Summary of this chapter: This chapter is basically on Alice's point of view as you can probably see and this is a few days before Jacob proposed to Bella. SO I just wanted to give you an inside on Alice's side of the story before we go back to Bella and Edward meeting again. O and at the end of this chapter there is a full apology to everyone that I let down for not posting in three months and a thank you going out to 'Bella's Heartbeats R numbered'. Now back to the story and apology later!!

Chapter 6

A.P.O.V

I, Alice Cullen, was currently preoccupied with sitting down on Jasper and mine bed silently listening to the loud boom of Cheap Trick currently being played in the room next to ours. I didn't even mind that the music was at a rather high volume. Just sitting here on our bed with my eyes closed was enough. Trying to forget everything in the world, to not think of her or how Edward was feeling. Even through the music I could here the soft tearless sobs coming from his room. I could barely take this anymore. I know it took him a while just to finally come home after two months but come on, how long does it take for a man to come through?!

I keep telling him we need to go home. But he never listens to me; our last conversation suddenly comes to my head again.

A few moments ago(this is why Jasper or anybody isn't home)

Edward was downstairs playing what he labeled now days 'Her Lullaby' on his piano. Everyone was out hunting but I had come home early to try to talk to Edward a little.

"Edward?" I whispered knowing full well he would hear me anyway.

"What do you want Alice?" he said distantly not looking up or pausing during the music.

"We haven't talked in a while, so… I thought we could talk a little now." Even to my own ears I sounded hollow as well. "There's nothing really to talk about Alice" I heard Edward clamp his teeth together; probably from hearing what was on my mind.

"If you would just listen" I practically yelled. "Listen to what, going back there to see her? Giving into my own selfish desires to be with her while taking the risk of sucking the life out of her?" He had stopped playing now and was his voice was barely above a soft whisper. He still had his tense back turned to me. A choked sob emitted from my throat.

"You will go back. It is meant to be." I whispered back.

"I really wish it was" he meant that if he was human it would be meant to be then. But he wasn't so what was the point. I ran upstairs before we could say anything else to each other.

END FLASHBACK

I curled to my side, and suddenly felt the familiar pulling on the side of my mental wall; a vision.

VISION

Edward driving in his Volvo, I see him look up into the rearview mirror to see my face in my yellow Porsche. He looks back at his watch, it reads 6 p.m.; Sunday. He looks up as we pass a green sign: Welcome to Forks! He smiles and presses his foot down on the accelerator.

End

I jump up off the bed no longer down. "Oh Edward!" I yell and dance out of the room with a smile on my face for the first time in a long time.

A/N: Hey everybody!! I know I haven't updated in a while. And you don't know how sorry I am! I shouldn't have done that because I know what its like to wait for a story and never get the next chapter and since I didn't like it done to me I shouldn't have done it to you. So please forgive me its just that I didn't think the story was that good and so I was going to quit until a certain author ('Bella's Heartbeats R numbered') wrote me and told me to get my butt up and write a chapter; in a very kind way. But I would like to thank her with all my heart and this chapter is dedicated to you! And thank you of course to all the people who've reviewed and stuck with the story! You are all the best and don't ever be anything less! LOL! Well anyway I will for sure be updating more often now and if I don't send an email and don't be scared to make it sound rude that's fine!!

Twi

Love ya all! ;-