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Love you to death

By: Feilan87

Chapter fourteen

The point of no return

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Previously

(Normal POV.)

"Now let's continue with some warm-up." Eiji continued as he ordered them to pair up, two and two. Daisuki was sitting in the grass and waiting for the other's to choose their partners. He was always the last one coz no one would pair up with him.

"Still wearing a hat, are you?" Sounded the familiar deep voice from behind. He flinched as the other grabbed his hat and pulled it off, to reveal long spiky locks of red and black. "Hats are not allowed in School, Daisuke. You must know that."

Now

Daisuke snapped the hat out of Dark's hand. "Just go away, Dark." He mumbled darkly without sounding too surprised as he looked anywhere but at the older boy behind him. Dark frowned at this as he sat down next to his little uke by the large blooming oak. Daisuke shifted uncomfortably as he felt Dark's eyes resting on him and hand reached out for little Daisuke.

Smack!

"Don't friggin' touch me!"

He had slapped Dark's hand away, his mind was still clouded by the hatred and sorrow he felt so strongly inside, he hated Dark, he hated him more than anything.

Dark looked hurt at this, he didn't want to be secluded from his Uke. Rejection chiselled deep in his gorgeous features, the anguish of not being able to touch him made Dark long for the delicate little boy even more.

He fought an urge to just hug tightly, that even if it meant it would be against said boy's will. He wanted to be close to Daisuke again, to comfort him and take away his sorrow. Dark couldn't help but wonder how he could stay this mad at him when it was undeniable that he knew all along. He'd thought he would have forgiven him by now. Daisuke had returned his affections even while knowing Dark's other side, wasn't that a clear sign of forgiveness itself?

He hadn't pushed him away like now, maybe he would call Dark a pervert when he tried to grope his ass but that was all done half-heartedly, however now was a different matter.

There was a tense atmosphere between the two of them and the silence just made it all worse. Dark was getting more and more desperate while Daisuke was getting more and more annoyed by the other's presence.

Dark looked out over the sports ground. His eyes were glazed over with mixed emotions as his mind was in upheaval. The others had left and begun different activities for some warm-up while he had a whole different kinda warm-up on his mind.

Daisuke decided to leave and follow the others as Dark wouldn't seem to leave him and also he didn't want any trouble with the school too. His father had begun working at home and he wasn't as forgiving as his mother had been. A warm tear prickled down his cheek as he rose from his position in the light green and slightly bedewed grass.

"Daisuke…"

He had been so determined just a moment ago but now all that splintered into fine particles of nothing as Dark whispered his name with such affection. It truly hurt to hear, it hurt so much to know that it was all a lie, he couldn't live on a lie.

He hadn't noticed that he had stopped until he felt Dark's arms wrap themselves around his waist, causing him to stumble and before he knew it he sat in Dark's inviting lap with his head buried in the Dark's warm chest, he couldn't deny that he'd longed for Dark's touch, Dark had really messed up his head that night, but he wouldn't let Dark control him, not now, he wouldn't forgive that asshole, not in a million years.

A strong scent of lavender invaded all his senses his as Dark wrapped one arm around his back while the other still rested around his waist. Dark had currently buried his face in Daisuke's fiery red and black locks as he tempted to take in the sweet scent of his cute lover. He hadn't realized until now just how much he had missed the boy during this week.

Dark heard a faint cry from the other against his chest. "Dark, let go of me!"

"I missed you." Dark's voice sounded muffled as he tried his best to hide the pained expression he wore in Daisuke's black tresses, he couldn't let Daisuke see him like this, he tried to get his own feelings under control as he held the smaller boy gently in his arms.

He tugged the boy firmly into his chest, ignoring the smaller outbursts of rage coming from his lover who seemed anything but pleased with the situation.

"So what! Do you expect me to forgive or something?!" Daisuke yelled fumingly as he shoved the older teen away. "After all you've done…I could never forgive you…!!!"

Sudden antagonism darkened Daisuke's mind. He couldn't take it any longer, he couldn't bear it, to feel Dark's seducing touch, not anymore, it just reminded him of the betrayal.

It wasn't the fact that Dark had finally learned his secret, it was the fact that Dark could never be anything but his mother's killer and his enemy. He wouldn't allow himself to feel anything but hate against Dark as he locked away all those feelings that had occupied his mind more than a thousand times at day. For the last days.

