DICLAMER i don't own inuyasha at all but i would love to be with sesshomaru


The shows after sesshoamru came were more amazing. He had put light shows on Kaogme and had Rin sing with her in a few shows but that was because she pessered him. Kagome was still heart broken and miroku kept quite about the fact around Sesshomaru. Sesshomaru had wanted kagome even before they met. Rin would ask her if she would be her mother but Kagome would say no and run off.


Kagome would sing on stage and every one would love her. After Paris was london. She felt that she need to be herself again. She tore the black clothes out of her dressing room and replaced them with the old clothes that she had before the trouble began.

"Hey london, I know you might of heard of me going black but that is over. I couldn't live a lie but here is a song that will help my heart heal and movie on."

Cannot touch, cannot hold, cannot be together
Cannot love, cannot kiss, cannot love each other
Must be strong and we must let go
Cannot say what our hearts must know

How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone

'She is amazing! How can she be so sad. Comfort her. Your brother is the one that did this to her. No I couldn't do that it could reopen the wound on her heart. Then ask her out she needs a man that will love her and not cheat on her. No because I don't know what that will do to her. Ha I got you to say you care for someone. Shutup'

Cannot dream, cannot share sweet and tender moments
Cannot feel how we feel, must pretend its over
Must be brave and we must go on, must not say
What weve known all alongHow can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone

How can I not love you
'what is this feeling for her its love you idiot will you just stop talking to me nope and maybe you do care to much no she reminds me of the girl I helped years ago

Flash back

"HELP anyone" said a girl down in well

"Hold on I will get you out of the well" said sesshomaru pulling out the girl with his boa

"thank you, how can I repay you?" said the girl pulling at her wet hair

"Nothing but never go near this well again"

"will do. Um one more thing when I fell I think I hurt my ankel."

"sure were do you live?"

end of flashback

"sesshomaru are you ok?" asked miroku after getting off the phone

"Yah I was just remembering something from my past."

Must be brave and we must be strong
Cannot say what weve known all alongHow can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone

How can I not love you
When you are gone


After the show kagome went to the dressing room and started crying. Sesshomaru was passing by and hear her crying then her start to sing

"if I never knew you if I never felt this love I would never have no inkling of how precious life can be"

"is that a new song?" asked sesshomaru walking in.

"I don't know…I…I just can't heal the wound on my heart." Said kagome sniffling

"well maybe it is time to move on and find a new man to put in place of that wound."

"no I can't I mean I still love inuyaha but he got married to kikyo just last week and it is to painful to think of him."

"Kagome. I know I look like Inuyasha and you might think I act like inuyasha…"

"How did you find out?"

"Rin, now let me finish. I know that I might not be someone that you would love but you have touched me so much. You remind me of some one that I helped years ago. I have searched for her every single day and seeing you reminds me of her. Also I can't help but care for you not as a manager but as a man in love. I would be lost without you"

"sesshomaru I can't but feel the same way. You remind me of a boy that helped me years ago. You see I fell into a well and this boy pulled me up and brought me home and I have wished to tell him thanks for it because it has made me stronger."

"was the well you fell in by a old tree that was said to stop time?"

"Yes. Why?"

"you're the one I have been searching for."

"sess…" sesshomaru jumped over to her and started kissing her and the tears from his eyes mixed with hers and fell to the floor.

"Daddy. Does this mean Kagome is my new mommy."

"sorry Rin I don't know. Only if she wants to be."

"Rin I love you as my own but before anything I would like to test your father to see if he would pass as my boyfirend or husband."

"ok." Rin skipped off closing the door behind her.

"what test?"

"In a few weeks we are going to be in girl central and I am going to see if you are true to me or just another inuyasha or kouga."
"Fine. Did you know that I used to sing in my younger days. Back when we were the age we met at the well."

"I will write a song for the both of us to sing for the next concert."

"ok my love."


this song is how can i not love you? by Joy Enriquez's i hope you like this. I do need help with music for the next few chapters so please help by giving the name and artist becuase if i don't have songs then there is no chapter please review or no chapters