Internal Conflicts
Now I bet you are all wondering what going on within the heads of our two lovers during their little kiss...and here it is!
Sasuke's mind:
What the hell am I doing?
Um...starting over.
I can't. I still haven't killed him yet.
Judging from the nature of this Shadow's way of taking ninjas, along with the fact that it does possess a sharingan, does that not mean that it already caught and killed Itachi?
There are other sharingan users.
Really? Like who...You? Her? Kakashi? You three are alive, he's still unaccounted for.
What if he's not dead?
What if he is? haha touche.
What if he isn't? I need to train so I can kill him.
You couldn't even beat this girl, who goes to your mouth in height! What makes you think you stand a chance against him?
You're not helping.
Not supposed to. I"m the part of you that wants to actually LIVE!!
I am living. I live to kill him.
Oh, then your life is over. Why? Because his is too.
We can't be sure of that.
Unless the powers that be bring Itachi back to this village to whup your ass again, he's gone, get over it and continue to smooch.
I don't want to settle down.
Okay then, kill off the sharingan why don't you. Selfish prick!
If you're a different side of me why are you calling me names?
Not sure, makes you listen like now.
Well what if I refuse to listen?
That's the beauty of being inside your head...You can't ignore me forever!!
I have been so far.
Yeah, and you acquired enough power to be beaten by a girl! That's quite a feat.
So what? You're suggesting I should just give up and start a family.
Whoa! Whoa! Whoa! Who said anything about a family? Let's start stuff off with kisses and hugs, then work your way up...slowly. You're like 17, you got plenty of time. Don't waste it.
Getting power to kill my brother isn't wasting time.
Need I play the 'gain power to get an ass whuppin from a girl' card again? Face it, the lone wolf act isn't helping. Your sensei's dead, so is your crackpot brother. Things are changing, so should you.
But I don't want-
Look...try if for a while to see how if plays out. If you go with her, and god forbids he returns...again...and beats the living hell out of you, then go search for power. Until then... start buyin roses and dinner by the beach. Be happy dammit!
In Bara's mind:
Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh crap...I just kissed him!
Did I like it?
I can't tell!
I want to do it again...is that normal?
My God he's hot!
But he's an ass!
A sweet ass!
He does have a sweet ass though...
But he gives me those cold gazes...
He does have pretty eyes...
Just want to stare at em all day.
But that would be just plain creepy...
He's pinned me against the wall though...
Oooh, nice abs.
Dammit girl stop focusing on the physical!...
But he's so physically hot!
Okay...personality traits.
He's cold, yet warm, sweet yet sour, lonely yet...hot...yeah, that's physical.
Back to mental...scarred past, like me...there's a connection!
The question is...where is he headed.
If he touches my kimono that's the wrong...well...
Getting back to the point...never knew a kiss did this much thinking.
Moving along...oh what the hell he's hot!
No! I cannot base my relationships on the physical yummyness...
though it is one of the driving states.
Remember what grandmama said 'look inward, beyond the veil'
I'd sure like to see beyond those veils...
Dammit!
Why is he so damn attractive!
Why couldn't he be like Naruto? At least then I'd really have to consider personality. (Somewhere Naruto sneezes)
Okay...maybe one more kiss...then I'll know for sure!!
Over this five seconds of thought, (or five minutes of reading.) they leaned in once more for a kiss, and now having another mental meltdown.
In Sasuke's mind:
Okay so I just kissed her again...what now?
What d'ya mean 'what now'? Keep going you moron!
I should be training the get stronger, not training for a romantic play!
Well, times change! Get with the program kid.
Nothing has changed, he may still be out there getting stronger, while I'm here kissing this girl!
Well, think of it this way. She's about three times stronger than you. Would you rather her be an enemy?
...twice as strong, and maybe...
You're killin' me here. Come on! You should be glad that a girl is into you! Some one who understands you... Literally! Or are the cooties giving you the creeps?
She doesn't understand...she justs...
Don't kid yourself. The only reason that you don't think she understands is because you're a self-absorbed prick! You're so absorbed in your self-pity, you don't see that someone else has seen the same things. Long story short, She understands you, you know it, now get over your denial, give in to passion and desire, and get on with your hopefully better life!!
He gave an irritated grunt and pressed her against the wall.
OMG is he getting rough? Mmm..
Where the hell is all this arousement coming from?
My god I wish he'd stop kissing me...HA!
Where's Sarah or Shawn when you need an awkward moment? (Sarah and Shawn both sneeze and look at each other in confusion.)
His body is pressed up against mine...I LOVE IT!!
Wait...no I don't...I do...I don't...I shouldn't...but I do!
Why is he the only guy who can do this to me?
Maybe if I put my hand down there he'll stop...
No...I'm pretty sure the situation'll escalate...
Maybe his chest...
But I'll get carried away and still find my hand down there...odd.
Oh...why won't he stop?
Why won't I stop?
Why doesn't fate choose this time to make something happen? Bird poo? Stray Barking Dog? Enemy Ninja? Shawn/Sarah moment? (another sneeze)
Gawd he's so friggin hot I hate it! then I love it!
I wonder how long it took for him to put on those clothes?
Is he aware that I'm crying?
Is he aware that I'm mentally babbling?
Is he aware but doesn't care?
Should I just shut up?
Nah.
Keeps my hands occupied.
Besides that other way...
Okay screw it!
I'm just gonna wrap my arms around his neck, and call it a day...
I better not feel anything poke my leg or something...
If I do...it better be his sword...the metal one...on his back!