The Cherry blossom and the Weasel Chapter 4, a naruto fanfic

The Cherry Blossom And The Weasel

Chapter 4

Hi im back! Im sorry about not updating all that fast. I have stupid tests and shit to do at school. So I don't have as much time to write -cry's in dark corner- And just so people know its not only emo's that slit their wrists. As a good friend of mine used to and she wasn't emo. She just had family issues and stuff. And the point in me saying this is because I got a pm saying it was only emos that slit there wrists, which is not true. anyways back to the story I would like to thank all of my awesome reviewers!

Summary:When Sasuke leaves, Sakura turns into a goth. And starts to slit her wrists, she runs away and joins akatsuki. She falls in love with an akatsuki member; will her heart be broken again? ItaSaku and one sided Sasusaku. Plz review it's greatly appreciated.

Parings: ItaSaku

Author: (XxDeidara's-Little-StalkerxX old penname: XxFirefoxxx

Rated: M

Disclaimer: I do not own naruto. I wish I did –whines-

Dedicated to: all the awesome reviewers XD

Talking 'blah'

Thinking 'blah' and dreams

(Talk Authors' notes

Song 'Blah' (song pain by three days grace. There awesome! XD)

Recap

I thought she would me in her room. I could smell blood fearing for the worst I swiftly ran up the stairs. I quietly stepped to the door I thought was her room, and slid the door open. I couldn't believe what I was seeing Sakura was sat on her bed cutting her wrists; she was smiling while she was doing so. I have had enough of what I was seeing.

End Sasuke's pov

"Sakura stop!"

End recap

Sakura's eyes widened in shock. 'Fuck! Why dint I notice him before!' Sakura quickly went back into her emotionless and cold self and turned to face Sasuke with a sadistic smirk.

"Why would I want to stop Sasuke? It's your fault im like this. Since you left me all alone." The emerald eyed teen spoke.

Sasuke was pissed off, how could she know what it was like to be alone? To see the ones you love get killed in front of you and by your older brother the person you wanted to be like?

"YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT BEING ALONE, YOU HAVE FAMILY I DON'T, AND THE ONLY BIT OF FAMILY I DO HAVE IS THE ONE RESPONSIBLE FOR ME BEING ALONE?!" The raven haired teen shouted with pure anger laced in his words.

After Sasuke said, no yelled this in Sakura's face her mask shattered. She wasn't upset, no not upset pissed off. He thought he was the only one but he was dead wrong. Sakura stood from her place on her bed and within the next four seconds Sasuke was pinned to the wall with a VERY fucked off Sakura boring holes into him.

She was so made her teeth were grinding together, and her inside were practically burning with rage.

"GUESS WHAT SASUKE, YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE WITH OUT A FAMILY! I LOST EVERYONE AT THE AGE OF 12! AND GUESS WHO IT WAS THAT KILLED THEM! IT WAS MY OLDER SISTER REZA! SO DON'T GIVE ME THE WHOLE –YOU-DON'T-KNOW-WHAT-IT'S-LIKE- SPEECH! I KNOW PERFECTLY WELL WHAT ITS LIKE!"

After she finished her rant she dropped Sasuke and put on her shoulder gloves before she stomped out off her room. There was a load 'slam' as she left her house. Sasuke lay slumped against the wall, he felt a total idiot. He ran a hand though his silky raven locks and sighed. 'I am such a jerk! I have only just come back and I have managed to piss her off.'

Sakura pulled out her Ipod and turned to one of her favourite songs.

Pain by Three days grace

Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough

Pain, I like it rough

'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Sakura closed her cold green orbs and walked down the down the path that leads to the river bank.

You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand

It was still raining, the rain drops made a 'pitter, patter' noise as they hit the floor and roof tops. Sakura tipped her face upwards so her face was facing the sky and the rain pelted at her pale skin.

Sakura reached the river in no time, she sat down on the ground not caring that it was wet. Her hair, Clothes and face were completely soaked yet she didn't care in the least. She just watched as the water drops made rippled in the river, while listening to her Ipod.

Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me I've got a plan
When the lights go off you will understand

It irked her to no end, hoe Sasuke can just waltz back into her life. And try and stop her from cutting AND screaming in her face that she didn't understand how painful being alone was. He wouldn't know what happened even if it smacked him in the face.

