For new memories to begin, I must end the old ones. I never though such, well, tragety can happen in the world. Whats going on? People have degraded so low, a box of crayons get along better then anyone does. No matter how dull, or what there color or name is...they get along perfectly in that small cramped box. Are we all mad? We all are people?

I never feared death. I looked at death as a beautiful thing, as a new adventure.

The only thing I fear is loosing the one person that is supposed to help me go through the tough times, like learning to swim, going through brownies, or even going through death. Fate plans out everything. It is fate our grandparenst met and made our parents that made us and now we must find the person we are meant to be with. But, why cant we make our own descion?

Some say I am wise beyond my age, and some say I am stupid for asking questions that I will never know the answer to. I guess, my life takes a miraculous turn, right after I think everything has fallen.

"Bella? Can I ask you something?" Edward said, driving me home after we saw that Molly Ringwald was the biggest teen star.

"Depends."

"What happened when you found out about the...Attacks?" He asked, choosing his words carfully, trying not to make me have another sobbing fit.

"Um, well...I was in a local coffee shop, and I saw it on TV. I dropped my laptop and ran. I tried calling him-" it hurt to say his name, "But he never picked up. Thats why I was in Best Buy, buying a new laptop. Where were you?"

"I was with my sister Alice, we were shopping with her boyfriend Jaspar and we saw it on the news in the Cafeteria." He said, solumnly.

"Edward, can I ask you something?"

"Anything." He stated surely.

"Do you have a girlfriend?" I said, I was curious. His aparment was huge! and from what I heard teachers are making these days, he couldnt afford that kind of apartment in Upper East side.

"No, why? You like me?" He said teasingly. I glared at him and told him my theorie, he laughed and said,

"Bella, I am also a part time doctor." Oh, that would explain it.

"So you are a goodi-to-shoes huh?"

"Ha. Ha" He said sarcasticly.

"What highschool did you go to?"

"Forks High."

"No way!!" I was surprised he went to tht same school as me, "I went there! But why didnt I see you?"

"Well, if I remeber correctly on the student paper I got, you are 18, and you were ending 7th grade when i gradutated." Woah! He was 25! He is a Cougar!!

"Jeez! Your old!" I said without thinking.

"thanks!" He said mock hurt.

"Im not kidding! You can go into retirment while i am still at my good age!! And what is up with you driving home your student who is 3 days into being a non minor!" I said sarcastically.

"You were crying! And I dont know, I sorta think your specail," He whispered the last part. Shit! he thought I was serious!

"I was just kidding Eddipoo!"

"dont call me Eddipoo" He growled.

"I like it!'

"I dont."

"Do you really wanna get an emotionally hurt women mad?"

"I though you were 3 days into being a non minor?"

"I am a women and that is beside the point"

"No I dont want to get an emiotionally hurt women mad."

"then your name is now Eddipoo."

He drove up to my apartment and I said goodbye and thank you. I wished I hadnt left Edward, because the moment I walked in the door, I fainted.

AN: This Chapter was so much longer, but when I went to save, I forgot the AN and I hit delete by accident. I was sooooo mad. I tried to get it back, but i couldnt. I am soo sorry!! please review! i love getting reviews and I will send replys back ASAP. Love ya!