i am soooooooooo sorry it took so long for me to update, wish i had an excuse as to why but honestly i dont its just been a few crappy weeks with everything just going wrong. hope you enjoy this chapter I'll try and get the next one posted within a day or two at the latest. PLZ R&R. i own ntohing of instant star. hope you enjoy.

Unanswered Questions

Jude's POV

He wants me to marry him? Has he all of a sudden become delusional?

As I paced back and forth in my apartment I had to admit to myself that I had briefly felt joy when I read the last note, but only momentarily I assured myself, only momentarily.

He must have done it as a joke, thinking hey why don't I freak Jude completely the hell out, wouldn't that just be hilarious?

Okay, there has to be a logical explanation. Maybe, um maybe the flowers were delivered to the wrong place!! I mean that happens all the time, right?

I'll just call him, and he'll explain why he's been drinking and we can just move past this. As I reached for my phone, I suddenly realized I couldn't call him, not if I didn't want him coming down here, and who knows what might happen then? Or what if he wanted to discuss what had happened in my apartment early? I mean yea I thought my first time would be a little more planned but I doubt talking about it will make it any better. No I should just wait till tomorrow, and discuss it then. He's probably asleep by now, and me calling him would just disturb him. Or better yet I can just pretend it never happened!!

It was probably just a mistake anyways. Or maybe a brief lapse in sanity.

I should just move on with my life, starting with my music. Looking at the clock it was only about 11:28pm and I knew I wouldn't be falling asleep any time soon, so I grabbed my car keys and decided to drive over to G-Major and do something useful with my time, and what's more useful than writing a new song?

Tommy's POV

Why hasn't she called?

That's what I had been thinking over and over again all through the night. She had gotten them. I know that for certain that she did, since the florist called me back, even described what she looked like. I had expected her to call, if only to yell at me. I mean I know I kind of came out of the blue with a marriage proposal, but to be completely honest, I've just had enough of staying away from Jude this whole time, so why should I have to? I mean people would still object, what with the age difference, but I just don't really care right now, I want Jude and I'm not going to live my life without her. Maybe I should just call her!! Yea that might work, or she might just think I've turned into some weird stalker dude. Crap, I have pretty much no solution. I can look like a stalker or I can go crazy wondering about how she reacted. Maybe I acted to soon. Maybe I should have gotten her to trust me a bit more before taking such a big leap.

I can't just sit here and do nothing!!!

Looking up at my clock I discovered it was already 1am. Maybe I should just go back to the studio and work on some of Jude's tracks? That would at least take up some time.

Determined to at least get something done, instead of just staring at a wall and worrying, I drove over to G-Major all the while thinking of Jude.

I had been fascinated by her the first moment I'd met her, I had to admit to myself at the very least if to no one else. Most girls when they realized I was going to be their producer would have been jumping up and down squealing about how lucky they were, but not Jude. No instead of that Jude had actually seemed mad and disappointed. I mean I know I have a it of an ego but I never thought I could get that insulted by someone of little to no importance, no less that that person happened was a teenager. So I admit that I might not have been that nice to her in the beginning but she just always seems to bring out the worst in me, even when I hadn't even really known her. She just gets under my skin, with those big eyes and gorgeous hair and hot little body. Even when I actually try to be nice to her and do the right thing she takes it the wrong way, acting like I did something completely wrong. Like when I tried to warn her about Shay, I was just looking out for her best interest.

She just kept surprising me, over and over again, whether it was with a new song that just blew my mind, or like the first time she had a gig and had kissed me. Even though I put a stop to it right away I hadn't really wanted to. The only reason I had was because I knew Jude was just reacting to everything that was happening to her, and the fact that Georgia would probably make it so I wouldn't be able to walk straight for a long time if I ever did anything with one of her artists. I mean I like Jude a lot but at the time I wasn't about to risk my manhood for a quick fling.

Now though I think I would risk it, if only I could get Jude to actually trust me again. I mean, I'm sort of expecting her to throw something at me next time she sees me, but hopefully it'll be something that won't hurt that and I'm pretty I did the right thing anyway with proposing. I mean, I should have done it in person, but frankly, Jude can be pretty scary when she's mad, and I wasn't too sure how she might react.

Reaching G-Major I walked out of my car and stared at shock at Jude's car. Why had she come back here? Should I go in and talk to her or just leave her in peace? I mean she obviously came here for some peace and quiet but I really want to talk to her. She might even be able to give me the answer I hoped for about the whole proposing thing. Staring at her car and then back at G-Major undecided, the choice was pretty much taken out of my hands when Jude walked out of G-Major and saw me standing their, shock all over her pretty little face.

Jude's POV

What the hell is he doing here?

That's what I was thinking over and over again. I had thought I would be safe at G-Major, get some time to think, without having to have people sticking in their two-cents, but I think I just got a pretty big eye-opener on what really happens in here at night, that people do indeed come here at night, and not to work. So far this night I had interrupted Sadie making out with Kwest, which was frankly disgusting even though Kwest had the decency to look embarrassed while Sadie just asked if I could leave so thy could continue, EJ do a very inappropriate thing on Darius's desk with a guy who looked sort of familiar but since I hadn't really stuck around to find out who I wasn't to sure, and seeing a new office temp. having sex in the girls bathroom with what looked like her sisters boyfriend. I had pretty much ended up locked in the studio hoping that they would all just go away and leave me alone so I could think. I mean it is seriously disturbing thinking about what other employees might have done in here, so much so that I doubt I'll be going into any offices unless absolutely necessary. Really why don't they just go home and do whatever they were going to do their. I mean the office temp. person probably wouldn't be able to but Sadie had a big empty house and I'm sure EJ did to

When I had actually started to think about it, I had realized that I was in Tommy's studio, and what if had done the dirty with one of his blond bimbos? He's had quite a few in the time I've known him so who says they didn't do something right here where I'm sitting?

God I've need to get out of this building before I start imagining someone like Darius in here. Yuck.

Totally sickened by now, I had grabbed my coat and left G-Major, being careful to watch for any couples doing something weird, and just as I walked out of G-Major knew that God must hate me. Why else would all of these horrible things keep happening to me? Cause right next to my car stood Tommy in all his glory, obviously debating on whether or not to enter G-Major.