It was the massacre of her family that also contributed to her emotions being discarded. As she had just had her heart torn out and ripped in half and thrown back into her face by the one she loved most.

I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you're wounded
You know (You know you know you know you know)
That I'm here to save you
You know (You know you know you know)
I'm always here for you
I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you'll thank me later

She still couldn't get the image of Reza killing her clan out her mind. It haunted her. she knows that her parents don't want her to go after Reza for revenge. If she did, it would only consume her and she would end up losing herself and her reason for going after Reza. So Sakura stuck to her parent's last wish.

Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain

After a little while Sakura closed her eyes and fell into a deep sleep.

Sakura's dream

12 year old Haruno Sakura had just finished training with her new sensei Tsunade. The pink haired girl was exhausted and sloppily dragged her feet along the path that lead to her family's compound. Sakura stopped in her tracks…something was wrong but she couldn't put her finger on it. Usually she would be able to hear the laughter of children by now.

She could smell a faint scent of blood in the air, that's when she went in to 'ninja alert mode' she pumped chakra into her tired legs and sprinted to the Haruno compound and came to a stop when she saw the main gate. It had shuriken, kunai, senbon needles and blood all over it.

The pink haired kuniochi's heart started to pound rapidly in her chest. She took a deep breath and walked into the compound, she gasped at the sight she saw. Aunties, uncles, nieces, nephews, and grandparents lay on the floor. Some had there neck snapped others had a gapping whole through there chest. Sakura felt sick. Questions swirled around in her head.

'What happened here? Why would somebody do this? who did this?'

Sakura felt a faint chakra, she noticed that it was her mums. Sakura ran to the main house and threw the doors open. She saw her father dead in a pool of his own blood. And her mother with a kantana though the head She looked up into the eyes of Reza's They were cold and held no regret in them. Only two words slipped past Sakura's lips.

"Why sister…? " Her voice was so quite, but Reza heard her.

"Because this family is weak, it was a useless clan and I was ordered to kill this pathetic family by Orochimaru-sama. But I will spare you life. After Reza spoke she disappeared and reappeared behind Sakura and knocked her unconscious. Her body hit the ground with a loud thud.

Sakura eyes snapped open, although her face and eyes didn't show it. Sakura was afraid and was depressed. And she felt like singing a song she wrote a while back for Ino as it explains the situation she was in at the time.

Totally different (written by Me AND ITS CRAP! But I will get over it)

Oh, oh, yeah, yeah were totally different.

You're so perfect, you have the perfect live.

But me, ha I wish I have what you do.

Your parents love you for who you are.

Mine hate me, they beat me. They want me to be just like you

See were totally different.

Oh, oh, yeah, yeah

We are total opposites, you're pretty and popular

Im a nerd that nobody notices, im invisible to the world.

You stand out from the crowd with anything you do.

Yah see were totally different.

Oh, oh, yeah, yeah

No matter how hard I try nobody see's what's good in me.

They only see my faults.

I wish people would acknowledge me as me

And not some person that should be more like you

See I told you we were totally different

Oh, oh, yeah, yeah

I want to be my own person

But how can that be when im only your shadow?

Is my life a figment of ones imagination? I feel hallow inside

I feel nonexistent to the world around me

I'm sad and depressed; you are happy and have everything to live for

You know were totally different

Oh, oh, yeah, yeah

You can feel pain just by words and actions

I can only feel it when the steel blade shreds through my skin

I hate what I do, but I need to know im real

That im not just your shadow

Totally different

Oh, oh, yeah, yeah

Im broken, broken inside

You broke me, made me what I am know

Nobody understands me, not you, not anybody else

So ya see were totally different

And that is the end to my crappy song, feel free to flame my ass for how crap it was.)

After singing Sakura decided to go home and sleep, hoping that it would make her feel better. She preformed handseals and disappeared in a poof

'poof'

When she got home she saw Sasuke fast asleep on the couch so she just left him and went to get dressed for bed. After she had put her pj's on. She brushed her hair and teeth and crawled into her bed and fell into a dreamless sleep

Well that was chapter four, I hope you enjoyed it. Please review and tell me what you think. Reviews are greatly appreciated.

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