so heres the next chapter, and its in honor of me actually passing all my exams, even chem. hope you enjoy. if anyone has any tips for me to make it better PLZ say so I want to try and improve it. plz R&R. I own nothing of instant star. srry for any spelling mistakes but in my defense it's2am.

Interruptions

Jude's POV

"So Jude how's the song going?" Looking up from my notebook, I saw Darius staring at me with an expectant look on his face.

"Uh, yep its coming along. It will be ready for tonight. I just have a few tweaks to do here and there."

"Well that's good, I was just worried since I haven't been getting any updates from Tommy, so I figured something must be wrong." Darius said obviously fishing for the reason.

"Well I wanted it to be a surprise, and Tommy understands that." I had to think fast, I couldn't let him think there was anything going on. If he did I would be so screwed, he might even want to use it for media and I just couldn't take having something that was still so raw on display for the entire world.

"Ok then I'll leave you to it then. Make us a hit."

"Uh-huh." Trying to do as he asked and make the song a hit, I found my mind wandering.

Over the past two days I had gone out of my was to stay away from Tommy. Just looking at him was like a glaring reminder that I wasn't good enough for him, even though I know that I shouldn't feel this way. If anything he's not good enough for me, but my stupid head doesn't seem to be able to get that through to my heart.

Giving up on trying to alter the song anymore, I got up and decided to go back to my apartment until it was time come back. I still wasn't sure if I should be singing this song since Tommy will know how I feel. But on the other hand it was a really, really good song, even by my standards. It had been a sort of vent for all of these confusing feelings, and while I knew it was kind of harsh that was just the way I had been feeling and it's their fault anyways.

I left G-Major and took the bus back to my apartment. When I reached it I let out a relieved sigh. It had been sort of my haven since the incident with Tommy at the club. It was the one place where I didn't feel like I was disappointing someone. At G-Major I felt like I was disappointing Darius and all my fans. When I talked with or about Sadie I felt like I was letting her down, even though she had done everything to herself. The only person I knew I really shouldn't be feeling bad about was Tommy, but in a way I felt like I let him down the most. The way he looks at me sometimes like it's my fault that this is all happening.

Walking around my apartment I was stuck at how right it all felt. Living on my own, taking care of just myself, even though I did feel guilty about leaving Sadie to fend for herself in her present condition. It really wasn't her fault she was so messed up. She had had to deal with knowing Dad was cheating all by herself and keep it a secret which had to have been hard considering she had always been closer to Mom than I had. The biggest thing though was that he had used Sadie as a way to sneak around with his mistress, like he didn't know what it was doing to her.

Mad at myself for thinking such depressing thoughts, I made myself start to get ready for tonight.

I set out my dress on my bed, along with the matching heels and the make-up I'd have to apply later. Once I was sure I had everything out that I would need I went to have a nice relaxing bath, knowing I had to be strong tonight and not let stupid Tommy or stupid Sadie get to me and put my knew I-pod to use and started listening to it while I tried soak out all of the pain.

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Tommy's POV

Getting ready for the party had been easier than I had thought it would. Since it had been Darius's idea, he was the one who oversaw everything leaving me to think about Jude and what I was going to do. I had to get her to be either willing to work with me or get her to request a knew producer, since I couldn't have everyone knowing what was going on between us. Well that or I'd just have to find a new job which really wouldn't be that hard, now that I thought about it, after all I was Little Tommy Q, even if I despised how I'd gotten the name.

Trying to figure it all out had taken over my full attention, so much so that I didn't see the person in front of me until I had run right into her.

"Tommy! I've been leaving you messages, but you hadn't gotten back to me so I decided to come see you at work. We really need to coordinate our clothes for tonight don't you think? I want us to look really good together, so I think I'm going to wear the knee length red dress. You know the one with the pink trim?" Looking at Sadie, I was so confused I didn't even know where to start. Since when were we dating, and I knew for a fact I hadn't asked anyone to come with me to the party.

"Sadie what the hell are you talking about?" I asked, slightly incredulous.

"The party tonight. You are taking me right? I mean we are dating!! How would it look like if you didn't take your girlfriend, but some trashy slut!!" Sadie said, starting to sound slightly hysterical.

"Sadie we are not dating. What we did at your house was a mistake. It happened almost by accident don't you understand? You were drunk and I just don't like you like that." I tried to say as gently as possible.

"Huh, well you like me enough to sleep with me!!" She threw back at me.

"Sadie lets not do this here, please. Just go home, get Jude to make you some coffee or something to sober you up." I said trying to be the rational one here, since she smelling slightly of vodka.

"Jude!! You've got to be kidding me!! Why would I even let her do that after she keeps trying to split us up. Anyways she's not even living with me anymore, she got her own apartment." Sadie said with a bit of a sneer in her voice.

"When?" I asked slightly desperate. How could Jude just move and not tell anyone? She's not even old enough to live by herself.

"Well a few days ago I guess. Why? It's not like it a concern of yours. She's just being a spoiled little brat. She'll move back in once she figures out how hard it is to live by herself. Till then I have the house all to myself, so if you ever wanted to come over we could have some fun, if you know what I mean." Sadie said with obvious innuendo in her voice.

"Sadie can you just focus for two fricken' seconds!! Where did Jude move to?" I asked getting more and more frustrated by the minute. Couldn't she understand I didn't have any feelings for her? Couldn't she understand that Jude needed her help, not her criticism?

"The fens worth hotel on third street. Apartment 59," Sadie said grudgingly obviously knowing would find out one way or another.

Knowing where Jude was, I quickly left G-Major, not even stopping to say thanks to Sadie, since she didn't really deserve it.

When I reached my viper I got in quickly, thinking that I had to figure something out. It was my fault Jude and Sadie weren't even talking to each other anymore, and I had to fix it, even if I had to take all of the blame.

When I reached the apartment building, I was slightly impressed. She had picked a good place to live, which was at least something. As I got to the step I buzzed an apartment at random saying I had a flower delivery since I was pretty sure Jude wouldn't let me up on her own.

Once I got in the elevator however I was hit with doubts. Was I really doing the right thing trying to interfere? Did I even have the right to after all the pain I'd caused her?

The elevator however seemed to make the decision for me when it reached her floor, and not knowing what else to do I stepped out of the elevator, and hopefully towards Jude.

When I got to her door I tried knocking and even ringing the doorbell but the was no answer. Slightly worried I tried the doorknob and found that it was unlocked. Should I go in and see if everything is all right or wait outside until either Jude comes out or something else happens? When I heard something fall from inside though I threw aside my worries and stepped inside on the off chance she might have an intrude. What I saw however was not what I expected. Jude was just coming out of what looked like the bathroom, but that's not what really shocked me. She was coming out naked, and didn't even seem to realize I was there at first, probably because of, I noted in the back of my head, the I-pod she was listening to and because her head was facing the floor as she towel dried her hair.

All I could really do was stare at her gorgeous body in shock. I had wanted this for so long, and I now that it had finally happened I knew she was even better looking than I had previously thought. Just then however, she stopped drying her hair and realized I was in her apartment, and stared at me in shock, obviously to stunned to cover herself up. Me on the other hand, I could have turned away, stopped looking, but I kind of knew this would likely be the only time I'd ever see Jude naked so I might as well look while I could, so I looked her over from head to toe trying to memorize to detail someone who would probably hate me forever, given that she had seen me naked with her sister and I had just broken into her apartment and seen her completely naked.

Yup, that's what I was looking forward to. Blind hatred.