A/N: -evil laughter- My plan is coming to it's eh... edge... or something XD W/E. Next chapter will come soon, because it's the chapter I've been waiting to write ever since I started this story :D
I hate the world. I hate the Hokage. I hate Shino. I hate Shinos frigging dad. I hate myself and I hate Hinata.
I don't wanna go on a mission alone with her! I DON'T WANNA! It'll mean that on the way to the wedding and on the way back we'll sleep in the same tent. ALONE!! And since it is summer and all, Hinata'll just sleep in her fucking shorts and that god damn mesh shirt! I have to make sure of that she doesn't cuddle up to me. I won't be able to handle that. I'll do something bad, I know it! Dammit! WHY ME?! And it had to be a fucking wedding! She'll have a really sexy dress; I saw when she bought it. It's a lavender-purple, knee short dress, which totally matches her hair and eyes. It'll make her look even more beautiful than ever! Sometimes I really wish that Hinata was really ugly. Like Sakura, or someone. Then everything would've been easier. Then I would've been able to resist her more. But now I can't. God damn it all. And I have to wear a fucking tux… I HATE TUXES!! I can't move in them. I can't jump or run or anything. If the wedding gets attacked, how am I supposed to fight? Just a thought. And how'll Hinata be able to fight in her dress? I just wonder. The Hokage is a brainless old bitch, and we should get a new one. And she said that I couldn't bring Akamaru, 'cause "he wasn't needed." So he can't stop me from doing something bad. I'm doomed. Right now, I wish that I never had become a ninja. Then I wouldn't have this problem. Dammit all. I can't call in sick, 'cause I don't want Hinata to go with an other guy. I don't trust them. Not when they're around Hinata at least.
Why am I so jealous? She's not my girlfriend or anything… We're just friends… And it's not like we'll ever be anything else… She just doesn't see me like that. I'm just "Kiba-kun" to her. I want her to just call me Kiba. Nothing else. I mean… If she calls me just Kiba, it'll show that we're closer than just friends. I want her to love me… Like I love her. Dammit. I'm getting all depressed and stuff here. That's not like me. I've to get over it. I have to get over Hinata… Until tomorrow…. Dammit! I can't get over her in one night. But I have to try… But what can I do? I can try to… To… n'durr… I don't know what to do! Dammit, dammit, dammit, dammit! I have to get over her! NOW!!
Ok, Kiba. Think of something else. Think of…. Of… Dammit!! I can't come up with anything to think of! I can just go to bed and sleep on it.
I'll write about my failure when I get back.
Kiba