okay my temporary hiatis is over, thank god, ive had enough of pre-cal to last a life. so heres the last chapter, dont hate me once you read it, their WILL BE A SEQUEL, i just didnt want to end it predictably. So plz R&R. plz tell me what you think about this chapter, it was kind of strange to right and i'm not sure if i did their characters properly.i own nothing of instant star.

Harsh Endings

Jude's POV

"H-hey Tommy. What are you doing here?" I asked nervously.

Why did he always have to show when I least wanted to see him!! Why couldn't he just give me space, or better yet go play with one of his bimbo's and leave me the hell alone.

"Well I was planning to work on your record but since you're here maybe we could talk about, well everything?" Tommy asked me obviously nervous. What did he expect, that I was going to throw my shoe at him? Although now that I think about it, it does sound kind of intriguing……

"Yes, I would but you know its late and I should be going home and all so if you could just let me pass…"

Leaving however was obviously not going to be an option. As soon as I finished talking his face got the most determined look I'd ever seen on his face, and I knew that he would make me talk to him, one way or another.

"Look Jude I know this might be awkward , and I get why you wouldn't want to talk to me about everything, but Jude I'm not going to give in about this. We might not talk now but we will talk, do you understand me? I won't take no for an answer!! So what's it going to be, here and now or do you just want to keep prolonging it? I can wait as long as you can, but I think you'd agree that we might as well get it over and done with."

Why was he doing this to me? Couldn't he see that I didn't want to be having this conversation? But looking at his face I knew he won't give up.

"Fine. Talk. I'm listening." I said with as much force as I could. He couldn't see me weakening even for a second.

"I want to know your answer." Tommy said almost immediately after I had stopped talking.

Okay so just play dumb Jude and maybe he'll just forget the whole thing, I told myself as i tried to think of a way out of this.

"The answer to what?" I asked in a nervous voice, hoping Tommy would just let me be.

"You know the answer to that question as well as I do Jude, and I want an answer. If you don't give it to me then I guess I'll just have to follow you around until you do, won't I?" Tommy finished off, sounding so serious.

Why me?

Tommy POV

Why is she making me wait? Honestly by now she has to know how she's going to answer and is just doing this on purpose, to punish me for everything I've done.

"Tommy I really don't know what to say. I-I mean all this time you've been telling me that we c-can't, t-th-that you wouldn't, that you weren't that guy and then you drop something like that and expect me to take it without a thought? I can't turn my emotions on and off like you seem to be able to, Tommy!!" Jude finished, her voice slightly quivering over the last few words.

God what do I say now? That I'm sorry and I never meant to hurt Jude like that? That I just wanted the best for her, and the best was most definitely not me? That the only reason I was asking her this now was because I was just plain giving up on trying to resist her? That she was too good for someone with as much baggage as me?

"Jude, I know I've been confusing you and that I'm not making it any easier for you but I love you, okay? At fist I was, I guess you could say, infatuated with you, but after spending so much time with, heard how much passion you put into your music, I just love you." I tried to keep calm as I said the last few words as fast as possible, knowing that I was probably just going to be rejected after pretty much baring my soul to her.

"Y-you love me?" Jude asked me with obvious disbelief in her voice. "You love me now, when you can't have me is that it Tommy?" Oh crap. "Does the fact that I no longer need, or want you hurt little Tommy boys feelings? You think you can just waltz in and out of my life whenever and however you want and I'm just going to sit back and take you back every time? I lost my virginity to you not because I love you, but because I wanted you, two very different things, at least in my book they are. And as of now I can't even say that like you anymore. You and me are through, I'll get another producer, and you and your numerous bimbo's can ride off into the sunset together. I hope you all a long and happy life," Jude finished off bitterly.

How could she not even care about me? I know I've treated her badly, that she deserved so much better than I could offer, but still, I thought she had at least some feelings for me left inside of her.

Taking one last look at Jude I walked back to my viper and drove away, thinking of how I had just stupidly lost the one girl I have ever truly cared about, for a cheap, barely bearable one night stand.

Jude's POV

As I watched Tommy walk away I felt the tears start to flow. I could hardly stand to just watch him walk away after all the hurtful things I had just said.

But he deserved them, didn't he?

I mean he slept with Sadie, so he can't really care for me, he's just one of those boys who want what they can't have. But then how did I explain to myself the hurt I saw in his eyes as he left?

He had looked so crushed, that I had been so close to just breaking down and telling him the truth, that I loved him and had probably loved him from the first second I had met him, even as I had mocked him both to his face and behind it, but then where would that leave me when he left again? Broken hearted with no self respect. I knew that even if he claimed he wouldn't leave me eventually he would get bored and leave me, like always.

So, determined to stand my ground, even if I broke my heart in doing so, I watched as Tommy, the man who should have been able to love me, but hadn't, walked out of my life, hopefully forever.