heres the next ch. please don't get mad i know everyone once some Jommy action and it will happen i just couldnt have Jude give just like that. the club by the way is completely made up with the help of my ever annoying brothers. well PLZ R&R tell me what ya think of it so far. i own nada of instant star.
Dancing Drama
Jude's POV
I always thought living on my own would be so cool and exiting, but in reality its just plain BORING. I can't invite anyone over because all my current friends well don't really seem to like me much. Sadie would find a way to ruin it, Kat would claim I was making a move on Jamie if I invited him, and if I invited Kat all she would talk about was how in love her and Jamie are, thinking that she was rubbing it in my face.
I really need to get some new friends. Seriously all my current ones were either assholes, really jealous, drunks, or just plain weird.
Maybe I'll just go clubbing tonight. It was already my second night living by myself and I was kind of lonely. The only person who really knows that I'm living on my own is Sadie and so far she's kept her promise.
Okay so clubbing. I wonder if there are any new clubs around here they should let me even without ID, but just in case I'd take my fake ID
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When I got to Diva Dive, which was supposed to be the hottest thing ever, at least for now, I couldn't believe how many people that were here. I hadn't ever heard of the before now. I had decided on wearing a shiny light blue mini skirt, a tight black wife beater, with some really cute black sandals. I had thought I looked pretty good but looking around I saw way hotter girls around, in much more revealing clothes. I started feeling pretty uncomfortable what with some of the girls glaring at me and some of the guys staring at, but you know what? I came here to have some fun and that's what I'm going to.
Deciding that, I went on to the dance floor and just started dancing, not caring what people thought. I ended up grinding with a random guy who came up behind me. We danced together for a few dances, each one getting more provocative, him started to move his hands all over my body, until all of a sudden I was pulled off the dance floor. I turned around trying to see who the heck was pulling me off the dance and came face to face with Tommy.
I could literally feel the shock on my face. What right did he have to interfere withmy life? What the heck did I ever do to him? I hadn't slept with anyone in his family!
"What the hell Tommy!!! You have no right!!!" I spat at him more angry than I knew I rightly should have been
"I have no right? I'm not the one dressed like a hooker!!"
"No, you're the one who sleeps with them." I told him a sweetly as possible, when all I really wanted to do was scratch out his eyes.
"What the hell are you talking about? Is this all because I slept with Sadie? You and I aren't dating, so I can do whatever the fuck I want."
Instantly after saying that he looked shocked like he couldn't believe he'd really said that to me. But he couldn't take it back and I wasn't going to forget.
"Well since yournot my boyfriend, I think I have a right to do what I want, and if I want to be dancing or sleeping with every guy in here its not any of your concern. So ya I think I'll see you much later, like at the studio."
With that, i pulled out of his grip and stormed off, not really in the mood for a club after having to deal with Tommy, but not wanting to look like I was leaving just because he had told me to. So trying to make it look like I was ignoring him I danced 3 more songs, each with a different guy.
After that though I just couldn't take it, so I left not really caring what he thought I was doing one way or another, planning on just going back to my apartment and have a nice relaxing bath before going to sleep.
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Tommy's POV
(earlier)
After leaving the studio for the day I decided to try and just relax and forget all the drama with Jude and Sadie and go to a club a new club called Diva Dive, with some old friends. First though I had to try and figure a way to make up my being an ass.
I could send her flowers or something but then she might take that the wrong way, since we really still can't be together. Maybe I could throw her a big 17th birthday party, or get her a new guitar. Damn, all these thing are ways to make up for little mistakes. I need something to make up for a whopper of one.
Finally, fully frustrated with myself, I got ready for the club. When I was almost ready I decided I'd go by taxi since I was pretty sure I was going to get pretty wasted.
When I got to it was really hopping, packed wall to wall with people. I danced briefly before going back to the bar for a drink and to look around for my buddies. They were supposed to be here all ready but I couldn't see them anywhere. They were probably just lost in the crowd.
Feeling a little self-pity, I ordered another drink, and turned around to watch the different people dancing. All of a sudden I spotted Nick, one of my so-called buddies who were supposed to meet me here. He was dancing with this really cute chick from what I could see from a back view. I studied them waiting for her to turn around he could see what she looked like. What he knew so far was that she looked really good in a mini skirt and wife beater. She had this incredible red hair that I'd only seen before on Jude. Then she turned around and I almost had a heart attack.
That girl was no other than my Jude. What was my Jude doing here dancing like that? Wearing clothing like that? She should be at home in bed not acting like some common slut.
Feeling a rush of anger I rushed over a pulled her away from him, and off the dance floor. When she saw who was dragging her she had such a look of shock that I almost just said sorry and left her alone. But then she opened her mouth.
"What the hell Tommy!!! You have no right!!!" I felt my own anger rising at her words and yelled back angrily,
"I have no right? I'm not the one dressed like a hooker!!" Oh shit did I just call Jude a hooker? I did, oh god why do I always make things worse. I felt a moment of remorse that didn't last, once she opened her mouth again.
"No, you're the one who sleeps with them."
"What the hell are you talking about? Is this all because I slept with Sadie? You and I aren't dating, so I can do whatever the fuck I want." Damn me into hell. I'm such an ass that even I know it. I felt so bad after saying that since she did have a reason to be angry and I just kept rubbing it in her face. I knew I'd pay for saying that to her and I did with what she said next.
"Well since yournot my boyfriend, I think I have a right to do what I want, and if I want to be dancing or sleeping with every guy in here its not any of your concern. So ya I think I'll see you much later at the studio."
After hearing her say that I knew I'd pushed her too far. I had wanted to make it up to her for sleeping with Sadie but I had just made it so much worse. When she pulled herself out of my grip and started walking off I let her go. If I kept her with me I'd just end up hurting her so much more than I already have.
I kept an eyes while she danced a while longer, before eventually leaving, thankfully alone. I had been scared she might really go home with some guy she just met and do god knows what, and I don't think I could take Jude becoming one of those girls. The ones who sleep around, getting drunk and stoned every night.
I couldn't keep doing this to her. She was right I had no claim over her, although I wanted some so badly. If only she was a few years older I could date her without any guilt at taking advantage of her youth. As it is I feel like a dirty old man, lusting after a 16 year old.
Deciding I'd just have to try and ignore the attraction I left soon after Jude, since all I ever seem to do is hurt her, hoping for the first time that night that she doesn't forgive me, because if she came to me willing and eager I knew I wouldn't have the strength to resist giving her anything she wanted.