Disclaimer-I own nothing, I often dream of owning Jason, but I always seem to wake up...Damn...

How can I pretend that I don't see
What you hide so carelessly
I saw her bleed
you heard me breathe
And I froze inside myself
And turned away
I must be dreaming

We all live, we all die,
That does not begin to justify you
-Bleed by Evanescence-

I woke up on Josef's bedroom floor, we never did make it to the bed. He was sound asleep, I pulled myself from his arms and stumbled to the bathroom. I turned on the cold water in the large bath tub and poured in the bubble bath. I lowered myself into the freezing water and relaxed as much as I could in my current state of mind.

I had gone against my own rules, I had told myself to not go over there, to not get back involved with him. And yet, here I am soaking in his large bathtub, and he's laying naked in the other room.

"Shit Sanura...how stupid are you?" I said it quite loud, not meaning too.

"I personally don't find you stupid at all." I looked up and saw Josef leaning against the door frame in all his naked glory. I took a deep breath to try to control myself. He walked further in and sat on the edge of the tub. "Is there in room in there for me?"

I smirked. "Always." He jumped in the bath and I let out a squeel. He just laughed at me.

So I was going against my rules again...but honestly...who could deny a naked Josef Konstantin? I know I'm not that strong...

-30 Minutes Later-

"Oh Mon Dieu! I actually wore this?" I pulled out a bright yellow and orange dress from the closet in shock.

He smiled at me. "It was the seventies...that's what girls wore..."

I shook my head. "Well I was an idiot." I threw the dress on the floor and went back, after much searching I found a red, rather revealing, dress. "Ah! I can't believe I left this! This is beautiful!" That's when it hit me. "I was wearing this the night we met..."

I turned back to look at him, he was laid out on the bed just staring at me in amusement. "Yes it was, and you looked amazing..."

"Bullshit...I was half drunk." I laughed as I stepped into the dress. "I must have shoes for this somewhere..."

He shook his head. "No, you dont."

I stopped and stared at him. "Oh yea...I lost them leaving the bar...the heel broke as I was stepping off the curb...you carried me to your car.."

He nodded. "And you threw the other shoe out the window, while cussing it out rather loudly."

I smiled. "Yet you still brought me home..."

"How could I not? You were such a catch."

"Shut up." I started digging through the closet again. I finally pulled out a pair of black spike heels. I smiled. "Wow, pretty..."

Josef shook his head. "Material whore."

I picked up another shoe and threw it at him, it missed his head my an inch. He laughed. "Bad aim."

I glared at him. "No, I didn't really want to hit you, if I did you'd be hit...trust me..."

"Yea sure..." He stopped suddenly sniffed the air. I soon followed suit.

"Mick..." He said, worry clearly written on his face.

"Baisez!"

I heard footsteps walking up the stairs, then a heartbeat "Beth's with him."

Josef nodded. I knew there was no way to get out of this...even if I hid he would smell me on Josef.

"Josef! Where are you?!"

I gave him one last look, he stood up. I laughed suddenly, we probably looked like two teenagers caught in the middle of sex by a parent. The door opened and it was as if the world slowed down.

Mick took a step in and Beth followed him in, as soon as Beth saw me in the room she bit her lip.

"Sanura...what are you doing here?"

He started to sniff the air to find out. Beth put her hand on his arm and stopped him. "Trust me, that's one vision you don't want to see."

Mick looked at her, Josef, then to me. "Sanura...what's going on?"

"Mick...first off...don't get mad..."

He narrowed his eyes at me. "That's always a good way to start a conversation."

Josef laughed and I glared at him. "Second off...remember...you're not a murderer."

"Stop putting it off Sanura..."

I looked over at Beth when she spoke. "Thanks Beth..." I sighed. "Mick...me and Josef...we are uh..."

"Sleeping together, fucking, having sex, doing the horizontal tango...your choice really." Josef said with a smirk.

Mick's face fell, and I quickly spoke up. "Real sensitive Josef, good job..."

Josef shrugged. "I don't like to pussy foot."

"Obviously..." I said with a glare.

"How long?"

I looked at Mick and sighed. "A while...it was before I left..."

Mick nodded. "And you felt no need to tell me this..."

I put my hands up to stop him. "Wait Mick...there's more...but please promise me you wont hate me."

"I could never hate you Sanura, I could be really pissed off, but not hate you."

I bit my lip and closed my eyes. "Coraline is not my sire Mick..."

I watched as the realization hit him. His mouth opened to speak but only stutters came out. He looked at me, hurt written clearly on his face, then he glared daggers at Josef.

"Mick...please don't be angry at me..." I walked towards him and put out my hand to touch him.

He quickly backed away out of my reach, he gave Josef one last glare, then turned and stormed out the room.

I went to follow him but Josef grabbed my arm. "No Sanura, give him some time."

I pulled out of his grasp. "I gotten go after him, he can't hate me!" Tears were running down my cheeks, the thought of Mick hating me was to much to bear.

He reached for me again and pulled me to him. "He could never hate you, he just needs time to figure things out."

Beth gave me a sympathetic look. "I'll see if I can talk to him."

"Thanks Beth..."

She nodded and walked out the door. I heard the front door shut.

Josef held me to him while I cried, Mick had always been a father to me, and now he won't even speak to me...