A/N: Chap 2... YAY FOR SHORTNESS!!XD every chapter of this story will be short... It's hard to write long chapters out of a diary D:
Well, Read and review please, kthxbai
God, I feel so pathetic now… I'm writing a frigging diary! I'm a guy, and I started to write a diary! God, I hope that no one ever will find out. I will die of embarrassment then.
Anyways, I think that Hinata have started to suspect something. I think I blew it when I fell over her the other day. Should I confess to her? Or should I just… try to forget her? I don't want to get rejected… I mean, I'm fine as we are now, friends. As long I can meet her and talk to her, everything is fine. And besides, she likes Naruto. She's had this big crush on him forever. And he'll stop being so god damn oblivious some day, and notice her. And then he'll realise that she's the most beautiful woman on earth, and then, he'll take her. But Hinata don't seem to realise it either. She's totally oblivious for all the guys that try to hit on her. Good luck she got me to protect her, or else she would've gotten raped about a hundred times by now. I hate that she don't realise how her beauty affects guys, especially when we're on missions, and I wake up and find out that she has cuddled up to me during the night. She sleeps in short shorts and a mesh shirt for gods' sake. It makes me wanna do bad stuff to her. I wanna hold her down and rip of both hers and mine clothes and make her a full-fledged woman. I always thank the gods that Shino sleeps in the same tent or room, 'cause if he hadn't, I really would do that to Hinata. And I don't want to hurt her. I hate it when she cries; I never know what to do, or to say. I often just tell some stupid joke and she'll just smile, still crying. I just wanna hug her and kiss away her tears when she cries, but I can't. She's in love with Naruto, and I can't hug her and kiss her and stuff when she cries over him. It would just hurt her more. Dammit, why does everything have to be so fucking complicated? Why can't I just go up to her, kiss her and confess my love? I don't even know if I want to confess my love, for gods' sake! I'm fine just being friends! Or at least so long she's a guaranteed single. If she ever gets a boyfriend, and it isn't me I'm gonna… I'm gonna beat the living shit outta him. It's not that I'm jealous, it's just that I don't like other people touching what's MINE! Hinata's mine, even if she don't like it.
Well, Gotta go to bed now, or else Mom'll kill me for oversleeping again…
Kiba