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Chapter 18

Love is the stitches that holds us together

"Oh honey you look amazing! Alice why is she wearing a blindfold?" I heard Charlie's voice, oh we're here. Great.

"I wanted this to be a surprise Charlie, you can remove that now let us get to our places then listen to the music that will be your cue to walk." I could tell that Alice was trying to be calm but it wasn't working for her.

"bye Alice. See you in there." a few minutes later Charlie undid my blindfold.

"Bella, are you sure this is what you want to do?"

I nodded, "yes dad I love you. Thank you for supporting me." he hugged me tight, a tear fell from his eye. This was hard for him, I know it was.

"I love you two." dum, dum, dum, dummm. I heard the piano start. "well that's our cue to go. Good luck baby." I nodded, "oh yeah and honey."

"yeah Dad?" I looked at him, he smiled down at me showing his laugh lines.

"right foot before left. Just think right, left, right, left. I wont let you fall." he smiled at me warmly. I nodded and we locked arms and our fingers intertwined as the tarp opened and I saw the most beautiful thing ever.

It was on a beach, the ocean was gorgeous and a huge waterfall jutted out of side. The white sand was covered with red and white rose pedals. No one was wearing shoes. Edward was standing on a small platform of white silk with red rose pedals on it. The sun had just set I imagine. The huge moon was moving up into the sky, torches were lit letting everything glow. Edward was wearing a white tux. Emmett and Jasper were wearing red tuxes. They were smiling. I glanced at Edward, I love you. he mouthed to me. I love you, too. I mouthed back.

Charlie and I started walking down the aisle of white roses, it was really beautiful. right, left, right, left, right…

Everyone was smiling at me, but my heart sank when I saw Phil sitting in the front row, alone. I turned and kissed Charlie on the cheek he whispered, "I love you Bells, never forget that." Edwards hands met mine as he helped me up onto the platform. I was almost eye level with him now. He smiled and we looked to the preacher.

I didn't catch a word he was saying but frankly I didn't even care. I know I should, but I didn't. "now Edward would like to pledge his love for Ms. Swan." the preacher motioned to Edward.

"Bella, I was nothing before you. I didn't laugh or joke or do anything. I was nothing. And forever is such an understatement of how I feel for you." he paused, tensing up. "uh, eternity, doesn't even cover it. Though it touches it slightly." he touched my face, fear in his eyes. What was going on? I started hyperventilating a little bit. "Er…Everlasting, that's how my love will be for you Isabella Marie Swan." then I felt something, a whoosh of air. It reeked of dog. I stopped breathing. Edwards hands gripped on mine. "NOO!!" Then it bounded down the aisle sinking its teeth deep into my stomach. It took off running with me. I screamed, and cried. Everyone was up running screaming.

Edward POV

I jumped for her, everything had happened so fast. say goodbye little bloodsucker. Forbidden love is such an understatement. You know how Romeo and Juliet ended up… Sam's thoughts were cruel.

The other werewolves jumped at me. I swatted them away, their teeth sunk into me. One of them that I didn't recognize swatted its huge paw at my face scratching it right across my cheek. I was leaking venom out of it. I tried to ignore the pain. I jumped trying to force them off. I grabbed its snout in my hands breaking it.

Alice, Rosalie, Esme, Carlisle, Emmett, and Jasper were fighting along side me. I had to get to her. I picked up the big wolf throwing it to the side, then another wolf bounded towards me. I knew this one, it was Quil I believe. He growled. My lips pulled back over my teeth. I growled. we all liked Bella, she is going to die because of you. Sam wants you to watch her die. I want to kill you now to save her maybe, it will be easier for her if you are not there. Plus I WANT to kill you. he pounced at me, and I furiously grabbed his face in my hands squashing it.

"and I want to kill you right now. There is no way she is dying." I threw him down breaking his spine, leaving him wailing for dear life. More werewolves jumped on me, tearing me like tissue paper.

Edward! You have to get away! Save her!

Go son, get her! We can handle this.

Dude get Bella, leave the fun for us!

the thoughts of my family were rushing through my head, the werewolves attacked me with full force…then I heard strange thoughts the thoughts that left my heart burning. Edward, it is Jacob Black if you are out there listening. I know where they have taken Bella. She will be safe with me. If you get her they will kill all of you, don't underestimate Sam. The wolves pack is doubled in size. I am not a part of it any more. I will find you, when Sam is dead. When I am officially leader of the pack. I wont let them hurt her.

I choked. No. I wasn't going to let this happen. I fell down dry sobbing, I have never felt so useless. The wolves departed then, leaving us breathing hard. Emmett cursed, "Why didn't you go?!" "Jacob Black," I barked "will take care of her. I don't know where they are. He wont tell me. He said it is safer for her if we don't look for her. I believe him. I have to." Carlisle nodded in my direction.

"WHAT?!" all of my brothers and sisters and Esme wailed.

"what else do you purpose we do?" Carlisle questioned, no one answered.

We kill those dogs and get Bella back. Emmett muttered in his mind. Edward what are you thinking? She could die. You think you are a monster, you didn't feel what he was feeling when he stole her away. Jasper thought warily.

Alice was dry sobbing onto Jasper, We love her just as much as you do Edward. I feel just as useless as you do. I can't watch out for her, I cant SEE her anymore. I don't know if she is okay or not. How could I have let this happen?! I was planning the wedding, I don't even know how they found out where it was.

I gasped at her thoughts, I fell down to the ground and started shaking and sobbing. It was my fault, this happened because of me. I sent Jacob Black an invitation to our wedding and Sam stole it. He called Alice asking where it was being held. He came and took Bella. He is going to kill her, because of me and I cant do anything about it.

"Edward oh my-" Rosalie was cut off by Carlisle. Edward, you are- then I felt it, it was warm and wet and it was running down my cheek. It didn't smell like it usually does. It stunk, rust and salt…as Bella had once explained it. I was crying, I was crying blood.

"Jasper what is he feeling?"

"sadness, he feels responsible. It feels like he is dying, Carlisle. He is dying along with Bella." dying, Bella is dying. I am dying. We are dying. The world stops spinning. Life will end for all. We tried to beat the odds. When fate bet against us, we hit it full force. And now she is dying because of me, now I am dying because of me. I closed my eyes that were bloodstained by now, and remembered.

"Edward Cullen is staring at you…" "hasn't anyone told you that life isn't fair?" "and then you didn't answer my first question…" "so what you're saying is that I'm your brand of heroine?" "And so the lion fell in love with the lamb…" "What a stupid lamb…" "What a sick, masochistic lion…"

Then it all went black, and I think for the first time in almost one hundred years I fell into a deep black unpleasantly awful icy dreamless sleep.

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