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Zahariu Uzumaki : hands over a box of tissues

AND THANK YOU ALL WHO REVIEWED ALSO!!!!

How could I have done that in front of him? I went too far. I just went too far. I shouldn't have done that. Not me. Out of all people. No one would think of me like that. I've always kept my cool. And I went too far.

Forgive me. My son, Naruto.

It was around 11 o'clock in the morning the next day. Only this time, instead of it being a sunny day, it was cloudy. The sun would try to rustle with the clouds, which only aloud the sun to slip it's rays past them from time to time. There was a stronger gust that blew through Konoha.. But that didn't stop the birds from chirping their happy love songs. And the travelers from different countries. It was practically a same day as yesterday, except for the weather.

Yes, everything was going just like an ordinary day at Konoha. Except, for some blonde haired boy, who was still in bed.

Naruto had woken up at 7:30 am, but just laid there in bed watching the floor from the edge. Sheets from the bed were bundled up from such an uncomfortable night. His arm dangled from the bed, the floor barely touching his finger tips. His eyes were swollen from last night' 'speech,' that they almost appeared hollow and lifeless.

He felt like there was nothing left inside him. It had just admitted to complete stranger that he hated his life and that he seemed pathetic. He felt like that embrace last night that Arashi had given to him, was an embrace of pity. That it was a way of saying that he felt sorry for him.

And not only him. Naruto felt like the whole world had noticed this, stared at him for a few moments and then walked away. Like they didn't care. Just like they didn't care for his whole life.

The village kept going like it was any other day. Like if it didn't feel like it had pity for him at all.

He was lonely. And he would be forever.

Naruto could imagine himself being late for a day with his team. He would come walking slowly. Thinking about all the happy families in the village. If only he had a family, all this thinking would be the least of his problems. And all his team would do is go on like any other day.

Sakura yelling at him for being later that Kakashi. Sasuke only nodding his head in agreement. And only Kakashi would notice something, but wouldn't say anything till the end of the day. And Naruto could imagine the talk Kakashi would have for him. A talk that Naruto wouldn't pay attention too, because he felt like no one in the world would understand him.

He had cried in front a person who he hardly knew, and he thought it was pathetic. And of all people, he cried in front of him. A person that was basically still a stranger.

He just wished that it could all go away. All the pain, all the sorrow, and ……all the loneliness. If only he had a family, none of these feelings and heart-aching pain he was feeling right now, would have not existed.

If only……if only he didn't have this Demon inside him.

Naruto clenched his teeth. His hands into fists.

If only HE would have never put that THING inside him, maybe…just maybe, he wouldn't feel so lonely.

Arashi.

It was all that Hokage's fault. If only…if only he would had left him alone. If only he chose someone else. If only he had a family…

Arashi.

If only…if only…

He would have been happy.

He would have been happy.

It was all my fault. If maybe, just maybe, I picked another child. Maybe I wouldn't have the guilt. All this pain. HIS pain. Our pain.

But I couldn't. I had to pick him. It was the only way. I couldn't pick any one else. It was my job. To protect those who belong to this village.

But I failed at another job. MY personally job. If only I didn't take that other job, my personally job would have been perfect. If only…if only…

I picked someone else.

Naruto.

If only that THING never came. That it never existed. Maybe…just maybe…I wouldn't have any pain. His pain. Our pain.

I went too far. I pushed him when he was ill, of both mind and body. I just pushed it. If only I didn't get upset, he would be…

Better than he is right now.

But I shattered it.

Naruto.

I shattered your hope of the future. It's all my fault. If only it weren't for me…

If only… if only…

He would have been happy.

He would be better off without me.


Wow. I made them seem VERY depressed. They were sooo EMO. It gives me the chills. shiver I hoped you all liked it. If you did, then say so, if you didn't then say so. I want to know if you guys are alright with things like this, ok? Oh, and one more thing, should I have Sarutobi (THIRD HOKAGE) or Tsunade(FIFTH HOKAGE) to be Hokage? I'm not really sure about how it should fit in the story. And don't worry, there will still be some funny parts in the story. Bye! PS, sorry this chapter was short!