A/N: well those who are reading "hell Hath no fury" I'll have an update within th week. BTW I'm madly in love with Bleach... I don't know how I lived all these years without it :D... (as in i started watching it the other day and I'm already on Season 2) Also warning... Sakura hurting and erm.. Sasuke hurting.. kinda.. and erm swearing.. cruel words.. confused Sasuke... evil Itachi and I think the end was a bit confusing.. I dunno my sister didn't get it...

"It wasn't by choice." Sakura cried. "You can walk out that door, you can walk out of my life. But I want you to walk out knowing that I never chose to sleep with him, I never chose this life, and I never intended to hurt you."

Sasuke turned around, red in the face. For a moment Sakura thought he'd hurt her.

"What did he do to you?" Sasuke hissed.

---chapter...fifty???----

Sakura looked at the ground, refusing to make eye contact with Sasuke. Her tears continued to stain the concrete. Her sobs wracked her form. Her breathing was out of control. She felt sick to her stomach. Her world spun in a dangerous spiral to wards the ground. She lifted her head to look Sasuke tearily in the eyes. Spring green met midnight black. Emotions passed at a breakneck pace. Sakura sucked back her tears of the dredged up memories and the pain she had felt in his words. His claim not to love her. "I was sixteen.."

(Flashback)

A hand flew out at the pink haired girl and she hit against a wall. Her adoptive father stepped from the shadows and looked upon her, such hatred and contempt shone in his eyes. It burnt her. Tear spilled down her bruised and bloodied face. He stepped forward and looked down upon her.

"If you want to keep your father happy, you will do as I ask! No questions! No complaints!" He hissed, kicking her in the ribs.

She rolled over on her back and grasped her body in pain. She whispered to herself over and over. All she wished for was some one who would love her, not use her. Care for her. A world with out abuse and abandon. She knew full to well what pain was. If her mother were alive. She shuddered to think what her mother would think of her life. She rose shakily to her knees and looked her 'Father' in the eyes.

"I will do the tasks you ask of me." she said in defeat.

He smiled evil down at her and the forced her upstairs to make herself presentable.

She stood before a cracked and broken mirror and stared at the oddity it reflected back at her. A pretty face, now swollen and purple. A black eye surrounding green. A trail of blood spilling over the bridge of her nose. She looked down at the sink filled with clear cool water. She plashed her face trying to remove the blood and dirt.She dried it off and put make up over her wounds. Hoping that is would conceal more than her cracked and broken face, but rather go as deep to conceal her cracked and broken soul as well. She stepped from the bathroom and then into her step fathers guest quarters. She looked at the room number she was supposed to go to and located it. She rubbed her hand against the cool dark wood, her hand ran freely down it till it reached the handle. She pushed the door curiously open and saw a man with long black hair staring out the window. He turned to look at her and her heart froze.

"You must be HIS daughter." the man said, leaving the window seat. He approached her with intent. Each of his steps important. He cocked his head and came to a stop before her. He lifted his hand and lifted her face to meet his eyes. "Your father tells the truth. You are quite beautiful."

Sakura gulped deeply and averted her eyes. "What can I do for you Uchiha Itachi?" She bowed.

He smiled, licking his lips. "I can think of quite a few things, actually."

Sakura froze under his hungry gaze. "If you;d like some tea or food-"

"Don't worry." Itachi said, backing Sakura into a corner. "I don't need anything but you."

Her eyes widens and her breath got caught in her throat. "M-me?"

His smile grew ten feet wide in her mind. His disgusting hands moved all over the buttons of her shirt, popping each one off with his fingernails until it opened fully yo expose her breasts. At this time Itachi's hunger had grown for the girl just by looking upon her. She hugged her arms around herself and tried to escape, only to be tugged my Itachi and thrown onto his bed. Quickly he was on top of her, moving to take her pants off. Tears spilled from her jade eyes and she struggled to free herself from him.

"Please!!!" She cried. "Please let me go! please!"

"Your father said I could have anything I want, you included. But don't worry sweetheart. It's only for one night." He quickly undressed himself and ripped off the remainder of her clothing. Tears came out more rapidly as he forced his way into her.

(end Flash back)

"He raped me." She ended her story. "My father gave my body to him for a night. I had no choice. One day I'll explain to you why everything is the way it is. I just hope that you'll treat me the same even knowing these things." Tears spilt even more. "I would accept you no matter what your fault, Sasuke-kun."

He stood motionless in the doorway. Well nearly, his breathing was heavy. He took a step forward to her sobbing form. He crouched to her level and slipped a warm hand under her chin. He lifted her face to meet his and in that moment she knew he loved him. It had been an emotional roller coaster since she had met this Uchiha. Her memories becoming more vivid. Her feelings moving so fast they were out of control. Her heart beating a million miles a minute. She wanted to kiss him. She wanted to tell him that he was the one she loved. That she couldn't live without him in her life. "Sakura.." He whispered gently. Sakura looked away from him.

