A/N: I would just like to thank every one for their reviews and support. I have up through chapter 15 written in my notebook and I'm typing just as fast as my little finger will take me. This chapter is just a little reprieve, I really think that I could have excluded it, but I couldn't find it in my heart to do so.

His eyes where pitch black. He took my face in his hands and kissed me.

He cradled me in his arms and into the bathroom. He set me gently on my feet, supporting me with an arm wrapped tightly around my naked waist. He never took his lips off me as he reached behind the shower curtain and turned on the water. He set me down on the counter by the sink as he removed the condom and flushed it. I was still trying to catch my breath as he took out the tiny pins in my hair. He kissed me again and lifted me into the shower, following behind me.

The warm water hit my face and reality took hold over my trance. I turned around and buried my head in his chest. Suddenly, my head was filled with doubts. Edward was perfect - at everything. What if he didn't like it as much as I did?

"Bella, I cannot believe …" he paused for a moment. I cringed. I couldn't look into his eyes. "…That was so wonderful." He kissed my hair and pulled me closer to him. It was uncontrollable now, and I wept.

"Bella … Bella? What … what did I do?" I looked up at him, his face broken.

"Edward! No! No, how could you possibly think that? I'm mad at myself! How could I possibly think that even in my wildest dreams I could be good enough for you? That I could possibly pleasure you like you can me?" his face was stern and his jaw was set tight.

"Isabella Marie Cullen. You are the only woman I have ever, will ever love and be pleasured by for the rest of my existence." His face seamed to relax and he pulled me closer.

"Oh, my sweet, silly, love. Don't you realize what you do to me? Even before I knew you loved me too." his voice trailed off, and he looked away obviously ashamed.

"Edward," I sniffled, my sobs starting to resign, " Please tell me."

When he looked back into my eyes, he had a sheepish grin on his face.

"I used to fantasize about you."

"Really?" I was a little set back, but one hundred percent better. "And what did you think about?" Now I was genuinely curious.

"Well, about holding you, " he said pulling me closer. "Kissing you," he trailed kisses along the width of my collarbone. " And making love to you, until you would climax, and scream in sweet pleasure. Like we did tonight." He kissed me deeply, and I enjoyed the shower's heat against his cold flesh.

When he let me up for air, I looked into his eyes.

"Did you masturbate?" I covered my mouth with both hands as soon as I asked it. It just spewed out.

He took my hands and wrapped them around his neck. He took my chin in one hand and put the other on the small of my back and pulled me closer.

"Every. Single. Night." He emphasized every word as he kissed me again. When he released me, he giggled.

"Did you?" he asked he thrum of my neck.

"Only when I was sure you where away." And I blushed a bright red.

He pulled me close again, and kissed me in full again.

"You need some sleep. Tomorrow I will need to go hunting, then there is only one more day to wait." I smiled and kissed him, locking my fingers in his thick hair, darkened by the shower.

He lifted me out of the shower and onto the floor. At vampire speed he had a towel around me and one around his waist. He cradled me in his arms and carried me to bed.

We didn't bother with clothes. Edward didn't sleep so he would know is someone is coming. I crawled into his arms as he started singing my lullaby.