Daisuke whispered almost calmly, the three words he'd thought he would never use on anyone other than in his thoughts where he couldn't hurt anyone by saying them. "I hate you."

"Daisuke I..." Dark could handle much, he'd heard people say those words to him numerous of times, but no matter how much he heard them it didn't have the least effect on his ego yet now was different, it actually hurt to hear those words from his lover. "…I'm sorry." He murmured as his face took on an unhealthy sallow shade.

The next moment Daisuke could feel himself being squashed down in the wet grass as Dark's lean frame towered up over him, pinning his arms to the cold ground by his delicate wrists as Dark's fingers entwined with his.

Daisuke, who were wriggling violently under the stronger teen, froze as ruby eyes met saddened amethyst ones. Dark's hands tightened their bond, making a pure act nearly vicious.

"…D-dark…it hurts…let go… "Daisuke was silenced as Dark's soft lips ghosted over his own, not like a kiss, it was too soft and subtle for that, it was like a tender caress. He closed his eyes as faint sobs escaped his bruising lips, he'd bit his button lip a little too hard in his attempt to resist falling into the affection of Dark's ministrations.

"D-dark… no…nnh…" soft gasps emitted from his slightly parted lips as Dark's lips brushed over Daisuke's feeble clavicle bones, which Dark found quite enticing and the expression Daisuke made in his defy of desire wasn't a turn off either.

The cold dew from the grass slowly worked its way through the thin fabric of his sports wear as he strived to topple over his only source of warmth, Dark, but apparently without success as the older teen was still on top of him. Dark slipped his right leg in between the boy's while kneading him gently, never taking his eyes off Daisuke's tantalizing form, wriggling under him as orgasmic noises forced their way out through his half broken barrier of willpower, as big ruby eyes widened in embarrassment.

Purple tresses mingling with red and black ones as Dark rested his forehead against Daisuke's, enjoying the warm sensation of Daisuke's uneasy breathing, blowing ever so tenderly against his skin. "Why do you hate me…when you've already forgiven me?" Dark spoke softly as his own breath send the boy into a weak shudder by the hot damp sensation that reminded strangely of a rather indirect caress of air.

"You can stop the acting now, you don't have to lie to me nor yourself any longer…I think I understand now why you did it now…" Daisuke said calmly, as his mind still denied the cruel pleasure his body had to undergo.

"Daisuke, I lo-"

"SHUT UP! Don't you dare to talk to me about love! I've had enough of it, why must everyone lie to me? Tell me that? You're not in love with me, Dark… why don't you get it? It's just lust driving you-!!" Daisuke was instantly silenced as Dark caught his lips with his own subtle and soft ones, gently kissing Daisuke who were left unguarded at Dark began nipping on the boy's pouty button lip. It was a chaste kiss, which were very unlike Dark who normally wouldn't miss a chance to penetrate and ravish his mouth with his tongue. His heart sank as Dark pulled away.

"You're just so silly sometimes, Is it really so hard to believe that I am in love with you?" Dark whispered as he let his hands slide out of Daisuke before. "I do love you and I admit I've been blind, I never thought I could fall in this deep… but when you disappeared and I didn't hear from you…I…I could barely go on a day without you, Damnit! I missed you!"

Crimson eyes watering as warm pearls of tears began to flow over, silently rolling down his cheeks as he broke into heartbreaking sobs, desperately clinging to Dark, who looked lost for a moment as he considered the option that maybe he'd said too much, but had to throw away that possibility as small arms hugged around his back.

"THEN WHY!? If you love me then why did you do it?! Why…" Daisuke found himself yelling through tears and sobs, whilst his words became muffled against Dark's chest. "I saw it Dark…your tattoo…why did you kill her!? Was it for money?!"

"Whaa? I didn't kill anyone." Dark tried defending himself, he hadn't expected to be accused of murder – and especially not of his lover.

"I saw it on TV Damnit! Stop lying to me!" It hurt Dark to see the boy cry, he didn't want that. He wanted to see him smile again.

"Dai, you must believe me, it wasn't me. I was with you ten minutes before that happened!"

"..."