"You must think I'm scum, for sleeping with your brother." She whispered painfully.

He forced her to meet his eyes. "Listen." He commanded. "I would never think less of you if you slept with my brother, willing or not. It's the fact that you fought to keep it concealed, fearing I wouldn't like you anymore. That is what hurt the most. The fact that you thought I would hate your for this."

Sakura laughed bitterly. "Sasuke, you know as well as I that if I had slept with him willingly you wouldn't be covering your ass right now."

He kept his soft gaze on her and laughed softly. "I suppose you're right."

She felt another tear slide down her cheek. "So whether or not I kept it from you, you would still hate me if I had done it willingly."

"Sure I'd be pissed," He stated. "but my feelings for you are a lot stronger than something from your past. I would understand eventually."

"What if eventually is too late for you Sasuke." Sakura stated, void of emotion.

"What do you mean?" He asked, wiping away a stray tear from her face.

"What if while you dwelt on your issues. What if during your eventually I found some one else." Sakura cried.

"You mean some one else to fund you?" Sasuke asked, confused.

She laughed bitterly. "Is that all I am to you?" She asked getting to her feet, drawing Sasuke with her like a magnet. "Another funding project. Another way to make money?"

"No, no." Sasuke hurriedly stated. "Not at all."

"Then why are you so fucking concerned about my funding!" She cried. "Is it all you care about!!! the money!" She pushed him away from her.

"I thought that was what this was all about!" He yelled back. "I thought you feared for your funding."

"IT WAS NEVER ABOUT THE FUCKING MONEY UCHIHA!!! AT FIRST MAYBE!!! BUT NOW... " She took a shaky breath. "But now I couldn't care less about the money." another river of tears had formed on her face."

"What are you saying?" Sasuke asked. He knew what she was saying, but being himself, he wasn't willing to accept it. What he was saying first he really meant, but now that things had gone wrong, he had lost his courage to utter those words to her.

"What I'm saying, Uchiha, is that the money and the idea of a better life were what drew me in at first. But then, I don't know. Something changed. I didn't care about the money anymore. All I needed was to see you each day." She collapsed onto the ground, tears muddling her senses. "And all you care about is the damn money" She screamed.

"Sakura.." He whispered.

"I OPEN MY HEART TO YOU TIME AND TIME AGAIN!!!! AND WHAT DO YOU DO!" She cried out. "YOU TEAR IT OUT AND YOU STOMP ALL OVER IT!!"

"Sakura pleas-" he started, crouching to her level.

"DON'T 'SAKURA PLEASE' ME!!! I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING OF ME I HAVE!!! YOU JUST HIDE IT FROM ME!!! YOU PRETEND IT ISN'T THERE!! IT MAY NOT BE THERE FOR YOU!!! BUT I FEEL IS SO STRONGLY!!! SASUKE, I WON'T LET MY HEART BREAK AGAIN." the tears over took her again and she fell forward into his chest. "I won't let it break again." She repeated. "I won't.. I won't... I won't" Her sobs came out choked and her tears stained his shirt. He let her hold tight to him and stroked her hair softly.

He nuzzled into her hair and kissed her head. "Please Sakura." He whispered to her. "I'm just not as brave as you are." He looked down to see her sobbing had stopped and her breathing was evening out. She had fallen asleep from the emotional stress. He swept her up bridal style, holding her tight;y/ He kicked the door gently open and walked out into the open night club. The manager saw the girl he treated much like his own child lying out cold in the arms of an unknown man and took the initiative.

"What are you doing with Sakura?" The stout man asked.

Sasuke looked down. "She's had a rough night, I'm taking her home."

"I should trust you why?" The man asked.

"Because, I know her." He stated softly, looking down at the girl. He looked up at the man, with such pain in his eyes, and the man let him leave with the girl.

Sasuke stepped out into the cold air, soon summer would arrive, and spring would end. She shivered slightly in his arms and he pulled her closer to him, her shivering stopping quickly. He walked out to his car and placed her in the passenger seat. He belted her in and leaned the seat back slightly before shutting the door. He climbed in and buckled himself in. His hands lingered on the ignition, keys halfway inserted. He looked over the the pink haired girl that slept in the seat beside him. He couldn't help but feel a sick feeling brew in his stomach. Despite the fact he wanted to throw up everything in his stomach, he really liked the way it felt. Unconsciously he let his hand caress her cheek for just a moment. He pulled it away when she shifted to get more comfort. He started the car and looked to the road that lay before him. Though he couldn't see a light to wards then end as he drove through this life, he looked beside him and saw a tiny flicker of hope, sitting in the passenger seat. And that was enough for him.

A/N: sooo yeah things will be confusing at first... but as soon as things get moving faster... things will fall into place :D... also you're all prolly wondering what her home life is really like. Why she put up living with such a jerk. You'll prolly want to know about her mother... and such.. She does have quite a piece of work for a family... I'll tell ya that.