I'm so sorry that it's taken so long for this chapter but I've been stressing about chemistry but that all done with now so future ch. shouldn't take as long. thanks letitrain810 for the song idea. so far its between that one and one other that i found not to sure which one it'll be. so please R&R tell me if i messed it up with this ch. i own nothing of instant star.

Disgusting Secrets

Oh-my-gosh this place is so perfect.

"So what do you think of the place?" I turned to look at Cody, who was showing me around on the most perfect apartment.

"I love it!! How soon can I move in?" I twirled around taking it all in. It wasn't really bigm but had enough room for all of my things. I was only one person after all.

"Well as soon as you like. But there is one thing about your age. You said you were only 16 didn't you? You'll need your parents written consent to be able rent it. Will that be a problem?" he said while looking at me, seeming slightly worried.

"Nope, no problem at all actually I have their written consent with me actually. They weren't sure when I'd find one so they gave it to me earlier. They had to move for a job, and since I wanted to stay with my friends they thought it would be a good experience for me." I lied flawless, knowing he was eating it all up. I think he might even have a bit of a crush on me, the way he was looking at me when we were downstairs. It was kind of distgusting since he had to be at least 35, and had a wedding ring on, but I'd put up with it as long as I could move into this gorgeous apartment. I mean it was 10 minutes away from the studio and 20 minutes aways from school. All I really had to worry about would be them finding out that my parents hadn't really given me consent but hopefully the letter that they hadsupposedly written would be enough.

"Ok well than all that's left is for you to sign the lease and it's all yours. Also there are some regulations. If you are going to be moving and heavy furniture into you apartment you must notify us so we can okay it. You don't need to worry about doing that with a bed or couch since those are normal items, but if you put a knew fridge in their or anything we would like to know. Also you can decorate and paint within reason. If we have any reason to suspect anything inappropriate and illegal is going on we hold the right to enter your apartment without your prior knowledge. Will all that be okay?"

Enter my apartment when I'm not their? Hell no that wont be okay.

"Uh yea, sure just let me look over the lease and I can get it back to you right away."

"Okay well here you go. If you ever need anything, anything at all just give me a call." He told me with a smile that told that he meant that with a double meaning. Could he actually think I would be attracted to someone old enough to be my dad and was married? God, why the hell are all men so dense.

"Yep, can do. So once I give this back to you I can move in?"

"Yes you can. Once you give me back the lease I'll give you the keys and you'll be all set."

"Great, well I have to go know, but thank you so much for showing me the apartment." With that I left quickly. Hopefully I wouldn't have to spend too much time with him, he just gave me the creeps. Well at least I know have an apartment. Now all I have to do is beak the news to Sadie. Oh joy.

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"Sadie please be reasonable. You'll be completely fine by yourself. I just can't live here any more. I'd think you'd be happy. You'll have the whole house to yourself."

"No Jude you can't move out. You have to stay here. Your not even 18, so you can't even legally live by yourself yet." Sadie finished saying, looking obviously smug, like she'd found a way to stop me.

"No Sadie, I'm moving out and it's your decision."

"No it might not be mine but I bet it's is mom's and dads. Or did you conveniently forget to tell them?"

Damn she did have me their but she obviously doesn't realize I have way worse things on her than she has on me.

"Oh and would it also be their concern to know that you made out with coach Smith? Or that you had sex with the school guidance counselor when you were 14?"

"I-I-I don't know what your talking about I never did anything like that."

"Sadie don't play dumb. Mom and Dad might have not known but I do and so does pretty much the whole school." Oh god I feel so sick doing even saying these things out loud but I know if I don't she really would call Mom maybe even Dad. I just couldn't really believe that she'd done that with either of them. First off our gym teacher is like 40 something and not exactly fit, so I'm pretty sure the only reason she did that was to pass PE. The guidance counselor though I really don't know why she would subject herself to that.

"Look I don't want to tell anyone anything and I'm pretty sure you don't want me to either so you keep quiet about what you know and I'll keep quiet about what I know. Got it?"

"You know what? Fine. I don't want you living here anyways. All you ever do is flirt with my boyfriends, when it's so obvious that all they want is me. Just like your trying to steal Tommy from me. He loves ME not you."

All I could do was just look at her with shock. Since when had I flirted with her boyfriends? The only one I want that she has is Tommy and I've never flirted with him. Well at least not in front of her.

Not that I want Tommy any ways. He's a jerk and will always be one.

Deciding that it would be worthless to try and argue with her I just turned away from her and went up to my room to pack all my stuff.

I had to admit though I didn't really have all that much. I had already earlier come up and dismantled my bad and loaded it into my car, which I had just gotten back from the garage. Turns out all that was wrong with it was I'd killed that battery again.

Other than my bed though I didn't really have a lot of stuff. I mean I had my clothes, my C.D's, my guitar, some photo's and that really it. I'd have to buy a couch, and a T.V since I didn't have my own. Since I had my own suit cases I started shoving all of my clothes into them. Once that was done I realized I still had one empty suitcase, so I put my C.D's in their, along withal my makeup and other random things that didn't really have a place.

After that though I was done. It hadn't even taken me half an hour to finish and now I was just plain bored. It was only 9pm but I didn't really feel like going out. The best thing would probably to just get some sleep so I can be out of the house before Sadie woke up.

Thinking that I just realized I'd have a problem. I had already taken apart my bed and put it in my car. Where the heck was I going to sleep?