i wasnt planning for it to be this way but we have reached the end: dont cry my dears i'm writing a second. (im up for cool titles for black mist 2)

okay answers to my wonderful reviewers

inside joke "reklass flirting WHITE FLAG" my frnd and her crush were walkin w. me and he was majoirly flirting...badly i might add. and i said REKLASS FLIRTING WHITE FLAG then he agian flirted horribly and i said REKLASS FLIRTING RED FLAG IF U GET A GREEN THEN UR GOING TO SUCKY FLIRTRS JAIL..and so he got a purple flag thats 2 past green tehe.

okay and also...dont worry when this is all over and i start the next fanfic u will kno wat will happen so yaahh!!

special thnx 2 Mindori Takahashi for the idea of Leah Clearwaters doing. i made her imprint but it was ur idea to add her! thnk u darling!!

oh and special thnx to ILYMICHY ur amazing u have been here the whole time

DISCLAIMER: if you're the queen of england then i own twilight...pllzzz b the queen of england!!

(keep in mind my ppl on my profile i said i'm not a Jacob fan..i still like him but he isnt my man. keep that in mind.) okie dokie happy reading!!

KK

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Chapter 20

Forever and always, with you I will be

Forever and always, with you I will be hidden in darkness farther than you will ever see, lurking beneath the shadows past the vision of those who lurk at night. Forever I'll be here, just close your eyes and pucker your lips and I will kiss thy with all the love I can give. You will never be alone, my precious, I will love thy with everything I have for eternity.

I awoke to the sent of warm oatmeal. "Jake I don't think I can eat anything really." he pushed it forward, well there's something Edward and him have in common. I stopped breathing, I cant help but wonder what Edward is doing right now. What he is thinking right now.

"I don't care, eat." he ordered. I obediently took a bite, it tasted great. I ate the whole bowl within minutes, I hadn't realized how hungry I was. "we have a big day ahead of us, today we fight." I tensed up. I leaned over the side of the bed and threw up the whole bowl of oatmeal. Jacob held my hair back. When I was done I was crying.

"I'm sorry baby, I shouldn't have made you eat.."

"I don't want you to fight Jake. Not for me." I hugged his huge body, I knew if Edward never showed back up. If he never came back I would be with Jake. But I knew I couldn't be, I knew he wasn't what I really wanted. As much as I would like him to be, because every time I touch or hug him Edwards face pops into my mind. I still don't want him to get hurt, or fight non the less.

"I'm not fighting for you, I'm fighting for what is right. It just happens that you fit right into that." I turned to the side of the bed, vomiting again. He pulled me to him and kissed the top of my head. "it will all be okay, you will be with him forever. It will be so when I am leader."

"but you wont be happy." I looked up at him and a tear fell.

"we are not talking about me, Bella," he held my face in his huge hands. Tears were flowing, from mental and physical pain. He sighed, "Bella I love you. If you are happy than I am happy."

I shook my head and he pulled me closer in a kiss, there was no love in that kiss. There was only desperation and fear. He pulled away and I sobbed. "we will win, Isabella, no fear my darling everything will be okay." he picked me up and cradled me and he brought me outside into and underground cellar placing me on a stiff bed.

"promise me you wont get hurt." I laid there in his arms for a long time, before he spoke.

"I promise Bella with all my heart." he sighed. We laid there for what seemed like minutes but could have been hours, when he spoke again. "I have to go, be safe. don't worry about me. I will come and get you. It will be okay I promise." he kissed me long and hard once more leaving me alone with a small fridge of food and blankets and a pillow. I laid down and cried.

It was cold, dark, wet, and lonely. I had never felt so utterly and completely alone in my whole life.

I was sobbing, uncontrollably. I couldn't breath, but then again when have I ever been able to breath. It has been a long time since Jacob left me here, it was cold in here. I have been throwing up the last three hours or so, from terror and then pain that was stabbing my insides. I held my stomach. I think the stitches broke, because I feel wetness that is making me want to puke more.

I've waited for him, I'm starting to worry more than ever before. I've been hearing howling noises that could only have come from a dying wolf. I've been praying for that to be a certain wolf. Laying alone in the darkness really had me thinking about some things. Life is short, even if you happen to be eternal.

