eek, i'm scared. but ... it's finally here! wow exactly a month after i posted it. so sad ): i'm sorry this took forever but it wasn't what i wanted it to be. i guess it's okay now but idk .. i might rewrite it. i just wanted to get this out here for you and if you like it then ... cool (: okay so yeah review please!
Disclaimer: no i don't own anything and i have no energy to make up a witty remark or capatalize correctly.
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I woke up on the day of my wedding with guilt and anger. No, I didn't love him. No I didn't want to marry him. But I had to. I had to marry Maxwell Covington, because it was what my brain told me to do. And my heart was too busy loving Oliver to care.
I got up, everyone around me rushing to get everything to the church on time. My mother was yelling at the service people to get things done. And I just laid there, wanting everyone to go away, wanting to be with Oliver.
Everything seemed to go back to him.
I rolled over on my bed and rubbed my eyes.
"Honey, it's your big day!" my mother squealed.
I half smiled but inside I was ready to cry. I thought about the times I had spent with Maxwell, and it brought no happiness. Because the whole time I was with Maxwell, all I could think about was Oliver. I couldn't marry this guy, I just couldn't.
I ran out of the huge mansion Maxwell was having us stay at. I went out in a white cami and pink sweatpants and sat in the middle of the huge garden. The flowers around me had already blossomed since it was March.
I looked at the Lillie's growing. Oliver always said they were his favorite flowers. Because of me. Oliver. Thoughts came rushing back to my head from the last time I talked to him.
Two days ago. He said things that made me regret the choice I had made. I could've gone with him that night. He was ready; he had thought it all out. He wanted me, he loved me, and he needed me. But I left, thinking it was the wrong thing to do. Loving the man I wasn't going to marry. But now, as I sit here my head is spinning. Nothing makes sense anymore. I could either stay here and live well off and unhappy or go with Oliver and always take the risk of being in debt or whatever but still be the happiest woman alive. As I thought of all this I started to remember the conversation we had.
-Flashback-
"Come with me Lilly. You're not happy. I could make you happy!" he said with enthusiasm
"Look, Oliver this isn't about me! It's about doing what's right." I tried to reason with him.
"Nothing is right if we're not together Lilly." He held my hand, our finger intertwining.
"Oliver, I love you so much. But Maxwell … I said yes to him. He will be my husband, you had you're chance." I said with a hint of spite and sorrow.
"You know what Lilly? Go ahead, marry Maxwell. Live unhappily ever after. But what we had was special. You can't deny it. You might want to forget it, but you can't. So stop trying to cover up you're feelings, because everyone knows. You're Lilly and I'm Oliver. We're meant to be, since we were three. Don't try to change destiny Lilly, because it just won't happen. So I'll see you soon." He said making my insides boil. I knew he was right. I knew it, but I didn't want to admit it.
-Flashback-
I smiled while a tear fell down my face. Oliver always knew what to say. And now I knew that I couldn't change destiny. No matter how hard I wanted to, he would always be my one and only.
I ran towards my room. I had to call the wedding off; I couldn't do this to Maxwell. I went towards the study, he would probably be there doing some business thing.
I walked in and saw Maxwell. He looked so happy that it was finally our wedding day. It crushed me. We talked. He was angry, but he always knew he would only be second best. I left on semi good terms with him.
As I walked out of the house everyone was running after me. My mother understood me; she knew it was always Oliver. Lauren, my sister, was crying. She wanted to be rich. And my father stood proud, he always liked Oliver much more than Maxwell. But all the maids and cooks and Miley were frantically screaming. They were so obsessed with the wedding that they didn't care what I felt.
It didn't bother me. I left the house got into my car. I drove for about an hour until I reached Malibu. I got in front of 6 Hamilton Street, Oliver's house. I smiled to myself. It was now time, time to finally be happy.
I walked out and suddenly felt self conscious. I was wearing sweatpants and a simple cami. I couldn't do it. I paced back and forth. Then I heard the door open. Oliver was standing there with a confused look on his face. I bet he was thinking "Why is she standing in front of my house on her wedding day?"
I finally took a deep breath and stepped towards him. I smiled and tears formed in my eyes. This was it.
"I love you." I said it was a simple statement of the truth. But it meant so much.
He looked confused but he finally understood.
He ran up to me and grabbed my waist before twirling me around in the air. I felt my forehead reach his as he pulled me down. I looked into his eyes and I knew this was what it felt like to be happy.
"Why did you leave him?" he asked wanting an explanation to my unexpected arrival.
"I knew he would always be my number two, he knew it too. But I couldn't marry him, not when you were still in my heart." I said truthfully, I could see a small smile creep up on his face.
"So the wedding off and me and you could have that cheesy happily ever after?"
"That's what I had in mind" I smiled
"Good, I wouldn't have it any other way." And he finally kissed me.
The kiss lasted about forever and a day. And it was even more passionate than the one before. I knew he loved me, and he definitely showed it.
"So, it'll never be over right?" I asked just making sure.
"Never ever. We'll always be Lilly and Oliver. Meant to be, since we were three." He said with that lopsided grin that made me melt.
We were perfect for each other, we would never end.
We would never be over.
It'll never be over.
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