[A/N I lied when I said I had this almost done. That was a big fat lie. But here it is now! It isn't that great. It's just informative not much story. It was so fricken hard to put this down in words. So here you go-

I smiled as I saw the rest of the Cullens in the living room waiting for us. They all were stock still and in careful positions.

I sighed as Esme moved so carefully towards me. "You do realize that I've known what you were for... about two months now right? So you don't have to worry about my reaction." I smiled and Esme relaxed into a more casual pose. But every one was still tense.

Edward sat me down on the sectional but I slid to the floor and pressed my back against Edward's legs.

I just stared at the family of vampires around me, preparing myself for the next step.

"Jasper. Go ahead." I heard Carlisle say, it wasn't supposed to reach my ears... but every sense was extra sensitive now. Some thing clicked in my head when he said Jasper.

I shot my head around to look at him. Then I spoke sort of questioningly, "Jasper... Whitlock?"

He nodded, startled that I knew his human last name. "How did you know that?" Jasper eyed Edward but Edward shook his head.

"You were part of the Vampire wars of the south, right? You were part of the army that revolutionized the way to train newborns, right?"

"Yes." Jasper looked down and adjusted his shoulders.

"Sorry." I mumbled.

"How do you know this, the vampire wars and. and Jasper's army?"

"Well. You see, I was almost a part of them."

The Cullens all gasped. I looked up to find Edward inquisitive face.

"I'll explain. I just don't know where to begin..."

"How about at the beginning, darling." Esme suggested.

"Okay, just give me a minute to collect my thoughts." I closed my eyes and leaned my head against Edward's knees. He ran his fingers through my bangs making it hard to concentrate on my task.

While I was rummaging around in my head I heard Emmett say to Edward. "So, your just friends Edward?"

Edward beamed. "Nope. We're not just friends anymore." Then I felt his gaze back on me.

I knew that they thought I couldn't hear them. But my senses were so much more intense now.

"Okay from the start." I took a deep breath and turned around so that I was facing Edward. I crossed my arms and put them on his knees. "Remember when we were in the car and I started saying stuff about the short cut to the volley ball practice and since there was no moon it was all dark and there was a guy in the ally and that was about as far as I went?"

Edward nodded.

"The reason I stopped was because I was getting dangerously close to telling you what happened and at the time that was an impossibility."

"And now?" Edward asked in a low voice, remembering the day.

"I have to... and I want to. So as I was saying."

"Wait. You said you were going to a volleyball game? You were going to-"

"Shut up Emmett. Let her tell her story." Alice chirped and slapped Emmett on the shoulder.

"Please continue Bella, and just ignore Emmett." Rosalie stated.

"Okay, so as I was saying, when I met the guy in the alley, me and Isaac were just going to head on through. We did but as we passed him I think I heard him say, 'They'll do. They'll do just fine.' And the next thing I knew there was darkness all around me. When I woke up," I closed my eyes again and tried to see the place again so I could describe it. "I was in some sort of... laboratory... or underground hospital. Beds are everywhere and people are in them. Some are screaming, some are still, some look dead or near it." I was walking through my memory. "To the side of me is Isaac and in front of me is the man that was in the alley. I have no desire to leave or run or scream I'm just fine following him. His leading Isaac and me into a room separate from the other room. There's a desk and what looks like a doctor behind it.

'Hello James, Ah, are these the last two?' The doctor says.

'Yes. Don't you feel the weird... force around the boy?'

'Indeed. The girl is also echoing it. Well-done James. I'll need you to stick around for the next round if you don't mind.'

'Of course Dr. Malcolm. We still don't know how they'll react to it.'

'It couldn't be worse than the last batch.'

'Aye.'

'But you never know.'

They talked like we weren't in the room. But then Dr. Malcolm turned to me. There was... some thing odd about him. I just can't say what.

'James you can leave. I feel like telling these two what's about to happen to them.'

James nods and he leaves.

'Now, here's what going to happen.' He walks around the desk and leans on it looking at Isaac and me, back and forth with a wicked smile. 'I like to explain things. It makes things so much more fun.

'I am Dr. Malcolm. Vampire and experimenter. And you two are going to be part of my experiment and if everything works out you'll be in my army. You see, I've always wanted to be remembered but it's hard to make your mark in the world espeasily this one. So, I'm redefining the vampire armies. This is far better than Marie's and Jasper's. They were good. They were creative... but this is ingenious. You see I'm not going to change you into what I am. No that's too hard to keep large numbers in line. I'm only going to bring out the senses we have. How am I going to do this? Well first James is going to put a special solution on the area of your neck that I'm going to bite. This solution will help both me and you control ourselves and bring any specialties out. Then...' An evil look creeps into his eyes. 'I'm going to inject my venom into you. But don't worry. I won't let it get all the way into your bloodstream. If that happens then there is no way I'm going to be able to stop you from turning into a full-blown vampire. So that's why I'm going to burn the venom.'

He rattled on about the vampire wars and Jasper's and Marie's.

The door opens and James steps back in. 'I have to do it now Sir. I'm running out.'

'Take them then.'

