AN: Well heres the I guess the first official chapter...hopefully this is good...soo you know R&R! Thanks!

"You know any ideal is a meaningless dream if you cant make it happen" - Anotsu: Blade of the Immortal

"Nothing will happen if you dont believe in your own possibilities...it'll work out somehow."- George:Paradise Kiss

These are my favorite quotes...I dunno I guess they kinda go with the story of overcoming there problems...yea I'll stop rambling now...on with the story.

Suze POV

I walked into my room and threw my coat and bag on my window seat. I flopped onto my bed and sighed, "when's he going to ask me out?" I wondered aloud. I turned to check the time, '1:30 am huh?' I yawned as I turned over and fell asleep.

"Suze! It's time for breakfast!" I was woken from blissfull sleep by Dopey's screeching voice. I went to shower and came down to eat, breakfast was just being put on the table. 'Two years and he's still a jerk.' Breakfast as usual went uneventful, no ghosts bother me this early.

"Andy?"

"Yes, honey?" Oh I forgot to mention me and Andy had our whole stepfather stepdaughter bonding thing so we're cool now. I just can't call him dad cause you know my real dad is still here, well unofficially, a ghost really.

"Could you possibly take me to the Mission Library? I still have some summer math work to do."

He looked up with a smile, "sure thats no problem. You want to drive us there though?" I had just gotten my permit at 18 sad I know, but hey growing up in NY I didn't need one, and then when I first went for my test, well let's say I was dealing with a very pissed ghost in the back seat. But seriously they didn't have to make me wait a year to try again, but I can drive now so I guess I can't complain. Much.

"Yeah Andy, that'll be fun."

I pulled into the Mission praking lot, Andy smiled at me. "You're sure you have a ride home?"

I looked back at him, ''yeah I'm sure."

"Well, ok, if you need me call me."

With that he pulled out and drove off back to the house. Isighed as I walked over to the library wing to meet Jesse.

Your probably thinking , don't I feel bad lying to Andy? Well I didn't tell a total lie, I meanI do have extra work I still have to do. I just didn't tell Andy I was meeting my soon-to-be-boyfriend. Oh come one like you've never lied to meet a guy. But soon-to-be? I know, the thing is were not officially going out because Jesse is 'honorable' and we can't officially go out unless my parents are cool with it. I've met his folks. They love me. But unfortunantly for me my stapdad has the same point of view of the Valley guys as Jake does. He so won't agree to me and Jesse so I can't say 'oh have you met my boyfriend Jesse?' How I wish I could. We always meet in secret, or its like this were he's 'helping' me. Well he is but its after the 'help' that I look forward to. But doesn't that seriously suck, we have to keep our relationship, well half relationship, secret. Well I know my mom would be cool with it, shes not to judgemental, not until she gets to know the person. Mybe I should introduce Jesse to her first and we could work on Andy and Jake.

I sighed as I opened the door. " I hope Sister Ernstine isn't the librarian!' Imagine my dismay as I opened the door and saw her sittin at the huge desk. I sighed again, I seem to be doing a lot of that lately. I scanned the room and saw Jesse sitting in the back working on something. I walked over slowly so I wouldn't attract the attention of Sister Ernstine. When I sat down he looked up with a smile.

"Susannah." He refuses to call me Suze, God only knows why though. I gave him a bright smile and pulled out my math books.

"Thanks so much Jesse you have no idea how much I appreciate this."

He had the decency to look modest as he shook his head and said, "it's no problem really, I'm more then happy to help you. Really." He moved to sit next to me and together we started my Pre-Cal work.

Around two hours later I finally had the last section figured out.

"I knew you could do it Susannah. You just don't give yourself enough credit"

I gave him a flirty grin and said, "neither do you Jesse, I mean I never coulda done this without such an awesome teacher."

He grinned back at me and opened his mouth to say something. I knew he was going to say something dirty because once we start he kind of forgets he's an "honorable gentleman." However he didn't get to say anything because Sister Ernstine chose then to tell us we had to leave. We grabbed our bags and as we stood Jesse grabbed my hand and we walked out to his car.

AN: Well heres my newest installment...I hope this is long enough...I dont like making them too long but if you want them to be longer just say so and I'll do it. Hmm well I really hope everyone likes this I dunno I tend to critize my work a lot...well anyways R&R please!