You have to do what you want while you still can.

I heard a wail, no. I started to cry. I hated to not know what was going on. Growls invaded the screaming.

Then it was all quiet. "no!" I was sobbing loudly now. Then I felt him, his frosty arms were around me. He was kissing my hair.

"it will be okay love, it is all over." I turned towards him. I hugged him, I didn't know what to say.

"where is he." it sounded more like a command than a question, it was more of a command than a question. Edward tensed at the words.

"Edward." I looked at him.

"come." he swung me up and took me out of the dark. The clouds were a heavy black color. The wind whistled. No one spoke a word. Edward led me to where the other wolves were. They let us pass. I gasped and started bawling.

"Jacob! Oh lord Jake NO!" I couldn't breath. He was laying there, naked most likely. He had been covered up by a weaved blanket. His insides were strewn every where. He had a huge gaping hole in his stomach. My knees started to wobble. I fell down beside him.

"I'm sorry," he whispered hoarsely.

"what the hell are you apologizing for JAKE?!" I shouted. What the heck! He smiled a little then winced.

"I-I didn't keep my promise to you. I got hurt." despite my tears and sorrow I giggled. Maybe he would be okay.

I ran my fingers through his long messy black hair, "yeah, I can see that."

"don't cry." He whispered. I tried to stop but it didn't work.

"oh Jake," he put his index finger on my lips to silence me. He was cold as Edward, cold as death.

"don't say your goodbyes now, my love. You will never die Bella, Edward promised me he will take care of you." I nodded as he caressed my cheek. What ever he wants. "you're everything I've ever wanted, I love you so much."

I leaned down and kissed him. He closed his eyes.

"I love you, too Jake." I laid down beside his big body laying my head on his now freezing chest. Carlisle walked over to help, I knew he would be okay. I prayed he would, Carlisle was an amazing doctor. He was going to be okay, we would be okay.

Flashback

(right when Jacob leaves Bella in the cellar.)

Jacob POV

I hated to leave her alone in there, it was hard. But I will never regret this decision. They threatened her life, she is my life. I wanted to kill them, more than I wanted to kill Edward. I know I'm going to loose it when I see them. I'm glad she wont have to watch this. Its going to get nasty, real fast. I know I'm only 16, practically 17. It doesn't matter, nothing does. I stepped out of the shadows and they were there.

Just as I imagined I started shaking, I hated him. I want him to feel my hatred. I exploded into werewolf form then.

why Sam?! Why the hell are you doing this. I growled.

why are YOU protecting her? She's nothing Jake. Join us, or die. I wanted to kill him, and he knew it. We were sharing our feelings. I didn't dare move an inch unless I wanted to die right then and there and I promised Bella I would go back to her.

I'd rather die than join you. What would Emily think about this? She would be so disappointed Sam. I tried to keep my thoughts calm. My hair was standing on end, all of it.

That can be arranged…and she would agree. She does agree. I promise you that Jacob Black. She loves me enough to trust my decisions. he bared his teeth at me.

that's not love, that's slavery. then he pounced on me, tearing at my skin. I bit at his face, blood rushing down it. No one dared move.

don't move, this is my kill. I heard Sam's thoughts as clearly as if they were my own. Before I could she was their, teeth bared as mine. Leah Clearwater. I couldn't have asked for anything better. I didn't want her here, but it felt good to have her beside me. I will protect her with all cost.

I'm here Jake. Don't blink or I might take them all myself. she growled between her teeth, it was low in her chest and everyone backed up a little bit. Leah may be a girl but she is a fierce fighter. he deserves to die for everything that he has done. He doesn't deserve this life.

As much as I agreed with her I hated to hear her think it. You stupid hoe what are you doing here? You should be off baking cookies, or cleaning my house. I gaped at him, I could have jumped him right there. How dare him talk to her that way. I hadn't wanted anyone to know, that is partly why Leah and I weren't a part of the pack any more, but we imprinted. Both of us, on each other. It was so intense. Of course I was still in blazing deep passionate love with Bella. But Leah was deeper than that, she was my world.

