A/N: Chapter 4... I just realised that I've made Kiba a horny bastard XD and I wonder, should I M rate this fic? O-o well, w/e
Why the fuck does Hinata have such a god damn sexy body?! And why are her hands so fucking soft?! It's pretty frustrating when I can't touch her as I want. I hate it when she takes of her jacket. I FUCKING HATE IT! Under it she has this shirt that doesn't leave anything to your imagination. I mean, I could see the contours of her bra for gods' sake! And it resulted in that I totally spaced out and just stared at her. And THAT resulted in me getting a kunai in my shoulder. Hinata got really stressed over it too, and wanted to take care of it, but I didn't want her to. I don't want her to see me half naked, and I don't want her to touch me. Don't she realise that her being so close to me, in that god damn shirt, gives me a fucking boner? And when she began to move closer and put on the bandages, it just got worse. I really had to stop myself from pulling her close, kiss her and then push her to the ground and press my stuff friend against her tight, to make her realise what she does to me. I really do love her, but sometimes my manly urges just get to much, and then I have to get as far away from her as I can, but the most times, I can't. It would seem really weird if I just ran away from her. I've decided to confess to her, but I don't know how to do it. I wanna show my love in a good way, in a way that makes her realise how big my love for her is. 'cause if she does, she can't just throw it away. I don't want her to reject me and my love. I want her to take me to her heart and keep me there forever. I wanna raise a family with her. And that means it's serious. I don't even like kids that much. They're just noisy and disturbing. And they smell weird too.
But anyways, I have to figure out a good way to confess my love to her, without sleeping with her. That's the only idea I've got in my head right now. To ask her to come with me home after we've trained, and take her to my room, talk a little, and then kiss her, push her down to my bed, take of our clothes, kiss her all over and then…
Stupid idea, since she probably wants Naruto to take her virginity. And her first kiss. Fucking Naruto, I wanna kick his fucking butt when he makes her blush, just by walking by. And when he makes her cry, I wanna rip off his fucking balls, and make him eat them. Sometimes, I just wanna go and hit him straight in his ugly little face and tell him that she loves him, but that he doesn't deserve her love. 'cause he don't. He just hurt her with his fucking obliviousness. Sometimes, I hate him so much. He don't realise how fucking lucky he is to have her love. She would give up anything, just so she could be with him. She would even give up our friendship, if Naruto would tell her that he would date her if she did. I know that, and I would be happy for her sake if she did, 'cause it would mean that she's happy. Even if it would feel like I'm dying, I would be happy for her.
Well, gotta go 'n shower now.
Bye
Kiba