Disclaimer-i do not own Naruto, if i did, i would be making shows instead of writing them...poor me (sob)
Kiba's POV
Kiba was training hard today, mainly because he was alone. Kiba liked training alone because no one would try and stop him from training to hard. He wanted to test himself, to test his body's full endurance and strength. Kurenai sensai would never allow him to do this, with her it had to be completely safe. And to be honest Kiba felt as long as he was 'safe' he wouldn't be able to get stronger as fast as possible. But there was always the reason he wanted to be the best, and it wasn't just to show off. Kiba wanted to be the best so he could protect 'her', so he could make 'her' safe on mission's. As long as he had this motivation he could endure what ever training he could put him self on.
"I'm still not strong enough" Kiba thought to himself " i need to get stronger so i can protect her"
Kiba was always able to hold on to his dream of having Hinata, even when he watched painfully as she blushed at Naruto. And dream he did have, always of Hinata, when he would finally make her his, when they would do something as simple as walking though a park together, and yes like every teen he had those dreams when he brought her to his bed and made sweet sweet love to her, he liked all the dreams he had of her, and lately at least 5 days of the week he did dream of her. He wanted nothing more then to be with her, but even though that's a lot of motivation he couldn't just go up and ask her, no, he had to make sure first that she loved him also. He wouldn't be able to bear it if she rejected him, and that alone has stopped him from confessing. What he did need is proof of her love for him, and he did look for it. Every time she looked at him, he would look for that glimmer of love from her to him. Every time she would talk he would look for the shyness that she showed to Naruto, but so far, he had found nothing but brotherly love tord's him. so he waited, he could wait all eternity for her , he would go to the end the earth , down into hell, fight the devil, come back, and stand up to the god's themselves just for her. He would do anything for her, all except give up his love for her.
"dam, I'm still not hitting hard enough, and iv already started bleeding. But i cant stop, not yet," he thought
Hinata's POV
as Hinata was ruining through the woods to the team 8 training grounds something hit her,..well again.
"What if Kiba does love me,...what would i do...could i really say it was a joke...would that make it all go away...no...it wouldn't...he would be heart broken...but...i just couldn't go along with it...Kiba is spacial to me...but i dint love him...i love Naruto...so what would i do ...but if i donut do something...he could really love me and i wouldn't know it...and i just know it would tear me apart in the inside...o i wish i had never had lunch with them today...what have i got myself into?"
Before Hinata knew it she had arrived at the training grounds. and something caught her eye. Kiba was ...training...but... he was not training like they normally do. He was going all out. like it was life or death. but why. why would he do that. there is nothing at steak at the moment. Hinata looked at his hands, they were worn out and a little bloody. he was training like she had never saw before. This thought made her go back to thinking to what she had a little while ago...
"Hinata?" Kiba asked
"o, hi Kiba" she said after being startled, "wow your sure training hard, is something going on?" she asked
"o...no...i just like to be per paired...and Kuranai sensai wouldn't let me push myself like this" he said, only giving part of the answer
"o, ...i see"
"come sit with me Hinata"
"um...OK"
the two sat down and began to talk about every day things, although Hinata noticed he was enjoying her company more then he should be, it was just her right... just little old Hinata, nothing special , right...she hoped
'here it goes' she thought
"um...kiba...there is something i want to tell you" she said standing up and walking away a little bit
"um...OK Hinata ...you can tell me anything ..you know that right" Kiba now jumping up and down inside...how many times had she said something to him like that...not much...and she did do that to Naruto and was never able to finish
Kiba stood up and walked over to her
"one more deep breath " Hinata though
"Hinata?" Kiba asked
"O, Kiba I LOVE YOU" she lied wrapping her arm's around him " I LOVE YOU SO MUCH" she lied again.
and now she waited...
And to her surprise ...he picked her up and spun her around
no...this cant be happening...no...
"O HINATA...you have no idea how long i have been waiting for you to say that...no idea..." he said
"no..." she thought
"YES, YES, i have loved you also for so long...years and years now...this is by far the happiest day of my life...and nothing could happen now that would ruin it...nothing" he said with the most joy he had ever had
Kiba's happiness was interrupted by Hinata...she was crying
"o Hinata, please don't cry...were together now...and nothing can desperate us...you don't have to worry" he said hugging her again
Still she cry
"O , Kiba...I'm so sorry...I'm so so so sorry" she said
"what are you talking about
" it shouldn't have happened this way" she said crying
"what are you talking about?" he asked worried
"Kiba...i...i don't love you" she said
smash...(his heart)
"w-what...?" he asked not believing what he just herd
"i...i don't love you...this was all just a test...to get you to admit your feelings tord me..." she said looking at him
"no" he said as he dropped her on the ground.." NO , I DON'T BELIEVE IT!" he shouted
"I'm sorry...so..so very sorry Kiba" she said looking up at him
" why...Hinata...why..." was the last thing he said before running off twords the Inuzuka house
HINATA'S POV
Hinata sat there for a few minutes thinking...
"what have i done" was all she could think
it began to rain...but she just sat there. after about ten minutes she decided to go home. things went worse than she could imagine, and now things would never be the same. she got home and Neji was waiting for her to come home
"H...Hinata, have you been crying?" he asked concerned
"its nothing" she lied. "I'm going to bed, i don't want dinner, please don't disturbances, i need to be alone" she said going up to her room
after she was done showering she sat in bed thinking about Kiba, and how things had to turn out, thinking about...Kiba...thinking about what she had done...
she lay ed on her bed starring out her window, and fell asleep thinking..."Kiba"
Kiba's POV
"no...no...this cant be happening...ow...ow...my heart" he was thinking
it began to rain. Kiba tripped and fell out of the trees landing on the ground a mess.
"why Hinata..why" was all he could think now
he got up and walked home hitting branches and vines of all kind, but he didn't care
he arrived home and his sister was on the couch
"O MY GOD, KIBA!", she looked at her brother in shock "what the HELL happened to you, your a mess, where you attacked?"
"just my heart" was all he could say going up to his room
his sister just watched him go up to his room, she was still in shock of seeing HER little brother Kiba like that, he looked in better shape after he got back from his mission to retrieve Sasuke, and he was stabbed and in the hospital
"what could have happened to you Kiba...what could have shaken you so much like this" she thought, "and what was with that answer 'just my heart' ?" she couldn't be live it. "ill have to ask him tomorrow, he looks way to bad right now...and mom will want to be here also" she thought
kiba was in the shower, doing nothing but staring at the wall, as he got dressed he FELL on to the bed. Akamaru tried to comfort him, but it was no use
"not now boy, please...not now" he said to his canine friend
Akamaru just whined and curled up at his masters feet
Kiba just looked out the window, and tried not to think . and for once he was glad he did not have a dream...�
re edited this chapter, i forgot to add Kiba's POV first, i can believe i did. Now the last sentence should make much more sense to all of you.
wow, this chapter took along time to get it how i wanted it to be, but it was worth it, i hope you all liked it, it was a very sad chapter i no...but i liked it
YEAH, i got the 5 reviews i wanted to get from the first chapter, now lets try for ...15 total...can everyone help out with this one?
next chapter will be up within 3 days, I'm busy tomorrow and the next day. but 3 days for sure ...i think. R&R