Abandon Memories

Abandon Memories

A GAARA LOVE STORY

It's almost been a week since the girl, Satu, died. It was the toughest week to bare through; it was full of tears and screams of sadness. The woman named Sarah, was not taking this well, neither was my brother nor sister. They apparently were very close to her as well. After many failed attempts, the medical ninjas finally managed to heal the gash in her stomach, so that when the funeral comes, no one has to see the stab wound.

NORMAL P.O.V

I watched Sarah mourn me, along with Kankuro and Temari. I don't want them to but I know they won't stop. That's all I remember. Just those three and the village named Suna. What happened to me? Why did I die? I remember feeling pain in my side stomach, and then that's all, the next thing I knew I was here. But, my biggest question of all, who did it, who killed me?

I have been in heaven. It's wonderful! It doesn't have fluffy clouds or anything like that, unless you want it to. My heaven is rather simple. Lush grassy fields with creeks among clear lakes surrounding the bright, immense trees and when it becomes dark outside, the sky lights up with fire-flies, soaring into the crisp cool air around them. Heaven is whatever you want it to be really, whatever you wish it to be.

Although, there is one thing I am undoubtedly missing, myself. It's hard to explain but I feel as though I'm missing a part of me, like another half that has been swept away and stolen.

PRESENT TIME

Where are my mother and father? I haven't seen them since I was a child! Can I not see them even though I am dead as well? "Mother! Father?" I call out. Nothing, not even a light breeze to confirm their presence. I sigh in dissatisfaction. "Maybe I'm meant to be alone…"

"No, you are not."

I seek for the person who has spoken, however I see nothing but the grass and trees before me. Instantaneously, a woman with a white robe came into view. She smiled warmly at me like she knew who I was from long ago. "Ah, and you are?" I demand, trying to hide my surprise.

"That is not important."

I rolled my eyes, clearly not impressed by the flawless woman talking.

"My dear, it was your destiny to die."

Well isn't that great. It was my 'destiny' to die at the very old age of sixteen. Fabulous.

"Satu, I have come to tell you to go back to Earth. All you have to do is wish it, and then you'll be there."

"If it was that easy, I would already be down there!" I hissed, angry that she was addressing me like a child. But she smiled sweetly, like I had just said the kindest thing in the world.

"Yes, that is right, but to be truthful, you are not completely dead. You have a connection to the world and as long as that connection is there, you will be able to go back."

"What connection? I don't have any."

"Ah, but you do, I suppose you just don't want to remember it."

"Wait, what don't I want to remember? Please tell me!"

"I'm sorry but your going to have to remember that when the right occasion comes. It's time for you to go back now." she mentioned as she pointed back towards the earth. In a moment, I was being sucked back to the earth below me. In a blink I was standing on a mound of lush green grass. But, where the heck was I? I have heard Suna, but did it have any lush green grass!! Did it?

"Who goes there?" ordered a burly voice.

"Eh? Me?" I ask, completely clueless.

"Yes, who are you?" remarked the voice again. The man was tall and very well-built. His muscles were clearly visible through the see-through white shirt he was wearing. He looked about twenty with thick brown hair and shinning green eyes. I hate to admit it but, damn was he gorgeous!

"Uh, sir, can you tell me where I am please?" He scoffed in disgust that anyone would be as stupid as to ask what village there in. What a nice man…

"You're in the Lighting village. How strange as not to know that. Puft."

I'm guessing 'strange' meant, in his dictionary, an unintelligent, dense, dim-witted, unwise, laughable idiot with absolutely no common knowledge whatsoever, but, I'm only guessing. Anyways, how the hell did I end up here? I have a feeling I was in Suna when I died. How strange…I wonder how I appeared here…

"Thanks…" I mumbled rudely, for I was in utter wonder at the moment.

"Stupid brat."

I ignored his thoughtful comment and toddled away towards the main streets. I wondered around, looking at the outstanding scenery. When else was I going to come here again? But more importantly, how am I going to get back? I don't have any money and I'm starting to get hungry too. Ah! Today has been horrible! How could it get any worse! As If to answer my prayers, my body went stiff. Pain.

My side, it-it's pulsing! Wh-why is this happening? The s-sky! Every thing's black, I can't see! A light, its red, there's a little girl; she's playing on the monkey bars. A man is coming. Is it her dad? No, it's not. This man, I-I can't describe him! But, my side, it's almost as if it's telling me to get away from him. "RUN!" I try to scream to the girl, but she can't hear me even though I'm so close! No! He's coming! My side, it, it hurts! I-I can't…

"Are you ok young lady?" Huh? It's bright out? But…but!! "What happened?" I ask, awakening. "You fainted my dear. Everyone was so worried, so we brought you to the nearest rest house." I looked up. Sure enough, I was in a bed. People were surrounding me. So, was that a dream? God I hope so…