Tittle: Common Musings
Author: Yay! Me, Memé-chan :P
Pairing: Raito/L/Raito
Warnings: Shounen ai
Common Musings
Chapter nine: Common musings on rejection
Yagami Raito found hiself having contradictory feelings.
He was slightly sad for Matsuda, yes, because the man was goofy and childish, but loyal and a good person, nonetheless.
And seeing him that lonely, that sad, that heart-broken... Well, it wasn't a happy sight for anyone.
Knowing that the main reason for this sight was L's rejection, didn't make it any better.
... Then, there was this other feeling...
Could it be labeled as happiness?
Maybe it was... Maybe he was happy that L had rejected Matsuda for him.
For me...
It made him feel rather selfish, but he couldn't help it.
He was glad. And he was relieved, too.
Why? Because, as much as he loved pretending he was perfect, he had to admit he wasn't,
he'd never be. And he would have had a hard time trying to bury any murderous thought,
glare... Or attempt towards Matsuda, had he dared to touch (Or else) what was his, was it
with or without L's approval.
Something deep inside told him that L should be forever his. That it was only right, after all.
Raito sighed. Being in love, he decided, was a turmoil. And a tiring experience.
He then stared at Ryuzaki, who had fallen asleep in his chair, still in his crouching position,
and he could sense a strange warmness spreading trhough his body. It was a beautiful
scene, alluring, and peaceful.
He bent over and kissed the raven haired's forehead, lightly, as to avoid waking him up. He
then smiled.
Being in love could be tiring, but it was rather pleasing. And the fact that he was loved back
made it all that much better.
Raito smirked one last time, before turning to work on his laptop.
Matsuda will need to come over rejection.
AN: Hehehehehe... Same thing as Weddie... Couldn't help it :)
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Special thanks to: Oztan (Thaank youuu :D), DeElric (Yes, they kisseeeeed! Isn't that, like, GREAT?! :D), Synonymous Brian ( Here I am! Hahahaha, I'm so happy that you all seemed to like this chapter :D), MiaoShou (Hahahaha, yeah! I wish I could use the same strategy to win a tennis match xDDD It'd be so cool! Huuuummm… You know, that's not such a bad idea, maybe I'll write an extra musing with some smut in it xDDD) and Sora Pwns x3 (Ohmy, I have such a dirty mind, I wonder… What did you have to stuff in your mouth? XDDDD Nah, kidding :P I love you soooooo much xDD).
Memé-chan