James ushered us out. He tells us to lie down on one of the two empty beds. We oblige. I remember he strapped me in." My hand started to shake involuntarily. " Dr. Malcolm came in and walks two rows of beds behind me. James stands between Isaac and I. He looks at me and smiled.

'Close your ears darling. You don't want to hear.'

I heard a muffled scream. They kept going and going and more people screamed and more.

Then James puts something... like some warm liquid on my neck. It cools instantly. I see a lighter in his hands. He puts it by my side and steps back. I didn't even notice that Dr. Malcolm came over to my side.

I looked over at Isaac. He was writhing. But I couldn't hear anything. And soon my vision was suddenly going.

But I hear Dr. Malcolm say, 'This one is going to be the runt. I don't have enough venom to make that much of a difference.' and then I see Dr. Malcolm lean over on my left side."

I involuntarily pulled down the fabric around my neck. The black-raspberry colored burns that had the whole left side of my neck marred was shown to everyone. If you looked closely you could see a half moon shaped scar that had an unusual light green sheen under all the dead burned skin that would never heal no how matter how amazing of a healer I am.

I looked around me and found that I was in the fetal position on the couch, leaning on Edward.

"You... were shaking and I had to stop you." Edward explained.

"Oh, sorry. I didn't realize..."

"It's fine. Please continue." Edward wiped a piece of hair out of my eyes.

"I woke up and everything was so much clearer than I had remembered. Remembering. I remembered Isaac. I looked to the right but winced as my neck was roaring with pain.

'Izzy.' Isaac spoke.

Dr. Malcolm walked in. 'Ah, your up! It's been two days. I guess that's good that you missed most of the pain. Ah well, and a few hours I will be taking you into the research room.'

"I tried to sit up. The ties around me were loosened now. Or at least they didn't feel tight. My head was hurting so badly I didn't think about living for another second. I wanted to die. Everything hurt. No it didn't just hurt. It. burned everything pained. Hot white. I think the solution messed up something in my head. I didn't feel right. I didn't feel like I used to. It was wrong everything was wrong. I didn't even know why I was there. Why would I be here? I wanted to go away. I snapped my head towards Isaac. He looked the same as I did. But he looked stronger somehow.

James came back in and when he saw us he stuttered.

'Wouldn't you like to sit back down?'

'No. I want to leave.'

'I don't think that's a possibility. You have to stay with us now.' He looked annoyed like he didn't know what to do. Like he couldn't do something anymore. He turned back around and I heard him whisper. 'Dr. Malcolm. I can't work the last two.'

From the other room I heard, 'Are there any signs of aggressiveness?'

'No. Actually they seem just fine.'

'Good. Don't worry about them then. There seems to be a problem with rage. As long as they don't act out they're fine. Just look out for the others. The first ones seem to be the worse.'

'I'll get on it.'"

I stopped and looked around again. The Cullens were waiting patiently until I went on with my story.

"Well a bunch of boring stuff happened. But when we were going to the room where Dr. Malcolm was, a fight had broken out. At first it just started as a puny little fistfight. But others started joining in. James pushed us towards the room but a woman flung herself our way knocking all three of us to the floor. James got up and stabbed something into the woman's arm and she keeled over.

'JAMES! You're supposed to be controlling them. Handle it!'

'I am. Good thing their are still rather human.'

"But just then one of the experiments launched himself at James. The doctor came out... and well I don't really remember what happened next but... Isaac through us into the room that the doctor just came out from and locked it. I could hear every single sound from outside and it scared me. Thrashing and tearing and screaming, I couldn't take it and huddled up in the corner with Isaac.

'Your going to get out of here. They won't touch you. I won't let them.' I promised my brother. But... I couldn't keep it. Because at that moment the thing that threw himself at James walked casually into the room smiling. I stood up and walked towards him trying to protect my brother.

Things happened so fast I can't even see it clearly. The thing jumped at me but Isaac flew towards him and clawed at him. The things eyes were shinning black. Like an endless cave. It was so... empty. The thing ripped him open." I winced and dug my face in my hands at the memory. I started talking so fast that no one humane could hear me. The Cullens didn't notice. "Blood. Blood was everywhere. My brother's blood. The thing drained it all even the blood that spilled on the floor. By the time my brother had his last breath... the thing was done feeding... but I don't think he was meant to drink blood like that or I don't really know, but he... just sort of keeled over. Like he had too much or something. I didn't think about it though. I didn't think about a lot of things. I just grabbed my brother's body and ran out. I didn't know where I was going or what I was doing I just ran.

I blacked out at some point. I think I hit my head on a tree or something. And then I woke up at home. My mom standing over me."

I sighed and sank into the couch. The look on everybody was... unfathomable. I couldn't decode what they were thinking even if I wanted to.

"The Jell-O!" I screamed and jumped up from Edward's grasp and ran into the kitchen.

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[A/N Okay I haven't been in the writing mood so when I wrote this I felt like I had to so I probably skipped out a bunch of things. If you have any questions. Ask them! I want to make this as clear as possible. If I get enough questions I'll have a whole chapter clearing things up. I want to expand on the info but I couldn't really fit it into the story. So review away!