My name is Shikamaru. I'm supposed to have a 200+ IQ, but can't find the reason to use it. My hobbies include sleeping and staring at the clouds. Yup, in one word I was lazy.

I was never interested in woman. They were just creatures that were troublesome like the rest of the world. That's the way I thought for a long time. That was until I met her.

It was during my second year at high school. I was paired up with her. She was the most annoying of all woman he ever knew. But even so, I was struck by her. I didn't ignore her, or rather, she wouldn't let me ignore her. She was the kind of girl I never thought I'd like. I kept thinking I hated her, but in the back of my mind I liked the fact that I thought I hated her.

But the thing that struck me the most about her was her eyes. They were a color that some people would call Teal. I liked to call it Jade. A boring name like Teal wouldn't fit her, something like Jade was much more fitting. Other than the color, I liked the way her eyes shined a little when she glared or she did the 'evil smile.' I liked to make her glare so I could see that glint in her eyes. I had to admit it was beautiful.

Despite all this, I didn't talk to her again. I saw her sometimes. She was with Tenten and Hinata. Her eyes would shine like they did. I almost went to talk to her. But I decided against it.

'Why would a lazy guy go chase after a girl like her?' I told myself every time I saw her.

I hated myself for that. It hurt to see her walk by every day. The only reason I kept on going was because she was never with a guy alone. If she was with a guy, it was one of her friends boyfriends. It suprised me that she didn't have a boyfriend.

'Can't she get a guy with those jade eyes of hers?' I always thought.

"She turns down every guy that ever asked." Chouji said. Chouji was his best friend and knew about his crush and was the only one.

"Whatever." I said. But I was glad that she turned down the other guys.


School passed, I thought I'd never see her again. It hurt at first but I told myself I would get over it like everything else.

I saw her with her eyes shining. Tenten and Hinata were smiling next to her as they cheered.

I watched them for a second. Later, Neji (I think) went over there. I was relieved when he walked over to Tenten and not Temari. I would've probably punched him in the face if he had touched Temari. Naruto went over as well, I watched anxiously. Luckily, he was with Temari. Temari hit Naruto on the head a couple times, but it was clear that Naruto liked Hinata.

'...Wait, what the hell am I thinking!?' I thought as I shook it out of my head. I denied it but in the back of my head, I knew.

'AND IT'S FUCKIN' KILLIN' ME!' I thought. I was really angry at myself.

'I'll forget her.' I repeated it to myself.

I'll forget her.

I'll forget her.

Boy, was I wrong.


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