Chapter 12

Drey spent most of the rest of the week closed up in her room, in the dark with all the blinds closed, and never turned a light on. She kept the covers over her face all day, and left the door locked. She did not want any visitors, not even Nick. Nick came around at least once a day, and would always knock on her door, pleading to let him in. But she never made a move. She needed to be alone, to think, to grieve. All this alone time made her clearly think over everything going on in her life. Her boyfriend. Just three nights ago she pretty much admitted she loved him to her grandma. But he would be leaving to go on tour. What would happen then? How would she live without him for five months. Maybe even more. She would see him all of maybe two times during that. Five months. No Nick. Heart breaking. More tears pouring. Girls dropping themselves over him. What if he found someone else? Could her heart handle him leaving her all alone here and coming around whenever he could? She knew it wouldn't be able to. It wouldn't be fair to her, or him. She knew what she had to do, and she had to do it before he left in exactly 30 days.
Two days later, she finally decided it was time to pick herself up, and get it together. She had missed three days of school, and most importantly, three days of Nick. She needed to spend every moment she had with him. They needed to discuss the touring, pronto. Before she could open the door, there was a banging on her window. It made her jump, and she looked towards the window. "Nick?" She yelled. He smiled at her, making a motion for her to open the window. She ran over and slid it up. He climbed inside, and grabbed her tightly in his arms. "Three days and no Drey made me very sad." He said making a pouty face. She lightly smiled at him. He started to let her go, but she wrapped her arms around him again, and buried her face into his chest. "No Nick, please don't let me go. I can't loose you to." She said, choking back tears. He kissed the top of her head. "Baby you'll never loose me, never." This made her stomach flip flop a little, and she felt warm all over. "Stay a while, please? I missed you. I need you." she said, leaning up to kiss him. He leaned in to. God she missed his kisses. She desperately needed that one. "I'll stay as long as you need me to." He said. They walked over to the bed, and Audrey laid down right next to Nick. He kept his arms around her, and she leaned her head on his chest. She kept her hand in his, holding it tightly, never wanting to let go of it, afraid if she did, he would slip away too. She knew they needed to talk about touring, but not now. Right now, they just needed to be together, to be in silence, letting emotions speak louder than words ever could.
Audrey woke up the next morning, a Sunday, and turned around to see Nick still sleeping in the same position. She laughed to herself and gently climbed out of bed, trying not to wake him up. She opened up her closet door and pulled out her favorite pair of ripped jeans, that always made her feel better, and a rolling stones concert t-shirt. She walked out of her room and into the bathroom to get changed. She put some gel in her hair, and brushed her teeth. She knew today was the funeral for her Grandmother, and her mother and father would be home any second that morning. She needed Nick to be at the funeral with her, and Heidi and Joe. The most important people in her life. She stood in the hallway and flipped out her cell phone. She quickly dialed Heidi's number which she knew by heart. IT rang two times before she answered. "AUDREY! Hey! I miss you sweetie!" She said excitedly. "I miss you to. And I was just calling to make sure that your free tonight to go to my grandmother's funeral tonight." She said leaning against the wall in the hallway. "You know I wouldn't miss it for the world." She answered back. Audrey felt relieved that her best friend was going to be there for her on the night that she was going to need it the most. "Thanks Hei." She said before clicking the end button on her phone. She walked back towards her room, and cracked open the door. He was still sound asleep. She smiled to herself, thinking how cute he was just lying there sprawled out over her bed. The Nicholas Jerry Jonas. On her bed. They boy she loved. She opened the door all the way, and stood in front of the bed. She leaned down and gave him a kiss on the cheek. Then she kissed his forehead, and then his lips. This woke him up instantly, while she was still kissing him. He realized what she was doing, and started kissing her back more passionately. He pulled her onto him and kept kissing her. She started giggling but kept kissing her back. They both pulled away and she was still lying on him, giggling away. They kept there noses touching as Nick said, "That is how I should always wake up." Audrey laughed at him and kissed him on the cheek before getting up and walking into her closet again to pick out an outfit for the funeral. She rifled through her mounds of clothes and found a little black dress that she always wore for wakes or funerals. She stepped up on her step ladder and looked through her selection of shoes on the top shelf. Once she found a pair she liked she grabbed them, and stepped down off the ladder, once she turned around Nick was standing there, leaning against the door frame, watching her.
"Oh my god you scared me!" She exclaimed, clutching her chest.
"Oh, sorry. I just wanted to make sure gunna be ok for tonight." he said, lightly touching her arm. "Yeah I think so. As long as your there I'll be fine. And you can finally meet my stuck up parents! Yay." She said sarcastically. Nick just smirked at her. "Oh come on I bet there not that bad." He said, as they both walked out of the closet. She put her stuff for later on her dresser and turned to look at him. "There never here, and when they are there totally arrogant. There always away at work our talking about it when there here, and they don't even know me, at all. They think they do, but I have never opened up to them once. I honestly can't wait to move out of here and go somewhere. I've been stuck in California for my whole life. I wanna go to New York or Canada or somewhere exciting." She said, a fire burning in her eyes. Nick noticed it and promised her he would take her traveling one day soon. She sprang onto him and thank him 3409684 million times.

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