Take that back Sam, you little…. I thought the most nastiest names I could bare.

I hope you're enjoying my sloppy seconds Jacob. Little Jacob, how was kindergarten today? Did you learn how to wipe your own ass? Leah jumped on him.

She tore at him angrily, I managed to fight beside her. I wanted her to have nothing to do, but of course she wouldn't have that.

I knew she still had feelings for him, deep hatred. But under it all I saw the love in her eyes, and she saw the love in mine. Back up Leah, you aren't going to die today. I instructed, usually our mates will obediently do as told, but Leah was different she was stubborn and I loved her for that.

We pushed and ripped at Sam, the other wolves were voluntarily fighting along side Sam. I couldn't see why. Leah was tearing at him, while I was throwing my former brothers to the side. Then he hit her to the side she slammed into a tree then passed out. I ran to the tree, she had changed back into her human form and was lying there naked and in a large amount of tremendous pain. She managed to open an eye, "Jake I love you, kick his sorry ass for me." I was human again lying next to her, I kissed her.

"after this lets get married okay?" she nodded, I through a jacket over her.

Sam was human too, now. He cussed. "well its old black Adam and Eve how cute." he jumped up transforming back into wolf form. I blocked him changing in mid air with him. We fought for a long time after that.

I knew I was going to loose, he had the upper hand. I was alone.

Then I smelt it. The vampires were here. They attacked the other paralyzed werewolves. Then Edward, came face to face with Sam and I.

"I don't know how it happened but Alice had a vision, that you needed us." he growled and jumped on Sam. My bones were broken I could feel it but I fought on. Edward was biting Sam everywhere, as was I. the venom hurt worse though. It doesn't turn us, it kills us. Or at least kills where it can reach…it has some effect on the vampires too. I don't know what though, they probably get an extra power or something.

that is what happened to Billy, Jake. A vampire bit his legs. He got it before it reached any where else. that's why he is paralyzed. how dare him.

We fought harder, everything was going our way before I felt it. Sam had ripped a hole through me tearing out my insides. I fell to the ground, wailing in pain. I was loosing blood fast and I knew I wouldn't last. Edward tell Bella I love her, and kill him. Kill him for me. Love Bella for me, hold her for me. Kiss her for me. Keep her safe, Edward. Do not let her die. You deserve her, no matter what happens. I closed my eyes. I saw Edward lunge at Sam finishing him off. The rest of the pack was silent. I had changed back into my human form. I closed my eyes my entire feeling was gone in my body. There was no more pain.

I heard an angle crying my name, "Jacob! Oh lord Jake NO!" the angle was sobbing. I looked up at her. My Bella.

"I'm sorry,"

"what the hell are you apologizing for JAKE?!" she sobbed on me. I smiled and winced, dang that hurt.

"I-I didn't keep my promise to you. I got hurt." she giggled under her tears.

She ran her fingers through my hair, "yeah, I can see that."

"don't cry." I whispered. I didn't want the last thing I saw of her to be a sad face.

"oh Jake," I put my index finger on her warm soft lips.

"don't say your goodbyes now, my love. You will never die Bella, Edward promised me he will take care of you." I caressed her beautiful face. "you're everything I've ever wanted, I love you so much."

She kissed me and I closed my eyes. Everything seemed to be drifting, getting farther and farther away.

"I love you, too Jake." she sounded like the wind when she talked. Beautiful and graceful and barely there. She laid down beside me laying her head on my chest, she felt barely there light as a feather. I took a deep breath of her everything was fading too fast. Evaporating at the touch of me. My eyelids closed they weighed a thousand pounds. All I wanted to do was sleep.

Finally my body and I gave in, I closed my eyes and I let the black mist consume me completely.

i might not like Jacob but i didnt plan on him dying. it was hard for me to write and i cried. but i have a plan for his return (in a way) i thought giving him a lil luvv b4 he was gone waz good. plz dont chew me out i didnt plan on him dying it jus happened. my imagination haz a mind ov its ownn!!

dont worry Bells and Eddiekenz r still a go never dought that for a sec.

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