It hurts. Trust me, it hurts.
It hurts me to see you destroy your memory of me. It hurts, every little rip, every little tearing.
What hurts more is you. What your doing to yourself. I see your wrist, and it's painful. So painful, and you hurt.
I don't want you to die. I love you. It's hard to believe, but I do.
The reason I left was because of that. I didn't want to see you hurt. The Otokage threatened me. He said you would die if I didn't go.
It was painful. Every little last part. I needed you to believe that I didn't care about you, so you wouldn't hurt.
I was so terribly wrong.
I want you next to me. To hear your voice. To heal those wounds. To wipe away those tears.
I miss you so terribly. It's a horrid feeling, to not be with the one you love. I know you know the feeling.
But stop. Every rip is a new gash into my heart. A bloody hole. My body just a living corpse.
I died inside. You see my eyes? They're cold. Unfeeling. Because of you.
I'm scared of loving you. I really am.
But I will tell you. I promise. I'll stop just watching you hurt, every night, watching the red water wash down the sink.
I'll stop your hurt.
I'll stop my hurt.
-pagebreaky-
so yeah. I did write another chapter. XD and I'm going to write more, but it seems fine if I leave it as 'complete' cuz ppl can still read it as just 2 chappies. I already know what I want to happen. XP
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