Chapter 6-Epilouge

IT"S THE LAST CHAPTER!! I hope everyone enjoyed this fanfiction which is my first, be on the lookout for more works by me

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As the years passed Ren grew from a cheerful little girl into a cold ice hearted woman shrouded in darkness. Ever since that day her mother stopped speaking and became mute and her father ignored her completely, until eventually when she came of age he decided too sell her too the Sohma family as a maid. Ren had no objections even though she would have too deal with that evil woman she didn't even care anymore, nothing mattered too her anymore.

Ever since that day Ren had lost her kind heart and soul, and refused too feel compassion for anything,except the one she loved….
The only thing that she still kept in her heart were the words her father told her long ago,
"Remember Ren, a person can only love one person and one person only, nobody else could hold a place in their heart.'' Ren decided too at least believe what her father had told her, completely forgetting Akira's words too her long ago on that subject.
And ever since learning about the Zodiac curse that afflicted the Sohma family she doubted these "Bonds" between people even more.
She had decided herself not too trust any other love but the love her father had told her about, after all ever since that incident it just proved a parent's love for their child was a weak and fragile thing, and she would never trust it, never again.

She decided never too believe in such rubbish again such as "Eternal bonds", friendship, forgiveness, or parental love. If there was one thing her father had taught her it was how to protect herself and to close herself off from other people preventing herself from getting hurt, after all they would all just leave you eventually. Yes, all she needed was him, the one she truly loved and she would be happy.
HE would love her and only her forever, no one else.

"HE" was Akira.

When Ren first became a maid at the Sohma house, she was first assigned as Akira's new nurse maid. And even though Akira didn't remember her, she SURE remembered him and this time she decided she would never let him go again for he was HER number 1.

Akira eventually fell back in love with her and the two of them married much too the dismay of his mother who still hated Ren. But Ren and Akira married anyways and eventually had their daughter Akito who was cursed with the spirit of the "God" of the zodiac.

Ren hated Akito almost immediately after she was born, and jealous of how much Akira loved their daughter decided too bring Akito up as a boy. Ren inflicted upon Akito the same sad and miserable past she had, and Akito grew up too be as sad and twisted as her mother.

However with the help of Tohru Honda and the man who loved her so much he was willing too risk everything to save her, Shigure. Akito eventually learned the meaning of true friendship and love and broke away from her mother's dark legacy.

Akito herself eventually grew into a beautiful graceful young woman and greatly resembled her grandmother Tsubaki, she had found true friends and was now shining with an inner light she didn't know she had. It was Ren that was left in the darkness unfortunately.

Ren wasn't able too escape her sad past and she spent the remainder of her life locked away in a dusty old room because everyone thought she was "mentally ill."

Hated by everyone, Hating everyone, and ruining people's lives, bad karma truly did go back too her while her daughter and everybody else had gotten their happy endings and were all smiling and happy.

NOT HER…..

SHE WAS TAINTED……..

She was "evil."

A demon that hated and destroyed her own child, if only they knew why.

Even though Ren did find her "number 1" even he had died years ago, leaving her all alone, with the scorn and hatred of her from everybody in her family.

She had no one now, no friends, no family, no child. All because she refused too believe in the "bonds between people."

As she stared out her window, watching her daughter with her husband, and all her new "friends" and former cursed zodiac members, playing, joking, and laughing she couldn't help but sneer and feel a twinge in her heart.

"Everything was her fault after all"

Just like her father said.

Ren never got her happy ending, but she couldn't help but feel that maybe she would've gotten one if she hadn't had a father like that.

Or maybe if she had just listened too her late husband's words when they were children out in the garden.

Maybe she would have believed in the love of a parent if she had heard what her mother had murmered too her that time….

There were so many maybes…….

But for now Ren knew one thing for sure, because she was unable too let go of her sad past and hurt many people because of it……..She in the end…..

"Was the most cursed of all''

THE END.

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So... What did ya think?? Was it deep, was it phycologically compelling, did I get pretty deep into Ren's mind?? lol. I may also write a sequel too this story where Akito finds her grandmother's diary and an apology note too both her and Ren. If you noticed I made Akito's grandmother be named Tsubaki as an explanation as too why Akito loves Tsubakis. I tried too show a connection between the two, and I feel Tsubaki is the kind of person Ren would have turned out too be like if she didn't have this sad past in my fanfiction, I also think Tsubaki is the kind of mother Ren would've, could've been too Akito. So in a way Akito's grandmother would've been like the mother she never had lol.

Anyway's remember READ AND REVIEW!!