Chapter 4

Hatred

I pulled up to the Blacks house. It looked just the same as ever. I breathed in and out. I got out of the Volvo, and stumbled to the garage. Just as I suspected Jacob was hunched over his Rabbit tools in hand sleeping. Drool was running down his chin. I laughed and he stirred. I backed up shushing myself inside my brain he looked like the old Jacob all curled up and sleeping like the little boy I knew was cooped up inside. But of course this is me we're talking about, I tripped over a rock and screeched.

He woke up groaning. He looked at me and frowned. "what are you doing here?"

"I wanted to see you Jake." I smiled at him taking a step forward.

"so your little bloodsucker doesn't mind you coming over and saying hi as long as you'll be a leach in the long run?"

I shook my head. "come on Jake."

He growled. "I don't know why you're here Bells if your not here to tell me you love me and want me, then just leave."

He turned back to his Rabbit fiddling with something. Tears flowed down my face. He sighed and looked hurt, "awh come on Bells don't cry."

I looked at him, I'm hurting him again I'm a monster! "how do you expect me not to cry Jake. You seem to hate my true love and you seem to hate me too!"

"I don't hate you Bells, I'm just mad that's all." he stepped forward grinning at me.

I turned on my heels and I started back to the Volvo. "where are you going?"

"home." I told him.

"what why?" his big face turned sad.

"you told me to leave." I looked at him confused, he grabbed me and ran. His warm body pulsing on my chilled skin. "where the hell do you think you're going!" I punched his big arms, and huge abs. "Jacob put me DOWN!"

Suddenly we were plummeting off the cliffs straight towards the deep black water.

I splashed him. "Jake! Cut it out!"

"see the cliffs aren't monsters unlike your lover!"

I was having the time of my life with Jake, at least until he made that comment. I sunk under water. "ah come on Bells I was joking!" I tugged on his leg pulling him under. We both came up laughing.

"what time is it Jake?" I hoped it wasn't getting too late, I don't want Edward to feel the need to break a certain treaty because he is worried.

"what do I look like a flipping watch?" Jacob was trying to look serious, I couldn't hold it in.

I laughed. "no, do I?" I ruffled my wet hair splashing wetness all over his big head.

"I've never seen any watch this beautiful so your probably not a watch." he pulled me in and kissed me ferociously. He was attacking me.

"Jake!" I cursed. I thought I was going to barf, not again. I shoved him and tried to get away, he wasn't having that. He pulled me closer squashing my face. "I CANT BREATH JAKE!" he pulled my face away and kissed my neck, I yanked on his long pony tale. He pulled his face back to mine squishing me again. I tried to scream but he was breathing really hard and I couldn't even hear it.

I cursed on his lips, spitting. At that moment I wish I had acid spit so I could burn his happy little lips off. He knew I was engaged what is his problem? "jjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjaaaaaaaaaaaakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkeeeeeeee!" I mumbled, what is his problem? "cannt breathhh!" again he moved away from my face and moved to other places. "CUT. IT. OUT. JAKKE!" I cursed.

He was kissing me neck shoulder, arm, hand. I dug my nails into his back. All that did was brake my nails. Alice was going to insist on a trip to the salon after this. Grr! How dare him do that to me.

"I have to go!" I cursed. He wasn't letting go of me. Stupid giant werewolves. Why is it that everyone is stronger than me. He moved back to my face kissing my lips a little softer, this is my chance! I bit his lip, digging deep into his flesh.

Jacob howled and cursed. Letting me a little loose. "dang Bella! I'll give your bloodsucker one thing he is a good teacher! You are biting like a pro!"

I wiggled away from him, "good bye Jacob."

I struggled to swim breathlessly and run back to the house. I had to stop a lot on the way up the cove. I only looked back once. He hadn't moved he was touching his bleeding lip open mouthed staring at me. I felt heavy all the way back to the Blacks house. My clothes stuck to me and my jeans felt like they weighed a thousand pounds. Surprisingly, though, I only fell twice all the way there.

When I finally reached the small house, I slid into the Volvo and realized that I forgot the keys in the garage. I jogged over to the garage, stopping when I heard Billy's voice, he was talking to Sam.

"it will all be worth it. They can only be so nice for so long. They're blood suckers for god sakes. Then you will be able to do what you wish to those filthy creatures."

"you know how I feel about this Billy, I want her gone too. I want them all gone NOW! She is one of them now. She might as well be a bloodsucker herself. Jake deserves so much better."

"they saved my son Sam,"

"I know Billy, but one good deed doesn't match a million bad ones."

I grabbed my mouth finally thankful I was having a breathing problem lately.

"I suppose you're right, this will mess Jake up Sam. Are you sure you want to risk that?"

"it will be worth it Billy I promise you that, you will not regret me taking care of them. Soon you will get your legs back."

"revenge will be sweet I will give you that much Sam but killing off those filthy disgusting creatures that have all but sucked Bella dry, will not give me my legs back."

"it may not physically Billy, but don't worry they will have lost more than just their legs when this is all over."

I couldn't breath. My lungs were about to explode. I was sure my face was turning purple.

I looked down and saw my keys I swiped them and held my breath all the way to the boundary line. Once over it, I was safe.