the truth I don't remember anything. He thinks that he can do whatever he pleases just because I'm extra sensitive with this cat thingy. Then he had to change in our room. He could have used the damn bathroom! But then again, I really like his body. Not that I will ever admit it to him. Well, I guess that's it. Other than still feeling confused, nothing else has happened.' HAHAHA! Now that is what I call a real love entry." Hughes said as he laughed again. It looked like he was going to read another and I really don't want to be there when he does.

"Damn both of you! You can't just stay with your own persona life, can you? You have to screw someone else's life!" I yelled at them both before I left the room and went to the bathroom. I'm not the type who will cry over these things, and I was sure not to cry now. But like my entry said, this cat thingy makes me extra sensitive, over everything! So I started crying. Not like a crybaby, but close.

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"Well, now you know how he feels about you." Hughes said before he handed me Ed's journal and left the room. I knew Hughes wasn't trying to be mean to Ed and that he was just playing around. That's how Hughes is, but this time he'd gone far and I seriously doubt Ed will forgive him even if Hughes does something special for him.

I looked down at Ed's journal and fought over my curiosity to read it and just closed it and put it on top of the bed.

I went to see if Ed was all right but as I stepped closer to the bathroom's door I could perfectly hear some sobs. Ed's crying and all because of our fault. I sat down next to the door and waited until he came out, which he never did.

After a few hours of just sitting there and hearing Ed sob, Hughes came back and looked at me.

"We made him cry?" He asked innocently.

"We? You made him cry." I answered dryly.

"I was just playing around." He said defensively.

"Yeah, but you went to far." He shrugged before he added,

"Well, we are here so…" He looked at the bathroom door before he left. I sighed and stood up. I had to take Ed out of there now, but I also doubt he would want to listen to me. I knocked on the door and spoke softly,

"Ed, we are here." And I waited until he was out.

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"Ed, we are here." I hear Roy say from the other side. I knew he stayed there since I came in. He had been sighing all the time I locked myself up.

I took another tissue and clean my tears. I stood up and looked at me reflection on the mirror. My eyes were slightly red from crying but my cheeks were really, really red. I sighed and washed my face. I stared back at my reflection again before I opened the door and stepped out.

Mustang was still waiting next to the door as I walked passed him. I went to get my stuff as I noticed my journal lying on the bed. I picked it up and quickly put it on the very bottom of my suitcase.

"Ed, I'm sorry." I heard Mustang say from behind me. I turned around but didn't face him. I was still too embarrassed to see him straight on the face. I nodded and left the compartment.