"Since you know me that well then tell something…what did it say? My tattoo?"

"D.M.?"

"Correct. But if you cared to look closer then you would have noticed that the one you saw on TV had the letters N.M."

"But it's the same symbol!"

"Yes…of course it is the same symbol, I mean, why wouldn't it be? Every member of my family has that tattoo, it's not as if I had a choice! That tattoo was burned into my skin before I could even walk!"

"N-no…p-please t-tell m-me t-this i-isn't h-happening… Y-you…y-you're i-in t-the… D7…?" He stammered through broken sobs, desperately wishing he was wrong. Daisuke felt a new stream of tears press on as Dark pulled away from him, without even looking at him.

Dark wasn't strong enough to meet his lover's eyes and answer truthfully on his question. He was ashamed of the truth, the fact that he could never leave his family, he would never be free of them completely. The fact that he was just the more connected to them since he was the heir.

"Daisuke, I promise you, I didn't kill anyone…I'm innocent, I barely talk to them…!" Dark tried to explain, but Daisuke reacted like anyone with the slightest sense of fear in their mind would. "Daisuke…"

He backed away, fear still carved deep in his beautiful ruby eyes while it felt like his heart could stop anytime. At first he'd let Dark have the chance of doubt but now that he'd heard it from Dark himself and there was no such thing as hope.

"Daisuke…you're not afraid of me, are you?" Dark whispered as he tried to near the trembling boy. He couldn't tell whether it was the cold ground or him.

"S-stay, a-away f-from m-me...!" Dark stopped as he watched Daisuke back up against the tree hands frantically searching for support by the old oak.

"Daisuke please…I'm not in it! I just happen to be related to them by blood. Daisuke, the guy you saw on TV was Nori, my cousin, I didn't know why they did it. I swear!" Dark grabbed the trembling boy.

He could feel the smaller boy's heart pound violently against his chest as he squirmed to get free. Daisuke's breath caught in his throat as he began to hyperventilate, it felt like he couldn't breathe. "Daisuke…what's happening to you? Stop it! If you breathe too fast you'll…"

Daisuke didn't get to hear more than that as he fainted, in Dark's arms.

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"What happened!?" Dark demanded to know as the school nurse laid the boy to rest in the bed after examining him throughout.

"Calm down, Dark. He'll be fine, as far as I'm concerned this is the cause of stress, lack of nutrition and poor health. It seems that he's started to develop some of the basic tendencies of anorexia." She said as she hushed at him. "I think it would better if you brought him home, he needs some rest, and then maybe you should tell his parents to feed him more, and keep an eye on him, it's nothing serious…yet."

Dark promised himself to fill the boy with food till he gagged. Even if he had to watch Daisuke swallow every little bite.

"Could you go to the office and call his parents or some other relative?"

"Of course, I'll be right back." Dark said, he threw a last look at the angelic boy before he turned to leave Daisuke with the old nurse.

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'There is no connection to the chosen number, click 2 to…'

Dark slammed the phone down in it's holder on the wall. This was the fifth number he'd tried. How many mobiles did Daisuke's father have!? He knew from Daisuke that his father was a businessman, but not that he had 7 different phones!

It was odd really, something wasn't right here.

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"Hello there,"

The nurse turned face a young man, he flashed a smile as his rare amethyst eyes fell on the sleeping redhead. "I'm sorry I'm late, I'm Mitsuo, Daisuke's brother, someone called to ask me to pick him up, I think his name was Dark?"

"Oh, Daisuke's brother? I haven't seen you here before. Yes I asked Dark to call." She said suspiciously, as he tipped her glasses back up on her nose, as she analysed the man to be about 22 of age. The most suspicious was that this strange brother had deep blue hair, while Daisuke's was flaming red. Oh well, its probably dyed.

"I went to a private school, I never liked these common schools very much." He answered truthfully as he moved towards thee boy. He looked like an angel, Dark was really a fool to leave him here unprotected, but his younger brother Dark had always been a little slow. He scooped the little cute redhead into his arms as he turned to leave.

"I'm sorry, then I guess its okay. Just an advice, don't let him go to school the next couple of days, he needs to rest." She said.

The tall bluenette smirked as he disappeared through the door with Daisuke in his arms. Dark was such a lucky bastard sometimes.

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