Chapter 15
Nick would be going on tour in two days, and Audrey was more than heart broken. Since they both knew they wouldn't see each other for months, they spent every waking minute together. That night Audrey, Nick, Joe and Heidi had all went out to dinner, and were walking home under the moon light. Joe walked Heidi up to her door, and Nick and Audrey kept walking to her house which was at the end of the street.
Nick felt the tension between them, something was bothering her. "Whats wrong?" he asked. She shook her head, while looking down at the road. "Everything." she replied. She looked up at him, she saw that he was confused, but she didn't know how to tell him. "Your leaving in two days Nick, what i am supposed to do without you?" she asked. He looked up and met her eyes. "Wait for me, I'll be back, it's not like i'm leaving forever." Audrey stopped walking and just stood there. It took Nick i moment to realize she had stopped walking. He stood a few feet away from her. "But that's just it. It's going to feel like forever, because it will be for me. I can't just sit around here waiting, and waiting for you; do you really think that's fair to me?" She asked, tears filling her eyes. He didn't know what to say at first; hurt stung his face. Then they felt rain drops on their face; in a matter of seconds it started pouring. Nick had to yell so she could hear him. "Well what do you want me to do Audrey? Give up my dream, everything that i've worked for? it's finally here! everything i've ever wanted, and you just want me to quit and give it all up?" he said, he was angry at this point. "Of course i don't! you should know me better than that! I'm the problem in this situation, i'm the thing that would be stopping you, and i don't want to stop you anymore, i don't want to hold you back from your bright future." The rain was pouring and they were getting soaked. "That's why i don't think our relationship is going to work out." She said, tears streaming her face, luckily with the rain, it was hard to see them. Nick shook his head furiously. "Your joking. You just want to give up on it like that! That's honestly what you want! look at us, look at how happy we are, you just want to give up on it!" He yelled at her. "It's not going to work Nick! Five months is a long ass time to be away! i can't handle the pain, i won't have it. " She yelled back. "No, we can make it work drey! we can do it!" He said. She shook her head furiously at him, and fell to her knees in tears, placing her head in her hands. "It. Will. Not. Work! get it through your head!" She said through tears. He just looked at her dumbfounded. "What about your grandmother." he said. This caught her attention and made her look up at him. "She said never to give up on love, no matter what happens, to always work through it, never to loose it. Does that not mean anything to you anymore?" He said, looking down at her. She just stared at him blankly for a while, she knew what she wanted to say, but she couldn't bring herself to say it. She took a deep breath, and somehow managed to shakily stand and, and partially compose herself. "I love you Nicolas, i always have and i always will." She said looking straight into his eyes. "But the thing is, is that your going away, and i'm staying here to rot, you'll be having the time of your llife following your dream, and i'll be having the worst days of my life, waiting for my dreams to come. We have different lives, different lifestyles that just don't blend together." He just stared at her, he could see right through her, he knew what she wanted to say, he knew she wanted to say yes, i will wait for you, but she didn't. "Audrey Martin, your a terrible liar." He said smiling at her. She looked at him, confused for a moment, but then he walked right up to her and kissed her. She just melted right then and there. She looked up at him and smiled, "Your right." he smiled back at her, and they walked the rest of the way to her house, hand in hand, not caring about the rain.
blahh. i don't like it.
theres only gunna be like 1 more chapter after this!
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