Summary of chapter: Hey everybody, this chapter is on Edwards point of view and I'm just probably going to start it off slow like a few moments before Alice's has her vision, so you can get a little more feel for Edwards feelings and how much he misses Bella! O and there will be some same things from the last chapter at the beginning of this one, like the vision and the music, so please just bear with me here! So I'm going to stop rambling now and get on with the story! Please enjoy and also read my authors note at the end of this chapter I have some boring yet still needed information, for all of you!
CHAPTER 7
E.P.O.V
Pain, sorrow, misery these are all the things I was feeling right now, no, what I've been feeling for the past three months. At this moment I was curled on my bed listening to Cheap Trick while staring at a picture of Be-her. It hurts too much to even say her name in my head without physically wincing in pain. It even hurt to look at her picture but it was worth it. Seeing her there, if not here now but remembering her, having some part of her with me.
The picture was of her sitting on the first step leading down from her white porch. Her heart shaped face was flawless as usual. Her eyes full and filled with a light swirling caramel, lips as succulent and red as a strawberry, turned up in a smile at that moment, and her permanently red cheeks obscured by wavy dark brown hair which was whirling around due to the wind that day. Her small frame was covered by her legs which were being held by her long white arms.
A soft yet somehow still filled with the world's pain emitted from my mouth at that moment.
"Bella" I whisper, taking my hand and placing softly against the glass frame of the picture "I don't know how much longer I can stay away from you." Another sob escapes me and before I know it many more follow. I am unable to control them even though how much I just want them to take over me and let the darkness invade my already fading world, but before I can let this happen I feel hear it… first it's just a whisper of a engine then it grows and it takes over and my whole mental wall welcomes the familiar thoughts or should I say visions…
Vision
I was driving in my Volvo; I look up into the rearview mirror to see Alice in her yellow Porsche. I look back at his watch, it reads 6 p.m.; Sunday. I look up as we pass a green sign: Welcome to Forks! I smile and press my foot down on the accelerator.
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I open my eyes barely registering the venom (sweat) coming from my forehead. The venom or sweat is what I call it was from seeing that vision in my head. I just wasn't used to it, because of how long it's been since I've joined my mind to Alice to look in.
"Oh Edward" I hear Alice call followed by the familiar dance movements of her feet coming over. I growl low and menacing. She opens the door without a signal warning except in her head.
'I'm coming in'.
I jumped up from my bed. "I thought I told you not to go looking for her!" I said not raising my voice but not trying to keep it to low either.
"Yes you did say that as I recall, but first of all the vision wasn't of Bella" wince "it was of you and second it's not like I did it intentionally now did I? I just happen sometimes." She smiled a real genuine smile. I closed my eyes hating that I was going to be crushing her dream of going back but being with her was too much of a risk. 'Edward I know what your thinking, you can't go back because of her safety but I didn't want to tell you this but I think now I should.' I looked up suddenly alert to what Alice was saying in her head. I started into her eyes not daring to look away for a second. She seemed to take a big breath, even though she didn't need it.
'I been looking for Bella since the beginning of my hunting trip.. .' "Ali-"she cut me off before I could chaste her for looking for her. 'And I haven't been able to find her anywhere.'
I felt my whole world stop.
A/N: Hey everybody! Here's another chapter! I hope you enjoy! But from now on I want to try and make these chapters longer and better so please just stay with me! Okay I know that was really stupid but that was all my news o and thank you to all the people who forgave me! I'll try to post as soon as possible! O and please of course review!!!
Twi