A/N: Yay, Chapter 12 is up :D Love to the world and... eh... all my fans :D
I almost did it, again. I almost slept with her, again. But this time, I managed to stop myself in time. I don't wanna hurt her again, not ever again. Not my Hinata. But she's not really mine… Dammit. I want her to be mine, but it'll never be like that, no matter how much I love her, and kiss her. She won't ever like me… Even if she seemed quite turned on before… I mean, she did kiss back and such… Maybe it just was because she didn't wanna make me feel bad…. It's Hinata after all… Man… Maybe I just should try to forget her… I mean, I called Bugboy after that she had left, and he came here, and I told him the whole thing, from the beginning, and instead of giving me advices, he HIT me! A straight right into my face! And then his bugs bit me! Fucking Bugboy… I'll kick his sorry butt later. And Since Bugboy, is an ass, and don't wanna help me, I have to figure out something by myself… Dammit. I'm bad at this… I was just lucky that I could stop myself today… I gotta get away from her. I'll go and talk to the Hokage later, and ask for permission to train outside the village… far away from the village… I hope she'll let me do that… Or else I'll leave anyway. I have to get away from Hinata a while… And Besides, I actually have to train. And spend some quality time with Akamaru. And forget how wonderful Hinata is, and how intoxicating her smell is. How beautiful her eyes are in moonlight, and how her laughter makes my heart stop for a second. How her lips tasted when I kissed her for the first time…
I really have to forget her… She deserves better than me, and she won't ever love me. She's totally out of my league. She's put of everyone's league. She has to be an angel, or goddess or something… I wonder how long I've been in love with her… Probably since we got to know each other better… Damn, I hate love. I'll totally leave this village soon, preferably tomorrow morning. And I won't bring any unnecessary with me. Just my ninjathings and Akamaru. And maybe some food. Not even this diary. It'll just remind me of Hinata.
Well. I guess I won't write in this for a while now.
Kiba
A/N: No, This is not the end of this story. I would never end a story like this D: If I ever does, The end of the world will be near XD