ok guys thnx for the reviews u r the bestt!! i'm still not getting all the reviews i would like but, i'm glad i'm getting any!! yay to that?! well i promised the wedding in this chapter but it didnt end up being in there so i'm putting up 2 chapters at once savvy? okie dokie sounds like a plan!

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Chapter 17

Raindrops are to tears as sunshine is to happiness

My eyelids felt like they weighed a thousand pounds. I couldn't remember going to bed last night. I didn't want to get up, my body felt stiff but strangely enough, I felt relaxed. I mumbled at who ever was screeching at me. I wasn't giving in, I felt like I could sleep the rest of my life away, and I was planning on it.

"Bella! Its your wedding day! Edward is waiting at the church!" I sat up to that, not the least bit groggy or the usual drunk feeling that comes with waking up. I get to see Edward today, and marry him. I giggled to myself in my brain. "we're going to go to IHOP then you get to be blindfolded as we drive to the hotel right by where you are getting married you are going to get ready then you are going to get married." Alice was vibrating by now, if I didn't know any better I would have thought she was on something.

"okay give me some time to shower and brush my teeth I'll be down in a second." I stretched wondering where everybody had gone, I shook it off. I don't care where everyone else goes I'm going to be a Cullen today with or without Jess, Ang, and Lauren. I turned on the hot water staring at my tear stained cheeks, I wish I could remember what happened last night. It was all a blur, like a dream but less real.

I got into the shower the hot water flowing over my cold body, then it all rushed back to me. Larkin, Christina. Vampires. Larkin lying there in my arms, barely breathing. I gasped the water burned my skin and I felt chills turning the water hotter. She was jumping for me, he protected me. Everything is always about me. Fresh icy tears went down my numb skin, I turned up the heat again.

He was such a nice kid, now he is a vampire. He didn't have the choice. I didn't do anything to help him, I just cried. Just like my dream. I never do anything, I just bawl. that's me old crying Bella, old helpless Bella. Then suddenly the heat took me, I staggered the water was scalding burning me skin a cherry red. I had used up all the water in the hot water heater within minutes it seemed. The icy water felt good. I stepped under it letting it force the red away down to a nice pinkish raw color. From now on nothing will ever be the same.

I scrubbed my skin clean of everything that was going wrong in my life, this was the day. I am going to be with Edward for eternity. Everlasting that's how my love is for him. Its all I want, he is all I want.

I stepped out of the shower in a daze, I slipped on some sweats and pinned my hair up in a pony tail. Draka was going to fix it any way, why bother? I slipped on some flip flops, utterly dangerous for me by the way. I slipped on a jacket and raced down the stairs as fast as I could, without falling that is. "Ready?" Alice had been talking on the phone and she hung up when she saw me I nodded, my stomach growled I couldn't wait for chocolate chip pancakes at IHOP.

We entered the IHOP, and Alice dazzled us a seat quickly instead of the hour long wait. I settled down and the cute waiter came over to take 'our' aka my order. He reminded me of Larkin but older, more mature. "hello, ladies, what will you have today?"

"chocolate pancakes and one of those totally adorable Horton Hears A Who drinks." I smiled up at him, Alice raised a perfect eye brow when he laughed. Reckless flirting, WHITE FLAG! (inside joke you wouldn't get it.. But if you review I'll tell you!) "that'll be all thank you."

I attacked the sweet chocolate chips in the pancakes and slurped up my whole drink. "I cant believe you actually eat that stuff." Alice made a disgusted face.

"says the blood drinker. Salt and rust. How appealing." "wait 'til you try it, its divine." she smiled sweetly motioning for me to eat.

"so is this!"

"Eat Bella, we have to leave in three minutes. Edward will be upset with me if I don't allow you to finish your breakfast." she motioned me to it again, "Eat." I obediently took a bite making a face at her. I slowly pressed my lips together chewing. I was trying to drive her crazy, apparently I can give vampires heart attacks I wanted to see if I could make them throw up too.

"two minutes Bella, two." she glared into my eyes, her eyes were hard but she was giggling. "one minute Bella. You better eat." she turned away standing and going to pay.

I stuck two huge bites of pancake into my mouth. I took a long drink, and stood up. I met Alice at her Porsche, I pulled the door open and grabbed my silky blindfold letting Alice tie it onto me. I settled down into the seat, I'm getting used to the blindness of the blindfold. In a matter of minutes I was moving, I heard buttons being pushed and an elevator beeping. "come on Bella, don't trip."

When she untied my blindfold I was in a gorgeous honeymoon suit. Red and gold was everywhere. It looked like the queens quarters. I sat down on the heart shaped couch, touching the soft velvet. I gawked at the door that had a gold gemmed heart on it, that said Eternity on it. I touched the door knob when Alice stopped me.

"no, Draka's here and she is ready to do you're hair." Alice smiled, why didn't she want me to go in there? Hmmm, curious.

"Oh-Kay." I walked over to Draka and let her do her thing, I sat down and she started jabbering.

"oh honey you are gunna look ah-dorible! For your 'lil Eddie boy. He is the cutest don't you think." I tried to nod, "no sweet 'thang y'all cannot be noddin your 'lil head unless you wanna get burned." her southern accent was cute with her non-southern fashion since.

"alright baby doll you can take a look see."

"does that mean I'm done?" she nodded spinning my around to where I was facing the mirror I gasped.

My chocolate hair was curled in tiny ringlet curls. Parts of my hair were pinned up in a messy bun. I had red and white rose pedals strewn through my hair. Tiny curls framed my face and my bangs were pulled up in a poof. "oh Draka I love it! Thank you so much! Its perfect!" I hugged her petite form.

"time for me to do your make up, sis!" Alice chimed in I sat back down and let Alice do her thing. I puckered my lips when I was suppose to, and I blinked when I was suppose to. I smiled when I was suppose to, I smiled even when I wasn't suppose to. I was just beyond happy. "okie dokie you are done!" Alice whistled.

I looked at myself, Alice had insisted on water proof make up because of the definite crying I was going to be doing. Tears of joy. My cheeks were a light pink, Alice told me blush was barley necessary because of the fact that I blush a lot. I had deep red lips that matched the roses in my hair. I smiled, "thank you Alice." I tried to hold back the tears but one managed to seep out.

"your welcome Bella. I told you water proof was a necessity." I smiled at her and nodded.

"BELLA! Oh my goodness you look completely beautiful!" Angela, Lauren and Jessica had just walked into the master bath room of the hotel suit.

"time to get on the wedding dress!" Alice exclaimed. "we only have thirty minutes until the wedding starts."

I was getting a little nervous, butterflies were flying in through my belly button and flying around inside of me. I slipped on the dress, with the help of four beautiful girls in bridesmaids dresses. Their hair was gorgeous too, not like mine but still. It was great. Everything was ready, everything was perfect. Then suddenly I felt sobs coming on, my mother wasn't here, she wasn't going to be here. I couldn't breathe. "its okay honey everything will be okay. I had a vision of Renée hugging you and saying, congratulations and you were wearing white. So I don't know what is going to happen but everything is going to be perfect." Alice reassured me. I smiled and hugged her.

"thanks sis, you are the best." she hugged me back, and slipped a red silky blind fold over my eyes. I hate surprises.

ooo cliffie!! sorries i couldnt helpp itt!! ur gunna luvv the wedding its my dream wedding (minus topaz bridesmaids) but ya kno wat if Edward waz there i could b gettn married in a gay bars dumpster for all i care!! tehehe

truely yours,

KK

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